𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 \\\ lilpeep FF SEQUEL

older

March 14th - Tuesday
11:00 am
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- PEEP -

"are u crying."

I spoke calmly as I approached Gia. she was sat crisscross on the side of her bed by her night stand. phone in hand and her song 'older' playing on full blast.

I came in here originally to see why the song had been playing for over ten minutes.. I didnt think she would be sobbing ..

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"yes." she spoke softly, wiping away stray tears from her face. tho she was wiping so much her eyes were still like waterfalls.

she let out a short giggle before going back to frowning, beckoning me over with her hand. I went and sat in front of her. crisscrossed as well.

her face instantly formed into a sad smile, I smiled back at her.

Gus: "so ..why you cryin G.."

Gia: "V..Venus's mom- she texted me like a hour ago..*sniffs* and she said she wants to know if I want all of V's music stuff." she sighed.

Gus: "alright.. and you're crying?"

Gia: "..she sent it already ..there's like tons of beats she made.. all of them titled 'for Gia'-"
she quickly stopped talking. facepalming as she began to sob again.

I pulled her into me. her body became relaxed and she snuggled her face into my chest.

Gia: "Gus I really I wish I was with her that night .. I should've just stayed by her... I knOW she would be here right now-I know it"

Gus: "hey- don't start blaming yourself ..you were off doing you- you had no way of knowing this would happen.. it's not your fault okay don't do that?." I spoke softly to her. rubbing her back in circle motions to ease her.

Gia: "no-no ..she went missing after that party- I should've been by her peep..I left her to be with you." she sat up, immediately wiping the tears from her eyes before standing up. "I'm going to the bathroom." she continued. her tone and demeanor seeming defeated.

she walked off. leaving me to think about her words.

~  .. does she also blame me?..??

I barely remember that night .. only a few parts .. I did cause her to leave Venus's side but ..

cmon.. we didn't know she would go missing ~

I got up quickly, following after her.

~~ what does she mean ..

am I over thinking this ..? ~~

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lightly knocking on her bathroom door. I fixed myself to say.

"do u blame me for you not being with her that night ?.. I feel like shit now.. and- it's not like I knew- or you knew she would go missing..so-"