𝚃𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙽𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙴𝚗𝚍𝚜.

21.ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ɪᴛ

Zaeden Carter

"I love you. "

I'm fucking crazy I know too, I mean was that crazy when I said her my feelings after getting jealous and then fucking her hard.

That was crazy of you.

My being jealous is ridiculous but I can't let myself just look when he is touching her, laughing and then whispering to her that makes her cheeks red.

My blood boils that he is making her blush, not me. It's not jealousy in my words it's a possession that I hold on her.

Would it make any difference if I said I was more than in love with her? I'm not just looking for some quick fuck or something. A lifetime beat that makes me feel heaven with her even if I'm not allowed for that.

I'm feeling emotions that I never felt or that I was not allowed to. Being a killer makes a person not feel any kind of emotion that gives the person a need to think that they can be saved.

Anyway, I'm going overboard.

I confessed to her and guess what?

she smiled fucking smiled and then slept. She had a hard day and then I went crazy on her.

I brought her home cleaned her and then made her sleep. I texted that bastard Chris that she's staying at my house.

I walked towards the room and my heart beat fastened as it never did.

I saw her, her face beaming with the moonlight shining in.

Her plumy sore lips were ruined by me. Her sore body was covered with thin sheets and her little snores seeped in.

I smile. Her face brings calm to my body. I walk closer and slowly go on to the bed sleeping beside her as I pull her closer to my body.

Her hands come around my torso pulling me more closer to her body.

"Good night lil cat. "

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I look at the woman sleeping beside me peacefully. Her face makes me feel alive. Her black hair covered her face as I slowly without making her awake put behind her ear.

Wait am I drooling over her? Of course.

I lightly take her hands out of my body that hugged me last night as I walk downstairs to make her breakfast.

After making some lightweight breakfast for her I walk towards the room with coffee in my hand.

As I open the door I feel a pillow thrashing my face. As I look up my eyes widen when I see Lily dressed in my shirt. Just a shirt on her body.

I look up at her eyes as her eyes are red. The anger is flaring in the air. I keep the coffee on the desk.

"What happened? " I ask my brows furrowed

She comes forward grabs my collar and yanks me forward until her lips brush with mine.

"Never leave me alone in bed. " I look at her with my brows furrowed.