Bullied/Logan (oneshot)

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[TW: bull¥ing, Physical and mentally abuse, Bl@ckma1ling]

Logan's P.O.V

How could ı can forget to make barron's homeworks..? He'll gonna be mad.. So mad.

Barron walked to me, ı tried my best to not tremble but ı failed, ı dont know what will he gonna do to me this time...

Barron positioned his right hand to my shoulder, he was squeezing it and only ı can see it but no one, ı swallowed.

"hey science partner! How's it going?" ı know that tone, he's asking me about his work.

"u-umm, I-" he squeezed my shoulder more, like he's targetting to break my left shoulder with squeezing it..

"y'know what? Lets go to boys restroom, we have things to talk" he started to drag me to boys restroom, didnt let me say any word.

I want to cry, why me? Why? İs it because ı am so pathetic? I am being the weak nerd again. I want someone to save me, PLEASE!

After we get inside barron knocked me to wall, my back meet up with the cold wall, ı feeled it on my neck.

"ı thought you understanded that ı dont want my grades under 80 nerd, but if you did something wrong then you should pay for it."

I opened my mouth for talk but my voice was runned away and leaved me alone with him, my head comed back to his place when barron pushed me inside a cabin.

I cant help but struggled," b-barron, pl-" he pushed my head inside the toilet by pulling my hair roots, not even waiting me to finish my sentence.

After 5-10 minutes he pulled my hair roots back for the 4th time, and started to talk. "next time ı dont want a grade under 85, nerd." he walked away after giving me a last pull by my hair.

My tears runned down from my cheeks. Mama dont leave me! I promise ı will be a good kid! Barron please ı dont want it.. My sentences that ı telled to my parents to dont go and telling barron to stop filled to my brain.

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Now we are here, the day ı tell barron that ı cant help him anymore and my first physical and mentally bullying.

"umm barron, ı really cant help you with your homeworks anymore" after ı telled it ı looked at him, his face was... Different? Not nice, he was annoyed and irritated.

"looks like it didnt work anymore.." barron mumbled something that ı didnt heard, when ı lifted my head to see him ı felt a hard slap on my cheek, caused me to fall to my own feet and knocked my back to ground.

Tears started to wiping from my eyes, "look nerd, if you stop doing my homework then everybody will hear that how you are a unwanted, mistake child to your parents. You want everybody to hear what happened you with your parents? İf its no, then be sure MY grades are good."

That's the first time that he physically and mentally abused me and blackmailed me by saying tell everyone about what happened with my parents...

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"what's going on here!?" ı heard a familier voice, tyler's voice and ı lifted my head with hope. My hope faded away after seeing barron's trying to look and act good eyes.

I saw all the group here, except ben and aiden. I tried to hide my bruised cheek from them.

I felt a soft hand on my shoulder, Taylor's hand and my tear rolled to her hand, she looked at me with pity or ı thought it was pity.

"oh ı was talking with my Science partner, right dude?" barron shotted me a 'if you let them see me as a liar ı will kill you' look and ı tried to smile but it only hurted me.

"ı am not stupid barron and everyone heared your yells from hallway's begin, so fuck off, ı know you're in thin ice with coach." tyler snapped at barron for me..? Well it felt a bit good actually.

Taylor whispered to my ear, "you okay?" ı opened my mouth a bit for say something but ı dont wanna lie either, while this time tyler started to talk with a irritated tone.

"what's happening with you and him? And what the hell is that science project thing?" he asked his usual harshness and ı started to explain, theyre my friends and ı dont want to lie to them.

"I-ı forget t-to do his project part.." I tried to talk normally, not struggled but ı couldnt stopped it, tyler gaved me a 'tch' face look.

"you really scared of him? Damn you're pathetic." pathetic, pathetic, pathetic... I am pathetic..?

"TY!" taylor gived tyler a warning but he was right, ı was nothing but a pathetic guy...

The end.

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Maybe ı am just a angst writer? I cant write happy oneshots good but angsts are looking more good than them.

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