Captured (A Finchel Story)

Chapter 13

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I stumble out of the prison holding my jacket tight in my hands.
My heart still races and my legs still shiver but i managed it somehow to get out of this place and to walk away from Finn. The conversation was weird and to be honest i have no idea why i drove all the way to talk with him for 20 minutes. And the talk wasnt even so full with information as i thought.
Contacts. Pah. As he would really think that would scare me. I was an idiot coming here and expecting answer. I was talking with a 19 years old prisoner who seems to want the hell out of this place and he probably would do everything to acheive his aim, even manipulating a girl who is under 18.
But not with me.
Funny Rachel because you told yourself this all the time and where did it bring you? To the prison and you talked with Finn so stop telling yourself that he has no control over you because he obviously has. And this fact scares me.
The fact that he made me to come here scared me and im scared that he will do it again.
The only way i can avoid that, is to tell someone, to tell someone who will keep me from doing something stupid and i only know one person who could do that; Kitty.
She will tell me crazy and totally messed up but i mean i know all this by myself so it wont really matter to me and i need to tell someone or i will turn crazy.
If i should go to her now? Maybe it would be too soon, i still havent figured out all the things with Finn and before i exactly know what lead me to talk with him i cant talk with Kitty. She wont even believe me at first.

I call a taxi, being aware of that i have the money with me, i dont want the same situation again as with the creepy - not - creepy taxi driver.
The drive back gives me time to think, to think about the things that happened today.
How is it possible that a guy that i barely know, knows so much about me? I need to take distance, i need to. To save myself. I have no idea who he is, i have no idea what he did to get into jail and im scared of what he did. What if he does it with me as well as soon as hes out?

"Why?", he whispers towards the guy infront of him. "Why?"
The guy lays on the ground, the hands like a shield infront of his face.
"I asked you a question!", he screams.
The guy takes his hands away and stares him right into his eyes.
"Because you never deserved her.", the boy whispers and stands up slowly.
"You never did and you know that. But you ignored it. Now you have the bill for treating her like you did."
He stares at the boy, his breathing goes faster and he lets out an animal sounding noise and hits the boy right in his face.
The nose of the boy starts bleeding and the boy turns away before he gets the chance to hit him again.
"You're crazy:", the boy says and clenches his fists, ready to hit him back when he tries again.
"You're weak.", he says, and starts to laugh hysterical.
"You never deserved her as well, we both didn't but i still got her, i got her before you and that drives you crazy.", he laughs in an awful laugh and takes one step closer to the boy.
The boy goes back. "Don't come too close.", he whispers.
"Then get out of my way.", he whispers.
"You dont have to be like this.", the boy says trying to calm him down but you can't fix a broken heart.

"Oh Rachel you're home!", Leroy yells excited and i smile as i see him.
He looks more happy than i thought.
I didnt really think about the divorce till now; its still hard to realize that i am only going to have one dad at home now. Being split is awful, i dont wanna stay one weekend at Hirams house and the other weekend at Leroys. That isnt what i want but i need to accept their decision, in the end i have no idea what happened between the two and maybe its better that i dont. I probably couldnt take it.

"Hey Leroy.", i smile at him as i walk into the kitchen.
He stands at the stove and cooks something in a saucepan.
"Im cooking pasta honey!", he yells and now i scent the smell of the pasta sauce which is my favorite when Leroy makes it. It always tastes way better than in BreadStixx.
Pasta is Hirams favorite meal though and i think Leroy only cooks it to feel more connected with his love or maybe he just misses him. Being a part when you're actually in love must suck.
"Thats great Leroy", i reply and start to lay the table.
"Were you at Kittys?", Leroy asks as he fills the Spaghetti into a bowl and the pasta sauce as well.
No i was at a prison talking with a prisoner who obviously tends to be a stalker.
"Yes", i answer without thinking.
He smiles at me and places the two bowls on the table.
"Im sorry you had to see all this what happened yesterday. We didnt do it on purpose."
I nod and pretend like its all fine which it actually is. They made their decision, i am tending to a prisoner and my best friend wont talk to me. Everything is fine.