The girl who should've been left at airport security |memoir 1|complete

Shit move bryan M.

This was something dread as a woman, the idea of being S.A.   and especially by a fucking brother, now ex brother!   That being said I wasn't tickled about him threatening me with death if I talked to anyone!   Knowing me, I like to be oppositional defiance at some points in my life. In this case this was one of them I told someone about what had happened that being said this was gonna be the poop show that was going to be the continual thing until November 2022 I had to deal with the police was not very nice. I had to mention a lot of things, particularly that he was having ties with the Japanese underworld, Al ja afar, And other dissident that being said, he was really noticed I mentioned Japanese underworld instead of yakuza, because I find the yakuza dressed human beings. Where is the Japanese under the world deals with more criminality and money that was what he was into because he did karate as far as El Jafar another dissident group I found that he was really into terrorism too!   So I blabbed and I blabbed away, and I talked about everything that I wanted about him the fact that he was probably a neo nazi too Important to mention, I didn't hear very much from the police after that first national interview except from the detective and then that's why I mentioned that in my culture you do bad things to women bad things things happen to you that being said, I've left it up to karma instead of throwing stones at him!
Yes, I've left it up to karma. I thought it wasn't worth the risk of going to jail saying that I wanted to Stoneham to death so I thought I was just going to forget about it and let Karma take it course now I have to acknowledge that it happened, and let Karma take his course. I was not exactly excited that I had the idea of stoning session. Come out of my mouth wasn't my idea of a time. I didn't want to say that to the detective, but it came out anyway, and came out again when I went into therapy that being said, I did not like what he did And I have every right not to like what he did that being said, that was a big shit move on his part and it was very bad; see this is where I say that atheists have no morals, and no boundaries when it comes to whatever they're doing and that is obviously correct. If you can't even believe in a ghost, you can't even control yourself I find and this is basically the perfect example of what atheism can do to someone, even though I am shamanic In my spiritual values it's very interesting that I have the spiritual values. It keeps me guided. It keeps me grounded. It keeps me in control of myself or I could've probably done something goofy as well. That being said, I don't believe you're doing stupid stuff. This chicken was a real pain in my ass to be honest with you.
So I was dealing with this for quite some time still have to deal with it until the end of day but that is basically what it is is that I had to deal with this and I'm gonna have to deal with it until the end of my days but not as much as he hast to deal with it he's gonna have a lot of problems because karma is going to be after him. Karma will be treating him like crap because he treated me like crap!
As I said, I can tell you things what he did, but I'd rather not, although I know it was  sexual in nature!   Which was completely wrong on his end I don't know what he was thinking, if he ever thought in his life that being said, yeah, he opened the door to me to have a abusive relationship with someone else. That being said, I was not very thrilled about this, and I still am not to this day. I still can't trust people And why should I do the same thing? Trust people when they do this kind of shit to me in the first place so by this not trust anyone that I know is not trustworthy I am able to move on with my life or so I thought until I blew up at my therapist and said this is basically what happened and I went into great detail.
I was not happy about the language I used whether I was with the detective, or at my therapist, swearing and using crude and rude language that I don't want to ever use ever again it makes me look, poor and desperate as well as it has a poor on me. I swear like that in such a way, but it was to the point where it was demonic swearing where I was even using anatomical names that being said, why was I using those languages , that were so foul because I was so mad I was possessed by anger and I said some of the stuff I didn't think I should know about these words like see you next Tuesday and stuff like that I was not happy about that and I was embarrassed exactly that and I was not happy that I had to use the language, but it was the only way to get my point across at the time I know this language reflects badly on half my cell damage, but it was better than to keep it bottled inside and then act like a real idiot particularly to my people that I talk to every day and then hurt them in such a way verbally I decided I am just gonna blow up and I contained way and just use the words that I need to use and be done with it that being said this is not over the saga is not over yet as I am going to be going through therapy for the rest of my life!