AFTER YOU | ENHYPEN (히승/ HEESEUNG)

11: trust

~no pov~

"how can I do this ?! Tell me , I'm already go through a lot.. alone, and yet I'm still waiting for my time to be happy!

But why ! Why it didn't come !" She say in her tremble voice as she weakly hit his back, no matter how far she pushes heeseung out from her life he will always comeback for her. The reason he keeps wanting to see her every day is the reason he didn't take the pill anymore. She makes his  life brighter by stepping again into his life.

And this time, there's no reason for him to let her go. Cuz he realizes that this time everything will go to the right place back, this time he wants to be happy with her. He will do anything to make her trust again.

"Calm down haneul ! trust me everything will be okay" heeseung says as he grip both of her shoulder and look straight into her eyes, his eyes soften as his hands goes down to her's. Intertwine their hands together. "trust me, I need your trust this time to trust me and everything will be okay. It's all the matters of time, even if it takes a year.. it will get better! So look into my eyes and believe my word.." he says looking at haneul as if it was the last hope for him to make her believe him.

She shook her head as she wipe her tears, distancing herself away from heeseung. "no..no.. I can't, I'm so tired that I can't trust anything around me anymore. Maybe if I just disappear, everything will be fine.." haneul whisper as she stand up and walk away from him.

Maybe until now she doesn't believe his word, but one day she will.

Rainbow comes after rain.

So will happiness.

He watch as she leaves with her heavy steps, with all his might she takes out his phone and dialed someone's number. His eyes turn cold, he grit his teeth as the line connect with another.

"Hello, Mr Park"

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~haneul~

I watch her sleeps with all wire around her, she must be really uncomfortable sleeping with those. She doesn't like having something on her body while she's asleep. How can I make it better for her ?

I bit my lips, so that I can't cry. I can't, for her.. I can't let myself cry multiple time in front of her. She deserves to see my smile and not my tears, I want her to the best side of me not my bad.

I hold the door knob tightly, I close my eyes as I grits my teeth and my tears fall to floor. "I'm.. sorry" the only word that left my mouth. If only we're not poor and I have lots of money, I wish you don't have to lay on that cold bed. And I wish it's me who's taking your place now.

My legs become weak and went on my knees as I stare at the cold floor in a blank face.

"Haneul?"

I diverted my eyes to the person calling my name, "why are you sitting there, are you okay?" he asked, coming closer to me as he bend down to my level. He held my shoulder and help me stand up and sat on the chair outside the room. "What are you doing on the floor, it's cold. Are you okay? Why are you crying at this early afternoon?" his tone soften.

"Sunoo.. what can I do to make my grandma to not feel the pain she feels now?.. if only I go back early and accompany her like I used to, maybe she still can be save" I say with my hoarse voice, "haneul, what happened? Looking at you in this state is making me worried..." he say softly as he caressed my hands. His other hands brushes a few stranded of my hair out from my face, my eyes is fill with tears.

As soon as my eyes meet him I can no longer hold it but to burst to tears, without knowing I hid my face on his shoulder as his arm wrapped around me and let me cry out my face. "everything will be fine.." he whispered softly to my ears. He rock me back and forth trying to calm me down, as if he's calming a lost child.