YOU ARE MINE

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Are you ready ? 

   I took a deep breath , to calm myself ..

yes , i'm...

then let me ?

I nodded as a response and he started to shaving my hair slowly.

I was staring at my reflection through the mirror.. finally i was shaving my hair for chemeotherapy . Tears were falling from my cheeks . I knew Pond was feeling down too. He stopped in the middle.

 shhh.. baby don't cry .. he said kissing my cheeks . Let me sing for you okay?

I looked at him , wiping my tears.

                  He started to singing , while shaving my head slowly. The lyrics of his song broke me into pieces.

        Lost in your eyes there was no place I could h-hide..

Take me inside and let me live in your mind...

No pain tonight, this place is reserved for only you and I.. cos I wanna stay On your side

even if the world come crashing down tonight .. we wil be fine

Hold me close and we'll just leave it all behind.. why don't you stay

I clucthed my heart because it was hurting me.. and i saw Pond was secretly breaking down while shaving my hair.

       Stay-s..stay I just wanna stay here, l-let's just stay right here

I will..b.be okay , we can live forever in each others eyes..

I was hugging Pond , when he started breaking down infornt of me.. i never saw him crying and this sight of him made me feeling more weak .

P-pond don't cry..i said hugging him closley

d-don't leave me ..pplease..Pond said between his cries..

It took a while for him to calm himself because he's a person who has gone through a lot .

And he has finished shaving my hair .

   Here, i look like a boiled potato ..i said mocking my shaved hair , trying to lift up his mood. I saw he was smiling a bit . But next action made me stop breathing for a second.

He started shaving his own hair, infront of me.. holding my hand tightly. This scene of him made me cry ..and he also started to crying while seeing me cry.

  I - told you if we go down.. we go down togehter .. he told me in between his sniffs, looking at me smiling through his tears..

I hugged his thighs almost looking at our shaved hairs through the reflection. True love comes with sacrifices ..doesn't it ??