The girl who should've been left at airport security |memoir 1|complete

Another shit head

Another idiot was a guy named Bryan Varner! Let's just say even if you have bad behaviour or criminal behavior, there is some things you don't do on a girls birthday and what he did as I am going to mention trigger warning was that he was a serial killer and that he was also an ISIL member, that kind of scared the crap out of me, and pissed me off to no end! Especially you don't do this to someone who happens to have this kind of thing related to PTSD you just don't do it. There is just some kind of things you don't don't do a certain birthday not me, but I need girl that has PTSD. There is some things that are just distasteful and ugly. Why can't he just said break up but this guy was doing more than a lot of that he was saying a lot of things he had his ex Stephanie go after me with a samurai sword on Facebook when I say that she had a picture of the offending sword, that was not my cup of tea and I was kind of pissedoff!
When I was dealing with her, it was just complicating things and then he would say why don't you not talk to her you stupid idiot, and stuff like that well, the stupid idiot being him and he would use things that are positive against me and make them a negative and stuff like that he ask a lot of questions to the point where it was like. Is this a relationship or an interrogation because I don't believe this is a true relationship. He was telling me what to do how to be like my idiot brother who goes by the same name Brian that being said I was very angry with the guy and still lamb. He had a lot of issues a lot a lot of issues that he may never work out as his women are usually Usually fat and usually have no self-esteem or did he pick the wrong girl this time because when I realize what he was doing on my birthday that's when I thought back and I called him everything under the sun even the anatomical terms I was stripping him on his manhood because he is just a little boy. When he does, he sings he was not a cup of tea to have in my life so I told him no he can't be friends next Tuesday and I was done with that, but he wasn't done. He kept doxxing me hacking my Facebook, me, and other things I don't know how many damn Facebook account I went through because of him and only him because of his doxxing and hacking! even this was a pain in the butt he was not very friendly to begin with. I don't know why I'm even talking about this, but you need to know about this guy he thinks he's a writer, but he's really nothing more than a pain and everyone's behind he was not very kind to me or Stephanie and when I heard about Stephanie's flight, the same girl that was threatening me with the samurai, or she was forced to threaten me with that by him and I just couldn't believe that that was happening so I decided never to deal with him again then I try to be friends with him. He was infantile enough to block me when I was trying to friend him and try to make peace. He didn't want anything over. He was just gonna make my life miserable. That's when the hacking started. Especially when a year ago when I had my boyfriend that's one thing started to go wrong with my Facebook I went through more Facebook than I did underwear it was not very pleasant and I don't like having to make new Facebook every second week, I was very annoyed!
And I got a hacked account notification. It would say Spokane Washington that's where he lives so I knew that was him directly doing this. I was getting mad and mad that being said I don't really wanna talk too much about this except I've learned the lesson that in real life relationships are a lot healthier than let's say online long distance, relationship where you can go and actually manipulate people like he did with Stephanie and he obviously did with me trying to manipulate me and trying to make me feel lesser than I am. This was the first abusive relationship I've had, and this was gonna be the only last one that I was going to have as well as I wasn't gonna take this shit from anyone!
I am a boyfriend. I am happy with a boyfriend that is kind and caring and actually decent to other human beings and animals. This person I would rather be with in real life instead of dealing with shit heads online! to be honest, I don't know why I put myself through that kind of crap when I could've be lying to the current boyfriend, but anyway, that being said, I didn't be lying to my current boyfriend, making a beeline I mean, but instead, Diana screwed over again because of what my brother did to me that was one thing I don't like to play the victim but that was basically what was causing me to be in this relationship was that I was the victim instead now I see myself as a warrior or a survivor more warrior, a survivor can still be a victim because I'm more of a warrior I have a Marshall spirit I'd rather not deal with crap anymore. That being said, I am very tough always had. This was the only time I let my guard down and it will never happen again even my friend Gwen who I do YouTube with this person I've been knowing for 20 or 15 years has also said this person ( Bryan) was an a hole!