It's me
Here's the tea:
I suffered through a lot
I fought and I fought
Hurt by those I loved
Pushed and shoved
More people caused me to hurt
I am now alert
It was me
I just couldn't see
I was part of my own pain
I was my own stain
But there was also El
Then El again, and I fell
She tortured me
Went on a spree
All this pain
And I had little to gain
But for four years, she had my love
Then she flew like a dove
After leaving me shattered
My mind and heart scattered
Then I met Z
She helped me
But then came the lies
And then the insults rise
So, so much hate
Keeping me up late
From her, I met E
They made me feel free
But I got lost in my head
So much was said
I wanted to be more
I got attached, and was shown the door
Ghosted
No reasons posted
Then Z did the same
But I was done with this game
Blocked her
No more thoughts would stir
And then I met J
I thought they would stay
I was used
Abused
I saw the red flags from day one
But I wasn't done
For a brief moment, I was in bliss
Something I still miss
But she hurt me
I needed to flee
She was so bad
It now makes me mad
But I hope this ends
These bad people who won't make amends
I met someone new
I'm hoping she'll make me not blue
Only time will tell
I want to be well
I want to stop attracting these types
But that's just what comes down my pipes
It's always the toxic ones
It stuns
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Stale Words
Poetry𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 is an ongoing book and collection of poems and sonnets made by me, inspired by my thoughts, dreams, and personal experiences. As someone who lives with depression and anxiety, a lot of my thoughts are bound to not be very pleas...
