AFTER YOU | ENHYPEN (히승/ HEESEUNG)

25: June 5

- TW : suicid3 action, thought.

Her work is only to stand in front of the white screen, posing , and wearing the clothes she has to promote on. Being a model is something she never expected to be. But once she tried, she start to love it. She enjoy it.

But it's tiring, making money is so hard.

"Can't we just postponed it? Not even an hour I've land and now I have to go to another event?" Haneul says, whining about her sudden schedule she had to attend. Facing the ten hours fifteen minutes of flight from Dubai back to Korea just hit her but now she's already on her way to H.S event for the launching their new product.

"Chairman doesn't want to let go of this, I tried to put some word to him but he doesn't buy it. But I swear! This is gonna be the last one before you're off  to your one month rest.." He says, while typing on his phone. The guy that used to follow her around, waiting from morning to night for her to finish her work.

Sunno was there throughout the year, up and down he saw it all. He's there and haneul got nothing to worry about. And haneul doesn't want to blame everything to him

-FLASHBACK.

Sunoo pov

June 5 , 2023

"I'm here haneul! I'm fcking here so wake up !" My voice echoes the room, have the fragile body in my arm. Shaking her body to make her stay conscious, no matter what it takes.

"I don't want to do this anymore" the helpless voice, the eyes that shows nothing but emptiness. That night was the darkest time in her light, the bloody night she ever been in.

She didn't deserve any of this.

"I lost everyone, there's no reason for me to live..grandma leave me, the debt.." she barely speak when she lose to much blood. I pulled her chin and make her look at me, I don't care if I seems weak right now but my tears couldn't stop flowing.

"haneul no ! You have me , you have me and everyone! Don't do this to me, I help you! Hang in there please" I says, yelling in frustration.

One week has passed since her grandmother passed away, and I was unable to see her the day following the funeral due to work that has been piled up. At first, I knew something wasn't right. Everything remained visible. She was still wearing the dress she had ok the day of the burial when I found her in the most terrible state I had ever seen. She appeared different, as though her soul and emotions had died too.

"Sunoo..let me go, don't held me back.. please.." her tears gather at the corners of her eyes, and her gentle wails hurt my heart even more. Her inner kid was pleading her to not give up as she sobbed, but she's tired of this and has part of her wants to quit.

"I have no one to lean on anymore.. please" her tears couldn't stop running while she puts her hand in mine, her soft sob and cries just distract me so much that I wish I could take her pain away.

While on the other hand I got  distract with her bleeding wrist, blood coming out from her head, her lips are scratch, her eyes are bruised. The only thing I know is she didn't do this alone, her wrist, I know she made it herself.

And the other wound are made by his uncle, she beaten up badly until she barely can stand on her foot. The house was messy when I found her on the floor helplessly, as if some thugs already broke into the house. Grandma left due to heart attack, when haneul on trip with her friends.

She lock herself up, and reached to no one. Crying, and not stopping doing self harming. The rope that tied on the ceiling, I saw it when I step into this house. She tried, but she couldn't do it.