𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 \\\ lilpeep FF SEQUEL

another ruined Christmas

~ December 25th 9:39 pm ~

Christmas for me always sucks.

hopefully this one will be different.

I'm spending it with friends and Gus's family. maybe it'll be good.
everyone's been crowding around the tree talking and sipping, catching up on life. mostly the elders and parents but all me and Gus friends were crowded in his room drinking and smoking.

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although I'm happy right now. all I can really think about is crystal. she hasn't replied back to any of my messages nor my calls since our last argument. and not even a few hours after, she came back. she packed her and jades shit up then they left. Jade didn't want to really but crystals car was her only way back to LA.

I still feel so crappy for being so overreactive that day.

I wish she was here still to spend Christmas with me.
first time spending it without her.

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I smiled widely as peep pulled me into him.
"what I got you is special..so you'll see it when everybody leaves." he whispered in my ear, leaving a quick kiss on my forehead before leaning forward to grab the bottle of Hennessy from Zion.

I smiled to myself.

~ I wonder what he got me ~

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~ time skip ~
11:01 pm
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everyone cleared out and now left here in this room is me, Gus, osk and Emma. Gioonie left like two days ago so he could spend Christmas with his family in Denver, Emma is supposed to be leaving soon to get on a flight there.

~ can't wait till she's gone ~

anyways, Osk fell asleep like 30 minutes ago and Emmas been quietly being on her phone in the corner.. while me and peep have been whisper talking to each other drunkenly.

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"you know-.. I've always told girls I was gonna marry them." he giggled, turning his head to me. I looked back at him with an raised eyebrow.
"how many girls..?" I say, scooching my body away from him a little. he rolled his eyes playfully then wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me more into him than I originally was. "it doesn't matter.. but.. it's just that.. you know I was just saying it to say it-..but I meant it when I said it to you."

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"you actually want to marry me..?" I asked, smiling widely. He smiled wide as well. "of course.. why else would I have bought you this ring.."

I didn't fully process the words that left his mouth. I thought maybe it's just because he's tipsy and he's hallucinating randomly. but those thoughts were quickly disproven by him holding a ring up in front of my face.

I gasped as I stared at it. my eyes widening at the sight of this ring.
HE GOT ME A RING. I got the ring. why does this feel like an accomplishment. like I just finished a 30 mile run.

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"y-you got me a ringgg." I beamed, covering my mouth as I sat up. tears of pure happiness erupting from my eyes. he nodded excitedly, sitting up as well. gently grabbing my left hand and placing the ring onto my ring finger. He then held my hand in his.