𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙇𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙨 - Lando Norris (LN4) [Book 2]

𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕦𝕖

They say there are a few different loves that you experience in your lifetime. Three to be exact.

You have your first love, the love that looks right and feels right, the one that you have when you're a teenager. You meet them in school and everything is perfect, it starts just like a fairytale. You want it to last forever, you're the 'couple goals' to your friends, the perfect couple in your school, you grow up together, start planning your whole life out in your head. Before something changes, you stop growing together and start growing apart. You get accepted into different universities, I mean one of you might not even go to University, and the life you imagined the whole time you were at school starts falling apart. You rebound from this type of love, hell you rebound HARD. If you know you know.

They say you also experience a hard love, a love that teaches you a lesson about who you are and how you deserve to be loved. A hard love can be tough, you try and convince yourself it is exactly what you want and need but the arguments, screaming and betrayal is not enough for it to last forever. It can be with someone who doesn't treat you how you deserve to be treated. I think these types of love come after leaving an intense love, when you lose what was right for you, so you tell yourself you aren't worthy of a love that treats you right. You learn lessons, and despite it absolutely tearing you down, you build yourself back up, you become stronger and you develop a sense of what you deserve.

The final love is the love that lasts. It hits you most unexpectedly, and you experience a feeling like never before. It is something that you weren't expecting to turn up. You weren't searching for love, you weren't looking for them, they just came into your life and showed you what real love is. It feels right, it ticks every box. This love is accepting of who you are, and who they are. You love each others flaws relentlessly, and each part of you, good and bad makes up the reasons they fall in love, the same way you do. It is perfect.

I thought he was my love that lasts. God, he was supposed to be the love that lasts. But that wasn't the case. The breakup destroyed me, I left my house, I left my friends and I started again.

Things are different now. But I often wonder, if he still is the love that lasts. What would happen if he came back, what would happen if I saw him. Can you have a second go at your love that lasts?