peeps asks whilst closing the driver side door. I was already halfway away from the car.
~ he's really asking me why I have a attitude as if he's not the reason ~
"just remember to bring your hat." I call out. ignoring his question. and still walking towards the entrance of the store. "I got it don't worry." I jumped at the sound of peeps voice being so close. he was literally like 30 feet away a few seconds ago, how did he get by me so fast. I didn't even hear footsteps.
"gosh- did u fucking teleport." I say, side-eyeing him. he side-eyed me back for a few seconds before smiling. "..stop being all mad n shit..and lets get new hats today." He wrapped his arm around my shoulders, pulling me into him as we walked more into the store.
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Gus grabbed a random basket and handed it to me. pulling me over to the snack aisle. "we gettin hella shit." he beamed before running over to them. I stood waiting at the end of the aisle.
"you want something?" he said, pointing at the candy with a smile. I shrugged, folding my arms. "ima get you these... you like these." he continues. grabbing a a couple bags before crouching down to look at the shit on the lower shelve.
-
~ the fucking cyber-bullying got worse. I still haven't told peep about any of it. He wouldn't care anyway..so I won't..
they've picked me apart. every post of mine there's something wrong that they're pointing out. my mental health in the pits of hell rn. I've actually never been so insecure in my life. even after getting bullied when I was younger and Gus cheating on me multiple times..
to think one ex and literally thousands of people calling me nasty names would be the outcome of this when I did nothing wrong. all I did was go with him. I should've never came here ~
-
"why can't you just listen to me.. I've been trying to talk to you about how I feel about everything and you're just-"
"Gia.. not here." He says, his attention still focused on the snacks. "should I get gushers?" He continues, looking at me then back at the shelves. "are you serious?..I'm trying to talk to you about my feelings gus!?" I say, raising my voice. why can't he just stop pushing this aside. "there's a time and a place for all this... this ..is not the place nor the time." He spoke calmly while standing back up.
"well any other fucking time you don't wanna talk about it..just stop being a fucking asshole."
"Gia please lower your voice...and here..catch." He thru the bags of candy towards me. I don't know why. I'm not catching that shit. I stood still with my arms folded, watching as the bags fell to my feet. "why didnt you catch it." he sighed.
"cuz you're mean ass." I sassed.
rolling his eyes. as he walked over to come pick up the bags he threw. he picked them up, and placed them in the basket before walking back to the shelves. "oh shut upp." he spoke, dragging out the word 'up'
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"fucking make me." I replied. rolling my eyes as well. he stopped looking at the different candies , turning around to face me. His face emotionless.
"you want me to?.. in this aisle.."
he raised an eyebrow. genuinely waiting for me to answer the question.
~ I'm not doing this with him right now ~
"whatever Gus." I say. there's no point in even trying anymore. Hes really trying to just forget about everything. I actually give up.
-
"right. now be quiet."
he says before walking further down the aisle. "come on gigi.." he called out as he turned the corner. I sighed. Following after him off into the direction I seen him go. "I love you Gia.." Gus smirks while looking back at me "I love you too stupid." I respond, speaking low.
- I'm still so pissed at him. it's been literally a fucking challenge just to get him to listen to my problems. he won't even talk about his. its been DAYS.
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"you always so moody." he chuckled before coming to walk next to me. he leaned down to my height and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. "you make me moody." I reply.
"okay well.. I promise we'll talk about whatever the fuck you want just.. not right now.. Okay?" Gus says before kissing my cheek a couple times. he always likes to affectionate his way out of me being pissed with him. It works too. I hate that it does but I can't help it.
"okay.. and you promised this so.. we're gona talk about everything."
"whatever you say princess" he says kissing my cheek one last time. "alright les go pay.. I gotta take a piss." he continues, unwrapping his arms from my shoulders before proceeding to walk away. I walk after him, grabbing his hand and holding it.
------ Ty 4 reading ✰
ik its short but further chapters in the future will be longer : ))
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