𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 \\\ lilpeep FF SEQUEL

"I'm alone here"

Last chapter continued...

- GIA -

after the crying and hugging dialed down we all sat in silence once again. crystal still comforting me. Morgan finishing the last bit of the bottle.

it's been quiet like this for at least 20 minutes now.

finally tho, the silence was interrupted by a faint sound of her child crying in crystals room. she quickly rushed up from her spot and went to care for whatever the child needed. crystal gently patted my back before following after her.

I sat to myself ofc. thinking about everything that just happened.

~ maybe after today me and mom could talk more.. I've never wanted to know more of her side but now I feel as tho I should ask.. i have a lot of questions now.

still tho.. just because she said sorry doesn't mean that hate for her went away~

I sniffed before pulling my phone from out of my bra. I immediately went to peeps contact and messaged him.

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[MESSAGES]
💕Gus💕
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my moms over : ME
she just said sorry for everything and actually cried real tears : ME
& Im crying : ME

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I put my phone back to where it was before since I knew he wasn't going to respond fast. He's probably sleep or something.

minutes later Morgan and crystal came back into the living room. this time morgan was holding the baby. I looked at the both of them awkwardly.

"why'd you bring it in here."

crystal rolled her eyes. "she.. is not an it..and look at her." crystal smiled as she looked back at the baby. "she's sleeping but you could hold her if u wan-"

"I'm pretty tired- I'm going to bed."

I quickly spoke before getting off the couch and storming into my room.

"I'm done with today." I whispered to myself after plopping down on my bed.

- Feb 7th Wednesday -
6:36 pm

I sighed, turning my phone off and stuffing it in my hoodie pocket. its venus' birthday today. I posted something to remember her by. anyway, I've been slumped on my couch all day. smoking my brain away and watching random movies.

god I feel like I have no life outside of Gus.

all friends are either busy or don't even live in LA. well I do have myka.. Whenever her girlfriend isn't being obsessive.

but

I've been alone for days now.

crystal decided she was gonna go to a hotel after we had an argument that day. she's pissed I didn't wanna hold a fucking baby

she's so dramatic.

anyway..

have no one to distract me from thinking about Venus. Her birthday is today.
she's all I can think about right now. I'm surprised haven't cried yet. I guess I cried too much when Morgan was here.