only in my mind|| minsung

Twenty Three🌷

Deciding to watch a movie in his room, Jisung gathered blankets, pillows and comfy pjs as Minho was talking to his mom downstairs after dinner.

His mom loved talking to Minho. Simply because she was interested in his course of dance performance since she was a dance teacher.

Jisung turned on his laptop to set up Netflix as he flattened out the blankets a little making sure it was all set.

He never actually set up for anything like this before. Even when he did this with Minho - he didn't know why he laid out blankets and pillows this time.

Maybe for the sake that Minho seemed to have a lot going on and he wanted to make it cozy.

"I'm here" Minho announced opening the door and closing it softly behind him. "Your mom said that she's going to bed now so she won't disturb" he explained.

Jisung smiled and nodded patting the place beside him. "That's okay, sit! Let's pick a movie" he spoke softly. Minho hummed and sat himself down beside Jisung on his bed.

He cleared his throat a little as he tried to relax himself but every now and again since he had his dream about Jisung his brain would constantly go back to it.

And here he was again being reminded of it. Jisung was rattling off some movies to watch as Minho tried to get his mind out of the gutter.

"Hyung?"

Minho hummed lightly and snapped his head to look at Jisung quick. "Yeah?" he asked. Jisung furrowed his brows "Damn. Not listening to me. I see how it is" he tutted.

Minho rolled his eyes "You're boring to listen to" he replied. Jisung scoffed "You're boring to look at"

Minho let out an airy laugh before pointing at a random film on the screen "this one"

Jisung looked at where Minho's finger was and hummed "Train to Busan?" he read the title. Minho nodded "Yeah" he didn't even know he pointed at that one.

Jisung nodded and put it on "I actually have yet to see this movie" he chuckled lightly. Minho hummed relaxing into the pillows behind his back.

He always felt safe in Jisung's home. More safer than he ever felt in his own home. He always felt safe with Jisung too since he was the one person who knew him the most.

Jisung was like a personal reflection of himself. His own little diary filled with memories he cherish and details not everyone knew.

Jisung was that person.

So all the while the movie was playing and Jisung was intently watching the scenes of gore and violence - Minho got thinking.

He trusted Jisung with his life at this point... So would it really be that bad if he tried that whole friends with benefits thing with him?

It was no strings attached anyway so there wouldn't be anything to worry about. Minho knew Jisung didn't like him that way and if he did, he knew Jisung would have told him.

Jisung wasn't stupid but he wasn't the greatest at hiding feelings either, Minho knew that from his past crushes.

Jisung jumped a little from a sudden jumpscare on the screen but since Minho hadn't been watching it at all, he didn't flinch.

Jisung glanced over at him. "Have you grown immune to jumpscares suddenly?" he asked. Minho chuckled "I was only thinking.. Not paying attention"

Jisung hummed. "Thinking about me" He tested but the soft hum in reply wasn't what he thought would follow.

"Yeah, a little" Minho replied lightly. Jisung moved a little to look at him better "Those thoughts could be ones of many options at this point" he chuckled.

Minho hummed lightly again and looked at the laptop. "Just thinking of the friends with benefits thing you suggested.. That's all" he explained. Jisung hummed unamused and looked back at the movie playing.

"Have you decided on anyone? I'm sure San would be down-"

"Can I pick you?" minho cut across not wanting to sugar coat his thoughts anymore.

Jisung choked in air. "ME!?" he exclaimed. Minho nodded "I mean.. I trust you the most... And I know there'd be no strings attached since we're best friends" he shrugged. "Plus if we decided to do that it'd be easier to make up excuses I guess"

Jisung was shell shocked. Minho wanted to try out friends with benefits with him. He didn't even have to put himself forward!

Maybe Felix was right when he said there was people drooling for him that even his own best friend would rather try out things with him instead of someone else.

Jisung cleared his throat "I mean.."

Minho continued as he felt panicked. "plus I don't really want people knowing I'm questioning myself right now... And you're the only one who knows but of course I'm not pressuring you into anything I just wanted to suggest it because..."

I remember that night... Was what he wanted to finish off with but he stopped himself before he could.

Jisung nodded his head and took a breath "Okay" he barely whispered it as his heart went a mile a minute.

Minho nodded "Cool!" he smiled before relaxing again.

Jisung sat there dumbfounded as Minho went back to watching the movie - he expected something to happen but nothing did.

"Where are they? In a bathroom stall on the train?" Minho asked regarding the movie.

Jisung looked at him and then the laptop dumbfoundly. "Yeah..." He trailed off.

They didn't speak of their new friends with benefits situation after that.

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Hey hey heyyyyy

I got drunk last night so I didn't update lols

I nearly got sick yall that's how bad man 💀💀 i had over 10 drinks 😭

Anywhossss hope ur doing well xx

Have an amazing day or night!

All the love all the power 💓💓