𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 \\\ lilpeep FF SEQUEL

Gias mind

November 18th.

( changed Gias ex name. it's axel now. also this ( - ) is like time skips thru the day ..this whole chapter is her thoughts thru out the days )

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Finally in Long Island.
I've been scrolling thru insta comments , articles , tweets. Half the whole drive. all of them are about peep. the hate is insane. 'lilpeep fans outraged' articles fueling the hate. comments , tweets filled with more hate against him for bailing on the tour.

if he ever decided to look at any of this shit he would be crushed.

other then the pissy internet. Axel is another problem.
He's sent over a hundred texts since I left and in every single one of them, He's calling me something derogatory and threatening me. even tho he's being a dick, I feel so crappy. I mean I deserve everything he's saying about and to me. I up and left him for my ex. that was shitty of me.

I actually liked him and he was good to me. I don't regret leaving with Gus tho. I love Gus and my heart along with every other part of me wants Him. and only him.

peep doesn't know about what axels saying of course. it's not his problem to deal with it. he's so happy right now. we're away from everyone and about to see his mom and family here. showing him these messages and literally the shit people are saying about him would really ruin his mood completely.

———- Nov 19th ———-

His moms great. I really wish she would adopt me. she's so sweet and caring. I can see where peep gets a lot of his great traits from.

while Gus was sleeping me and her were talking. she gives great advice and great hugs. I cried as soon as she wrapped her arms around me.

other then his mom.

he still hasn't checked the internet once. he hasn't even picked up a device. he told his family that whatever is on the internet that they should ignore it. they all do. but I just can't. I'm the only one who's been keeping up with the shit storm of what's going on right now. his managements blowing up my dms along with fans, the gbc members and his ex girlfriend arzaylea.

I haven't responded I'm just spectating this shit.

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every time I try and talk to him about this stuff he shuts down and goes cold. he straight up ignores me until I change the subject. he loves his music, fans and career. why is he fucking it up like this.

I don't know if he's going thru something he doesn't want to talk about or if he's just done with being 'lilpeep'

- Nov 20th -

'Rapper Lilpeep spotted in Long Island'

'Missing rapper lilpeep spotted out with mystery girl'

he's been a trending topic since he disappeared from tour.

and I'm the only one of us two who seems to really care about it. not to mention its affecting me a lot too now.

His fans have now started to put two n two together. along with axel talking shit about me online, and Gus's fans recognizing me in the photo from the article. they've figured that I know where peep is.