- CRYSTAL -
~~ 3rd person ~~
4:06 am - Mar 9th"shit." she exhaled softly, as lifted she herself up off of Tracy. she quickly covered herself with the blanket before laying her head on his chest.
the silence between them growing thick and their once heavy breaths going back to normal "jazz." she spoke low, as she gently glided her hand across his chest. "hm?." he responded quickly. taking a quick look at her then back forwards.
~ the feelings I've felt for so long now, seem right to express with him in this moment ..but I'm scared ... what if he shits on what I say ...or ignores me ~
she took a quick breath. "..I ..I feel like you don't love me..anymore."
he looked at her. his face going from neutral to annoyed. Tracy sat up quickly, disregarding the fact that she was still laying on him.
"dude what the fuck." she sassed. looking at him with a confused expression. he ignored her tho. he hopped off the bed and began dressing himself quickly.
"Jazz?!- Jazz where are u going?" she whined. bringing her legs to her chest. he looked back at her. "I told u if we're gonna keep doing this- there's no relationship shit.. we aren't doing that again crys-." he sighed.
"you know what- ..okay Tracy." she rolled her eyes. laying onto her back. she stared at the ceiling, emotionless.
He looked at her and shook his head. "I still love you tho." He spoke. pulling his hoodie over himself, grabbing his phone. "I'll text u tomorrow." He lastly said. leaving out her room door shortly after.
Crystal laid still. replaying the words he left her with, in her head.
for the next however long, she laid there. thinking. until finally bursting into tears.
***
"what a fucking dick." she sniffed.
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- later in the day -- GIA -
2:44 pm ~ Mar 9th"gigi come here"
i heard Gus kind of shout from the living room. i sat up , looking towards the direction of the door before hopping up quickly and going to him.
"yes..?" I spoke softly, as i turned the corner into the living room. there Gus was, sitting on the couch. man-spreading whilst he did whatever on his phone. he looked up as soon as he heard my voice. he smirked, shoving his phone into his pocket before sitting up.
"I got to talk to you about something." he said. signaling me over with his hand. I did as he signed for me, sitting on his lap once I made it over to him. I just hope he hasn't done something fucked up again.
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"if you tell me you cheated. im going to go buy a gun." i spoke sternly. starring at him blankly.
his closed mouth smile fading away, after i finished speaking. "why you gotta ruin the moment like that." he sighed, shaking his head as he sat up and wrapped his arm around me. "anyway ..im going back to London soon and i wanted to-"
"london?!- you're kidding right?..."
"...no..?"
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Fanfiction".. Forever.." Gus said, holding his hand out to me. ".. yours.." I grinned, taking hold of his hand. to be continued...