Captured (A Finchel Story)

Chapter 26

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"Finn?"

I expected a lot when i opened the door. I expected Kitty, my dad who maybe forgot his key, Mike, even Mr Shuester. But not Finn.
Well  but he's the one standing there, in the door. He wears a black T-Shirt, and a black jacket. Actually everything he wears is black also his jeans and his shoes.
He puts on his half smile ,which i always loved the most about him, as I open the door.
The way he looks at me makes me forget my previous thoughts about him being angry at me and probably killing me even though those are pretty stupid thoughts.
Theres no guard with him, at least i can't see someone waiting by a car. Finn's alone. With me.
I should be scared, scared why Finn managed to get here alone without a guard by his side, but I'm not. Because this is what i always wanted in the end.
Being alone with him for just one time, talking with him without the limited time in my mind, without the glass between us, or without handcuffs.

"What are you doing here?", I whisper, my gaze at his smile.
"I came to see you", Finn replies and strokes my cheek with his hand. 
If this is a dream then I never want to wake up again.
"Are you aloneThis was the firts question I could think of and its probably a really important question. Finn smirks. "Probably not for long"
I could ask him if he escaped and if the police is searching for him now. I could ask him what he's thinking, that he can just pop up here and expect me to let him inside, while there are cops searching for him. But honestly, I don't care about those question. All that matters is, that he's here.
"So we should use the time", is all i can say.
Finn nods and suddendly he leans down to me.

I've kissed guys before, even though i never really had a real boyfriend but i guess at some point you always kiss someone by accident on a party.
But none of those kisses ever really got to me and stayed in my mind. None of those kisses were worth remembering.
Kissing Finn is different. When i kiss him i feel the butterflies that should have been there when i kissed Mike several times. But they never were there. But when I kiss Finn, it feels like my stomach is full with butterflies.
Maybe thats also a reason why i love Finn more than i could ever love Mike.
Finn has the skills to make me feel like the only girl in the world, like I am special to him, and only to him.
When we kiss it feels like we are an actual couple, like Finn lives two blocks away from me, like we meet everyday, laugh, kiss, hug and smile. Like Finn never killed somebody or tried to kill somebody, like i never visited that prison and never fell in love with a 19 years old boy.
Like our life could be normal for just a few seconds.

He pushes me soft inside the house, closing the door roughly behind him? His hands are in my hair, my hands on his arms. Something deep inside me feels the need to hold on to him, as if he would be taken away from me in the next second.
Finn's hands travel down to the bottom of my T-Shirt and he touches the skin under the Shirt.
Everything inside me screams Alert and so I push his hands away, more rough than i wanted it to be but he seems to understand and so we just keep kissing.
It feels like a little forever but actually it just were five minutes.

Finn takes one step back and leaves me, still hypnotized by his kisses.
He takes my hand and leads me to the couch in our living room. I wonder how many times he has been in here, and how many times he tried to visit me.
"I was hoping that for the first time you woudl open the door and not your dad", Finn speaks out, like he was reading my mind.
We sit down on the couch and I focus completely on Finn's perfect face.
Well what means perfect. Of course you can see that the jail got to him, that he has his scars in his face but maybe thats what makes him so beautiful. That he's perfeclty imperfect.
"You didnt come back after i told you the first part of my story", Finn says and i could tell that he looks hurt.
"I needed time to think",i answer and look away.
"Think about what?" Its a simple question but it drives me crazy.
"Thinking about if i actually want to know the whole story or if i just lean back and live a normal life. Thinking about that you are still madly in love with this Lacey and if i'm really that special to you like you always tell me!"
How fast situations can change. Just a few minutes ago i was sure that i am the one to him but right now, when it comes to Finns past i am suddendly not so sure anymore.
Finn thinks. That doesnt make it any better.
"I dont love her Rachel. It's in the past. She's dead."
"Do you really think death can destroy your feelings to her?"
"Maybe."
"Then your naive, Finn"
He puts on a surprised face as i tell him the truth.
"I am trying to forget the past Rachel. Theres nothing naive about that"