I just looked at how many characters I've drawn, made, wrote, and mainly published. I haven't published a ton which I already struggle to do because I don't think anyone cares or I won't be recognized, but I'm forgetting that I'm making these characters for me. Not for someone else to enjoy. No one could possibly enjoy my characters as much as I do. No one else knows their stories, their adventures, their feelings. I do because they're me. Cringe worthy stuff, I know, but it's what I feel. I also looked at how many chapters I've added to this book on Wattpad I use. I only had 2 from 2022 and 1 from 2023. That's crazy and unbelievable. I used to write so much without a bother, like I am now. I need to balance my art with my writing along with my manifesting and publishing. I create more than I publish, but when I have all these characters who don't have a drawing and I keep making more things, it frustrates me. I need to space everything out and continue writing out the stories to the characters I have right now. That's what I'm gonna do right now. I also wanna add their AU's and how they stand there in those other worlds. I wanna shape my characters and share their stories and adventures. I'm gonna do that. Starting from A down to Z. Ready for some updates? I am.
