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chapter 9

I love this library but it's forbidden for the women in this family. I stole the key from my handmaid to get away from the tiaras.

'Should have known you are a reader'

I turn and find Marcus with a tray of food in his hand.

'You didn't come down for breakfast'

He puts the tray down and comes to me. He takes the book from my hand and puts it down. He caresses my cheek and kisses me. I push him off and wipe my lips.

'What are you doing?'

'Don't pretend like you didn't come to my room that night and I fucked you'

'Leave me alone'

I pass him but he pulls me with all the strength he got and I crash into the shelf with a gash on my head. he takes me by the neck and presses me hard against the wall.

'Just because my big brother has power doesn't mean he gets everything I put my hands on'

'Your hurting me'

He bangs my head to the wall and I fall losing focus of wat the hell he is doing to me. He pulls by the hair and drags me to his room pushing me on his bed. All fear breaks loose wants he starts removing his shirt then his belt.

'Take off your clothes'

'George will kill you' 

'Not if you shut up and let me fuck you'

He tears  my sweater I stole from George's room and whips me with his belt. He whips me again and again until I fall flat to his bed. My skin burns and he likes it. My tears fall and he rebels in it. He takes off my trouser ad defiles me. His passion becomes my greatest nightmare. He turns me over grabbing my hair and fucks me from behind. His bite marks embeds on my porcelin skin as he whips me over again and again.

After an hour of misery he lets me be.

'Not a word to George or I will kill everyone you ever loved'

I take my belongings and run to my George's room. He travelled and he wont be here for some time. I climb to is sheets and wallow in his cologne. It's the only thing that feels safe for me after what he did. I lock myself in his room hoping no one will ever find me until George comes back. I don't think I will ever forget what he has done. I feel lost and nothing else mattes. It's as if life took away one thing I was proud of. Being a woman with a pure heart and not defiled. He took my dignity and ability to value myself.