The girl who should've been left at airport security |memoir 1|complete

Cleaning cobra kai (Miyagi Do) style

This a job that i do that mainly for money is actually my work out and be mindful!   It is a cleaning job!   You're wondering why I said work out and to be mindful a while because I watched the show called cobra Kai, where you end up learning more about mindfulness through cleaning and stuff like that that is how I deal with anger and chaos and peace for myself, at least mentally and physically for at least two hours that being said that lasts for a few days until I decide to do something else to help me with my mind from, but this is my main source of workout and mindfulness as endorphins are going, and I can be mindful a lot easier the other stuff they teach, whether the deep breathing or otherwise is dressed grounding technique something you do when you end up getting kicked off but this is something you do whether you're tipped off or not clean it's something that is important and it also is good for you physically to be stronger and more fit as well but also is important to be strong mentally, and the cleaning comes in as well. It started off with wanting to pay for my tattoos and piercings, and then it turned into something else completely work out and the mindfulness session. There is actually a lot better than half the stuff my health worker Cassandra Thompson ever did! I do the cleaning, and I feel  at peace for the most part!
As I said the money is just the side effect of the job!  
Really I've been doing a lot of cleaning, mainly for mental health, as well as for money when I was younger and still out of my childhood home, but it was mainly to get one tattoo my first tattoo, but it was mainly for mental health and money. That being said, I find that when I watched cobra Kai for the first time, the show that is based on the karate kid trilogy I found this was a great form of meditation great form of mindfulness and strength, straining cleaning up a mouse or cleaning anything for that matter I find that this is a lot better and I can be at peace with myself at least for 2 1/half hours to three hours!
This is the only thing I have to do at sometimes because it's the only thing especially if I'm in a creative rot I do this to help with I do it every week but sometimes I do it OK maybe I wanna try to think of a book that I wanna write can't think of anything at the moment go to my job afterwards I am fully charged and able to go And write up a good beginning of a book or do a painting or something to that effect. It unclogged my creativity and unclog a lot of things especially my emotions and stuff I find out this job that I have is more of an asset that just a job!  Because I watch the show on Netflix called cobra. Kai and I realize the benefits of cleaning as it might be a good idea to do that to help build strength both mentally and physically!
That being said, I enjoy my job very much, except for the cockroaches that come in the springtime that I don't like but other than that I don't mind very much about this job. It actually helps me clear my mind and help me with blockages and creative blockages can be a pain in the little bit of mindfulness at work does not do very much harm except to the blockages themselves and I'm able to be creative afterwards and infuses my creativity for the next week I don't know how to say that but that is basically what it is. The creativity sometimes needs a build up like a computer and my job that I do is that boot up!
I wish I could be doing this more often. I used to do it twice a week but then my mental health ended up in the crapper and I couldn't handle the mass but now I am able to handle the masses but is a better sign of things to come , that being said, I think I might go back to going to twice a week! I'm hoping because of the cleaning crew that they have for one of my days that I am supposed to be cleaning is not really doing that much of a good job if I'm finding cockroaches!
So that being said, I don't understand why these people who are supposed to be professionals couldn't do a job correctly and I'm finding indications of dirt. That being said the cockroaches have to go and the only way they're going to mass if I was back on for twice a week to clean at least when I cleaned twice a week I didn't see one roach at all! The last time I was there I found sex and I said I didn't get angry and I can actually feel myself getting angry because of the mindfulness aspect of the job and I finally said it the day I was going to therapy that I think I'd be better off going back twice a week to the job because it is just a cockroach factor. That's a pain in my ass!
Some people just clean for money I clean the benefits of cleaning for oneself as well as other don't just clean for money! That is because I love my job dearly. The only thing that I have that I love other than my boyfriend I don't think that you should be doing things just out of greed and money because that is when you don't do a good job I either cleaning crew that has been very professional. In my opinion I'd rather be doing twice a week of having a bunch of clowns out my place, I called it. My place was not my pleasure my job and I don't like people dirtying it up!
This job I have with my favourite job is a good source of peace!