Thinking
Constantly thinking
Constantly degrading myself
Always belittling me
My own worst enemy
Laying in bed
Late at night
3am
4am
5am
Just laying here
Contemplating
Hating myself
Letting the thoughts win
Letting the anxiety take over
I am my own problem
I can't help it
But I'm tired of it
Tired of it all
I can be kind to myself
At least once
I want to stop being scared
Scared of everything
Every single thing
Scared of decisions I will make
And decisions I've already made
I hate being scared
Constantly being terrified
Nervous
Anxious
I'm so done with it all
I just want to scream
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Stale Words
Poetry𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 is an ongoing book and collection of poems and sonnets made by me, inspired by my thoughts, dreams, and personal experiences. As someone who lives with depression and anxiety, a lot of my thoughts are bound to not be very pleas...
