Chapter 10

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Hiram hangs up and i stand alone in my room, holding the phone in my sweating hands.
Is he serious? He wont come back? Sometimes things just doesnt work out as you want them to, Rachel.
Of course is he right, i know that, not everything is meant to be. But they are my dads, they are my family but it seems as my little family breaks away and i cant do anything. Why cant they tell me what happened? Because i am too young and too stupid to understand the life of adults. That is what they would say but its completely wrong. I learned more in my life than i thought i could, but you cant fix this problem with Mathematics or Biology. Maybe this is my problem, that i have no idea how to fix things in real. I focused a lot on a good education but now i see the consequences. I want to fix the problems of my dads but i dont know how.

I lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling. This whole situation is so weird and so difficult that i have no idea what i actually want. My thoughts slip back to that what happened this morning and my heart starts racing more, because of my fear. I cant go back there, that would be the most stupid thing i could do, i need to stay away from there, i need to fix my other real problems. Whatever Finn Hudson was planning, i wont be a part of this plan. Maybe he wanted to have an innocent girl as his ticket out of the prison but not with me. Im smarter than he thinks and i wont support him.
And the thought that he actually has interest in me is so strange that i just dont think about it.
Did he do that with another girl before? Sending her a message that he wants to see her again?
I doubt that, we are probably the only school class that has ever volunteered to visit a prison and so we are probably also the only people who ever spoke to prisoners and arent of their family or arent their friends.
That must have been weird for them, for the prisoners i mean. What about the man who had his family pictures in his room? He looked so sad. And older than on the pictures. Did we remind him of his child, of his old life? But why would someone want to throw something great like that away? I dont understand these people. They had everything and throw it away. Sometimes things doesnt work out you actually want them to. Maybe this sentence describes it well. You cant plan your life but dont you have a choice in what you are doing?
Those thoughts are depressing and i stop thinking about it. I just need to distract myself, so i grab my laptop, turn it on and start watching Youtube videos but i cant really concentrate on it.
I hear the door open and i close the laptop, stand up and go downstairs.
Leroy walks in, it looks like he was shopping, he has some bags with food in it but it doesnt really look like he looked at what he bought. I walk over to him, and smile friendly but he just nods and hands me the bags. I sigh.
"Dad really? Stop being so depressed!Its getting annoying, okay?", i yell at him and he shrugs his shoulders in shock. He stops walking but doesnt turn around.
"You dont understand that.", he mumbles and i shake my head.
"You're right. I dont. Because no one tells me what is going on here. Not you and not Hiram! How am i supposed to help when i have no idea what is going here?", i say angry.
Leroy finally turns around. "I dont want to bother you with our childish problems.", he says emotionless.
My mouth falls open. "Childish problems?! You are completely depressed since you argued with HIram and he doesnt want to come back anymore! And youre telling me that you dont want to bother me? I am a grown woman! I can help myself but you obviously dont!" All the anger swallows out of me and i bite my lip. Leroy shakes his head.
"Its better if you go upstairs Rachel.", he goes to the kitchen.
"Is that how you solve your problems? By just running away? Fine! Dont expect any support of me Leroy!", i throw the bags with food on the ground and run upstairs.


"You're sure there isnt any way to solve their problems?", Kitty asks me while we stand at my locker.
I look down and shake my head. "No. And i just dont feel like helping them anymore." I close it and put my books into my bag.
"They are your dads. Do you really want them to become divorced?", she raises her eyebrown.
I shrug my shoulders. "I dont want them to but when they dont want any help then why should i bother?"
"Yeah you are probably right."
We both walk down the hallway. Its funny walking to the classroom with Kitty because everyone takes one step back when Kitty, a cheerleader, arrives. So you dont have to worry about people pushing you to lockers, they have too much respect of you.
"Hows it going with Sam?", i ask Kitty and she shrugs her shoulders. Doesnt look good.
"He probably just wasnt the right one i guess.", she says but doesnt look sad at all.
I give her a caring look. "Are you okay?", i ask and she smiles her evil smile. "Of course i am. Hes just some guy, if i want i can have another one but for now i just want to graduate and get to hell out of here."
Good to know that we have the same opinions on Lima.

