So I had some facepaint from Christmas that was a good choice in Santa's mind and with good reason. I practiced in the winter... .then I decided to try modeling again! As on standing in front of a camera and look nice. That being said I put on my facepaint and go into nature to look like a stylish shaman. That is what I do. Shaman and pagan make up with modern-day clothing that covers all. That being said I found marling and doing my make up very therapeutic! As I was having bad day and did my facepaint and did a mini photoshoot and came back in a felt like I was much better. I don't remember the Issue that I was beefing on, but anyways, I just mentioned. That I was going to do my makeup and some modeling. And then the next thing you know when I got back and I felt a lot better forgot about the issue at hand still don't remember the issue. Don't care to remember the issue. At least so that being said, I do model to help with My manual health that helps with my creativity at the same time. I do a lot of creative things to help with my p. TSD app yes, Steve, I've been sad. It's very interesting to see where my imagination will go usually in this case with my Creativity again. Just like the YouTube I draw from my ancestors from Siberia, Central Asia and Southern Asia and do the make up. That is of that actual content and go and Josh model it off with Western clothing that being satisfied and interesting. It is very satisfying again. A way to help preserve my culture without using a tattoo parlor or a piercer. For that matter, still go to the tattoo parlor and piercer. But in this case, I'm funny more creative ways than just growing up and it. Zion, and going for it later on. This is a lot easier sometimes than having to pay or save up money and nearly. Want to pull your hair out. Sometimes, but anyways, I do model to help with my battle. Hound and connect with my ancestors. The ancestors are in question, Turkish Siberian And Central Asian and South Asian. They do a lot of while make up there. So I do a lot of world crazy. Crazy face paint and is a lot of fun. And it's actually helping me to discover my ancestry without having to read up on them. Not that I have anything against raining is a good thing for me. But I just rather not. Deal with having a doomed, scroll the internet and go and have to deep dye's everything sometimes I just wanna go and. Just have fun with my ancestry period that big said. That's why I do the things I do to have fun with my ancestry to explore it as if it were a 1000 or so years ago. When my ancestor still wrong data that being said. I'm very happy about getting tattoos and piercings. But also there's a non-permanent aspect of the face paint.
As I was mad when this is something that I wanted to do for a while was model but I just do a self modeling as the money is a pain in the hours. As well as the other people might have other ideas that are not safe for work. So I end up just doing self modeling and promoting my pictures that being said. I also do photography nature photography again. Because my ancestors were nature. Based religion, which is the oldest form of religion
I don't do glamor modeling or anything like that.I just do the SFW Cause play and I cause play as my ancestors. Keeping my ancestry alive. It actually is therapeutic from my mental health and it is wonderful to feel better about yourself as well that you can. It's actually quite empowering to do the modeling and do it yourself instead of having to go to a professional photographer to do the modeling and have to give the money and probably not wearing any clothing this way, I can be creative and do what I want. Within reason my reason I mean, keeping clothing on the only thing I will ever show would be a belly button. That being said even that would be pushing the lampit. I don't show very much scan unless there's a tattoo.
I am very interested in modeling in some ways.Cause it is empowering and it helps me create in other ways that art photography music and writing sometimes cannot get a point across.In this case my point across is that I am Of Siberian and Iranian heritage that being said, I find that the face page is important.This was pretty Islamic meaning that Was before Islam when there was time to enjoy and worship, nature that being said. I am moreover, old sore. I don't believe in the man. Made religions like o Christianity is wrong whatever else. I can think of I am more of a thinker of the nature natural world.As I was going to say, it's important to stay true.To your heritage and preserve it as much as possible.Always , people are good At doing that and making it sure that their ancestry is still alive.My ancestry is dying as it is genocide In Chechnya, as well as other stupid stones, humans will pull.
I find that some people don't understand other cultures that are within their On country, therefore, they end up having a Strife and then soon enough, probably even identified. I've been said I've been finding that. People need to talk about the ancestry and respect your ancestry. Because you never know why that might disappear in the first place. I find that is important as my most important quality. Is my ancestry as I am physically strong physically fit because of my ancestors? I don't have to worry about going to a goddamn gym or anything like that.
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The girl who should've been left at airport security |memoir 1|complete
Non-FictionThis is my memoirs, about the pain I went through as a kid and young adult! Fast ward to now and I was at my therapist when I said that I wish my mother left me at the airport security checkpoint! As I write there will be some rough stuff alon...