𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 \\\ lilpeep FF SEQUEL

New years party

New Years.
January 1st - 10:20
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me and Gus got invited to some New years party at a penthouse. Zion's friend vinnie aka sos or mula is hosting it.

we drove out and got a hotel for three days.

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flashing lights. loud music. drugs, alcohol and girls everywhere. Im surprised i haven't sucked down a whole bottle yet and we've been here for 30 minutes.
I've just been clinging to Gus like the chain on his neck, the whole time. while he smoked with zion and sos.

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tho I'm still pissed at Gus, he's still my boyfriend..fiance ig. so of course ima treat him as such and I'm staying close cuz there's too many bad bitches here. I don't trust him at all.

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- a hour later -

I've smoked two blunts, took two shots and ripped a bong a couple times in the last two hours. all I've done is danced with random's and along the way, Gus and I sorta separated. I don't nowhere he is but I hope he isn't mingling with some random girl.

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I slightly stumbled around looking for him. just hopeing when I do see him, he's not slanging tongue with someone. "peeep." I called out. manuvering my way thru the endless amounts of bodies in this penthouse. as if he could hear me over the music. I called out his name more.

finally I spotted him by the window.

he's talking to someone.

as I got closer I realized he was talking to a girl.

~ great.. she's pretty.. ~

just seeing him talk to other girls now makes me want to die. my moods ruined.

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I walked closer, but not close enough for him to notice.
I'm hiding behind this couch tho. trying to read their lips and watch their mannerisms.

minutes passed of the same thing

then.

they hugged.

okay yea he hugs people but why did he hug her.
the only person he hugs today just happens to be this pretty girl..

a sting of jealousy hit. maybe it's because I'm fucked up or I just genuinely feel like crying, but i want to cry a damn river right now. why did they hug? is all I can think.

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I couldn't help but fall into a state of losing track of time as I replayed that stupid hug that just caused me to start over thinking. and in the midst of that I also didn't realize it at first when Gus looked at me then I finally noticed when he did a double take. "shit." I said, turning around and quickly looking away. trying to act as if I wasn't spying on him.

"GIA." I heard him faintly yell. I turned back to him and he was signaling me over.

~ yea no.. I'm not going anywhere around her or him right now ~