"Hey Rachel!" Its Mikes voice. Great, i actually didnt have a huge interest in meeting him now.
Kitty smirks. "We'll see us in the class. Bye bye.", she waves and walks away, her pony tail wipping up and down.
I sigh, put on a fake smile and turn around to Mike. "Hello Mike." Damn he looks good, really good.
He smiles. "I didnt see you here yesterday, i was worried about you."
Um what? You barely know me. "Um i-i was feeling sick."i stutter. I actually was at a prison but you dont have to know that little fact.
"Are you feeling better now?", he asks. Is his caring real or fake? Is he a friend of Sam? I dont really trust him actually.
"Oh yeah im feeling great. Great." , i answer. "I-i really need to go to my class now, i dont want to come too late.", i point at class room which isnt actually mine.
"Oh of course. I dont want to distract you. We hopefully see each other later.", he walks past me and i bite my lip. I have no idea what to think about this guy.
"Oh how cute, Rachel has a boyfriend. Isnt that your first one?", Quinn walked up to me and i raise my eyebrowns. "Excuse me?"
"Oh you dont have to reject it, we all know already! Mike told us! You two are so adorable!" 
"What exactly did he tell you?", i ask shocked. He didnt really ... or?
"That you two are together. Love at first sight, how great!"
"Oh no no no no! This must be a mistake.", i say as fast as i can. I dont know Mike, hes just some guy who helped me with something but that doesnt mean that we are together! Which country is he from?!
Quinn shrugs with her shoulder. "You two still make an adorable couple. I hope it'll work out for you."
No it wont because i have no feelings for this boy. Yeah we had a weird moment but that was it and now im definitely sure that i am not interested in him.
"I'll see you later ... not.", i say and walk to my classroom.

Kitty already sits on her seat, Sam also. I am kind of glad that it didnt work out between them, Kitty deserves someone better, a guy like Mike. Maybe i can introduce them to each other. Good plan Berry.
I sit down next to her and put out my history book. She smirks.
"What?", i ask annoyed, knowing that she'll talk about Mike.
"He really seems to like you.", she says smirking and i roll my eyes.
"Obviously a little bit too much. He told Quinn that we are a couple."
Kitty stares at me in shock. "Wait are you serious? Oh my god!", then she bursts out laughing and i roll my eyes again. "Not Funny at all, Kitty. Its embarassing."
Before Kitty can answer, Mr Shue walks in and as i see him my thoughts go back to the prison. Great. Thats all i wanted to.
"You two would be adorable together.", Kitty whispers and i give her my death look.

Mr Shue doesnt talk about the prison at all, which makes me really happy and i can concentrate on the lesson and on the second world war.
Kitty seems to be very bored, she doesnt even write down the homework Mr Schuester gives us, but i doubt she ever wrote them down in any subject. I doubt that she actually ever did homework. As far as i remember was i always the one who gave her the homework so she can copy it.
We both pack our stuff as the bell ring and stand up at the same time.
Sam looks to Kitty and for a short time she looks back and you can see that theres a sad look on her face. She probably really had feelings for Sam but she still deserves someone better and i hope that Sam will leave her alone, if not he'll have to talk with me at first. Im not letting him hurt my best friend.
"Lets go.", Kitty says quiet and i follow her outside the room.
"What happened between you two?", i ask but Kitty ignores my question. Will this also start with her? Its the almost same situation like the one with my dads. They are sad but wont tell me what is going on. Im just kind of sick of that.
Hopefully i'll never have this situation.


I sit in the library and read a book about the second world war, the topic we have in history.
Its kind of interesting even though the whole Situation seems awful and i dont even want to describe the details.
After i finish a chapter about the holocaust, i close the book and take my phone checking my messages.
At first i think theres nothing but suddendly i see that an unknown number sent me something. I open it and read:
Hello Rachel,
I know that you got my message, cant wait to see you.
Finn 
(This just kind of turns into Pll lol)

Oh my god. I throw the phone away from me, right into the chair on the other side. My breathing goes fast and i shiver. How the hell did he get my number?! How the hell did he know that i received his message?! I look around and try to find a person who may could have send me the message. But that must mean that the person would know about Finn and no one knows about him or the message he sent me. Cant wait to see you. My heart races and as i shiver i stand up and grab my phone, looking at it. Who is this guy? I knew that he was a creep, i mean he knew that i would come back to the prison, but how did he know that i came there yesterday? How did he get my number? Why does he have a phone? This shouldnt be allowed in any prison.
I delete the message as fast as i can, and also try to delete it out of my mind.
I told myself to not play his game but how am i supposed not to when he knows more about me than i thought?

A/N: Finally a better chapter i think:) I know that i said in my last post that i only post this chapter when i get 20 votes but because it wasnt my best one i just kinda think its better if i post this chapter because its good!
Hope you guys like it and im sorry when im turning too much into pll its only for a short time lol.


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