only in my mind|| minsung

Twenty Seven🌷

Jisung stared wide eyed at Minho after he asked that. "T-Try what?"

Minho cleared his throat a little "Those things you said you liked" He stated "Being held, praised?" he recalled. Jisung took a sharp breath before nodding "Y-Yeah-"

"Before I do that though..." Minho cute across seeming more serious. Jisung gulped. "This... Thing we're gonna do... I don't want any strings attached" he stated.

Jisung felt his heart break at that - he nodded though. "Okay..." he whispered. Minho took a breath "I'm not tryna be romantic with you or anything" he chuckled lightly trying to make a joke.

But Jisung had already broken the one thing Minho didn't want - strings attached.

Jisung faked a scoff "I'm not tryna be romantic either so I'll let you hit it from the back just so you don't get attached" he winked with a smile even though he was pushing his feelings even further down.

But he'd rather have the experience of getting to kiss Minho and do things like that. Things he thought he'd never get even if it meant he couldn't tell him how he really felt.

Minho chuckled at what Jisung said and nodded "Hit it from the back yeah?" he grinned. Jisung blushed but rolled his eyes.

Minho then placed a hesitant hand on Jisung's cheek to make him look at him. "Can I try kiss you again? But with the things you said you liked" he asked.

Jisung just stayed silent but nodded.

Minho smiled at him lightly before taking his other hand and placing it on Jisung's waist instead of his hip.

Jisung had closed his eyes at this point so he didn't see the raise of brows Minho had when he felt how slim Jisung's waist was.

Minho leaned in and kissed Jisung softly - it barely felt like it was there. Minho didn't seem to have the confidence to actually take it anywhere further than a simple kiss.

Jisung understood it though - he went from not knowing he liked guys to kissing one pretty quickly.

But suddenly, Minho began to move his lips a little, finally pushing the kiss ahead from some simple kiss.

Jisung took a sharp breath in through his nose as he didn't expect it to happen as Minho began to roam his hand down to his hip, cupping it and squeezing it slightly making Jisung whine.

Minho caressed his cheek with his thumb as he tilted his head this time - then he pulled back.

Jisung opened his eyes and stared at Minho for a moment - he seriously couldn't believe he was kissing his best friend like this.

"Good boy" Minho mumbled before moving away. Jisung just sat there on Minho's bed.

How the fuck could he keep this thing no strings attached?

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Minho was breathless.

He had been dancing overtime for two hours and he didn't exactly give himself a break.

Dance was his comfort when things got all into his head.

Which was exactly what had happened earlier.

He had thought about Jisung and their new little thing that they decided to do - friends with benefits.

Minho knew it really shouldn't be as deep as he was making it out to be. He knew that between them, it was just something to help Minho figure out who he was in the comfort knowing no one but Jisung would know.

But it didn't stop Minho from going back in his head and telling himself he was fucked in the head to even do that shit with his best friend.

He sighed and finally stopped dancing.

He went over to pick up his phone and let out a breath as he stared at a notification he got.

Eunyeo sent you ₩220,000! Click to view...

Minho furrowed his brows, pushing back his now wet hair from sweat out of his face as he sat on the dance floor before calling his mom.

He felt anxiety bubble up in his stomach as the phone dialed each time - then - she answered.

"Minho, baby!" she sounded so happy. Minho stayed quiet for a moment to compose himself.

"Mom, take back the money" He simply stated. The woman chuckled "No, take it! I haven't been able to give anything to you" she replied. Minho closed his eyes feeling frustrated.

"Mom, you could use the money on other things than me"

"But you're the most important thing Minho"

Minho felt like crying. "Mom..." he didn't even want to begin to ask anything. He just hated how she sounded so cheerful and bubbly.

It was fake.

Lies.

"Sweetie, me and your dad want you to be happy~ don't worry about us, take the money and spend it on yourself or on a date with Hyeran!" she rattled off cheerfully.

Minho looked aside toward the door to see if anyone was there but to his fortune there wasn't.

"I broke up with her" he mumbled. His mom gasped "Are you okay? Do you need anything?"

"No mom. I'm not like you, I'll move on" he said bitterly. The woman stayed quiet on the other side of the phone.

"I never liked her anyway" Was all she replied to that. Minho sighed and hummed "Yeah, she wasn't the brightest" he felt like crying.

Why? His mom had never met Hyeran. So she never knew if she wasn't meant to like her or not.

It was simply Minho's mother's imagination.

"Spend it on you and Jisung then, you're living with him right?" She asked. Minho hummed "Yeah..."

"I miss Jisungie, how is he?"

Minho felt himself relax suddenly, like a weight sifted along with the atmosphere. What was once dull and bleak and almost smiliar to a void was now bright, colourful and made Minho comforted.

"He's good, he has class right now" He stated as he brushed his hand against his pants. His mom chuckled lightly "He's such a cutie, does he have a girlfriend?"

Minho hummed "No, he doesn't" he replied shortly. "He doesn't really want one right now" he added softly.

The woman giggled at herself "Ah of course, he said that before! How could I forget! But he's working hard at-" she was cut off by replying to someone in the background of the call.

Minho stayed quiet as he heard her chuckling at whoever it was. "Minho sweetie I gotta go, I'll talk to you later, love you!"

She hung up.

Just like that.

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Hey hey hey

Did my art exam yall and I ate that upppp I finished in like two hours out of the five

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