Dear Diary... ( 20 th Monday 2020)
It was my 15 th birthday.. when i first met him.. I mean i didn't really meet him but he came to my birthday party. He was looking so elegant. But it seemed like he was busy on his phone. I wondered if he was dating.. He look so handsome.. The moment he said Happy Birhtday .. I think i was enchanted... let me just paste a pic of him so i would never forget him.. OMG HE"S SOOOO HOT HERE !! ( SCREAMS)
Pond was laughing to himself , turning to the next page of Phuwin's diary.
Dear Diary.. ( 25 th Firday 2020 )
I think i found my love. You know what ? I found his name..his name is Pond Naravit..and he's an Enigma .. OMG will he ever like me cause i'm just an omega? i mean i do have a skill but he can pull anyone he wants !
Besides i went to the mall today and tried some clothes.But this is my all time fav!
PS :- Oh i wish it would be better if you can talk to me.. do i look hot ? i do right.. I think i would be able to seduce my cursh aka Mr. Naravit.. BLESS ME OMG OMG OMG..
So you did have a crush on me for this whole years huh ? yeah you look so hot and beautiful .. no doubts...
Pond was cluthing the diary to his heart. Feeling the windy breeze . Suddenly he noticed a bookmarked page inside the diary.. so he thought of reading it .. cause why not.. this diary was Phuwin' gift to him.
Dear Pond..
I hope one day you will understand why I made this choice. I write this with a heavy heart, yet with a desperate hope that you will find happiness in these pages long after I'm gone. And I'm so greteful to have a partner like you in my life . Please read this special letter at the right time.
Today feels like the end of a long, tiresome journey. I've carried burdens that seem too heavy to bear, and it's become painfully clear that my presence only adds weight to the lives of those I care for. So, with a heavy heart and trembling hands, I write this final entry.
I just want you to be happy. It's a simple wish, yet one that feels so out of reach for me. In the silence of these words, I hope you find the peace that has eluded me for so long. My departure isn't a reflection of your love or our shared memories. It's a decision born out of a deep, unyielding sadness that has settled in my soul.
As you read these lines, know that my love for you remains as strong as ever. I hope you find joy in the little things, in the warmth of the sun on your face, in the laughter of loved ones, and in the quiet moments of solitude. Hold onto these moments tightly, for they are the threads that weave the tapestry of a beautiful life. I love you so much !!
I'm sorry for any pain my absence may cause. Know that it was never my intention to hurt you. Sometimes, the weight of the world becomes too much to bear, and all I can do is let go. And you know that i can't stop this eventhough i wanted to. I was scared to die but i had to leave you because that's my fate.
Remember me not with sadness, but with a smile. Remember the love we shared, the laughter that echoed through the halls of our hearts, and the moments that made life worth living. Please don't be in love with someone else . ( Just kissing Pond , if you ever found a good one please date cause i want you to be happy my first love). Thank you for giving me the chance to cherish the last few months of my life with you. You were a blessing to my life.
And keep reading my cringy diary whenever you miss me.. I love you..
And last but not least..Goodbye, dear Pond .. and my dear diary as well. I leave you with these words, hoping they bring you comfort in the days to come. May you find happiness always.
With all my love, Phuwin Narawit.
Pond wiped his tears , reading the letter . He started at Phuwin's grave , with a sad smile.
I will always love you and i will always come to meet you , my dear husband..you were a blessing too.. Pond said kissing the flowers as he placed on Phuwin's graveyard. He always brought Phuwin's favourite flowers. Little did he know that he fell sleep next to Phuwin's graveyard until Joong came and pick him up, as usual.
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