𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 \\\ lilpeep FF SEQUEL

ugh ok

~ Feb 25th ~

finally the girl left
Cody came and got her like Jules said he would.
took way too long tho. she talked our heads off for basically an hour.

**

since Gus decided he was just gonna record tomorrow, he went into the guest room and fell asleep. Me, Jules and now Xavia are sitting in the living room smoking and talking about me and Gus's problems.

**
- 6:30 -

"I feel stupid asf tho.. like after I take him back knowing the shit he did." I shook my head slightly. then took a couple hits of the blunt before passing it to Jules. "you aren't..then at times u really fucking can be.. but I cant blame u." she chuckled as she took the blunt.

xavia- "oh wow" she laughed. Shaking her head.

Gia- "well okay" I giggled, rolling my eyes playfully.

Jules- "I'm sorry but girl.. like at some point you know better." She shrugged.

Gia- "yea.. you're right but ..you know like..u have to understand ..when he's gone and we aren't talking..no contact whatsoever with him like.. I feel like I'm gonna go crazy cuz he's not with me.."

Xav- "friend u might have a fucking trauma bond or sum shit.. I knew a girl who had one with this DICKhead of a guy." she shook her head in disappointment before reaching out her hand to grab the blunt the from Jules.

Gia- "that's crazy- cus..I don't even know what the fuck that is." I awkwardly smiled.

Xav- "okay it's like... when ur deeply emotionally fucking attached to someone who has traumatized u..or basically has done something fucked up to you."

~ trauma bond ...
..now that I think about it ..
hm.. no ~

I looked at her then to Jules. Jules looked at me then to Xavia.

Jules- "hm- I don't know G..it checks out." she nodded.

Xav- "Yep..mhm." she nodded as well. then passed the blunt to me.

I grabbed it and took a hit.
Gia- "... alright next topic...anyway..so sometimes ... I feel like I should've known he wouldn't be loyal to me you know? cus all the shit that happened before we were even dating bro .."

Jules- "wait- didn't he have a girl ..while flirting with you ..like the first day yall met..?"

Gia- "how do u even know that.. and yea."
I say, passing it to Jules again.

Jules- "u were drunk as fuck- telling me about u and peeps
whole little story" she chuckled.

I giggled. "Oh."

Xav- "Okay Gia..." she said kinda sternly. looking into my eyes. her face with a serious look. "Yes?"

~ is she about to pep talk me or some shit right now..why she get so serious  ~

Xav- "..u never know when someone's a cheater or gona cheat.. so yea ..BUT when he has a girlfriend right.. but he's hugged in bed with u ..or even when he's cheating on his girlfriend with U.. I don't know... BUT maybe ..he's not gonna be loyal..right?"