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"What?" I said sitting up, Maybe i didn't imagine it. I ran to the bin and looked closer and better than before and i saw it. "Oh shit" I said. "Yeah...i'm going leave you to sort this out" Finneas said awakwardly walking away and closing the door. "this can't be right. I don't remember this happening i would remember this happening" I said a bit freaked out and looked at the smaller blonde hair. She looked less freaked out "Don't worry it's not a bad thing" She patted my back a few times. "What? What do you mean it's a bad thing?"
"How's it bad?" She said looking a bit concerned or upset "We slept with eachother friends don't fucking sleep together" I felt very stressed out. "I think i'm going to head outside for a bit" I said holding my fists together and i walk out. i don't know why i felt so ashamed, I really like Billie, like really like her so why am i acting like this. We had stopped for a few hours now so i decided to just walk around i travealed out so i knew a lot places so I knew where the closest pub was.
That probably isn't the smart because if i managed to sleep with Billie who the fuck knows what else i could do. I sat there and didn't drink for a bit i just thought about what could of happened. after a few drinks i started thinking more and more about weird shit like what position i could of put her in which weirded me out more and more. After hours i was sat talking to some random girl for hours before BIllie had found me.
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high school friends - Billie Eilish X male reader
FanfictionYou and Billie had met in English in your first year of high school and you guys become best friends. she never admitted this but she had a crush on you. you guys lost contacts at the end of high school when she became big and famous. after a few ye...