only in my mind|| minsung

Forty🌷

Minho hated his house.

It was small and always a mess. He hated it. It didn't feel like a home. It didn't feel like it was even lived in sometimes and he despised it.

But Jisung, seemed to be taking everything in and commenting on everything with such a positive tone that Minho really started to wonder if it was just how he experienced this place that made it so un-home like.

"Aw, baby pictures" Jisung stopped to look at a photo frame of four pictures on the wall by the sitting room.

Minho stood behind the boy and looked at him. "Are you that interested in me as a child?" he asked. Jisung nodded "I've only known you as an agsty sixteen year old" he replied with a nudge.

Minho scoffed "I might have been agsty but at least I wasn't obsessed over Yandere Simulator" he grinned. Jisung slapped his arm "Shut it"

"Will I mention the Yandere rap battles?" He raised a brow. Jisung nearly went to slap his face.

"Boys" The pair turned to see Minho's dad there. "Want anything to drink?" he asked.

Jisung smiled "Do you have any sprite?" he asked walking over to the man to follow him into the kitchen.

Minho stood there for a moment. He didn't understand why it felt so different in his house.

Why it felt so light to be in there. He took a breath before going to the kitchen.

Jisung was chatting with his dad about different sodas before Minho began to panic. He rushed to the fridge and opened it to see nothing of what he thought.

Just food prepared for his birthday dinner and drinks.

Jisung looked at him a little concerned "If you're that desperate for cheesecake just say so" he mumbled. Minho sighed "Let's put our bags in my room"

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Jisung sat down on Minho's bed and looked around the room.

It was pretty empty for a bedroom. Minho's dorm bedroom seemed to have much more life to it.

Jisung looked over at Minho who's back was turned to him as he put away some things into drawers.

He tilted his head. He never really understood how Minho found it difficult to get along with his parents. They seemed like wonderful people.

But Jisung wasn't stupid either. He knew people hid behind masks and maybe that was the case for Minho's parents.

But even if they acted nicer today, at least Jisung could live with the comfort that Minho could enjoy his brirthday.

"I hope you don't mind sharing a bed" Minho mumbled as he turned to look at Jisung. The boy raised his brows "O-Oh!"

He didn't know Minho's house didn't have a spare room. "That's okay!" he smiled.

Minho smiled. "Okay" He nodded before sitting down beside Jisung. Jisung looked around the room for a moment before remembering he had a present for Minho.

"Ah right" He pulled out a box from his bag "Happy birthday, Minho" he handed it to him.

Minho smiled and took the box lightly "You didn't need to get me anything"

"Dont lie you'd have a pout on you if I didn't" Jisung grinned. Minho hummed "I'm sure you'd make it up to me, wouldn't you?" he smirked.

Jisung gasped and hit his shoulder "You're getting really daring!" He exclaimed "Shut the fuck up and open the box"

And so Minho did.

It was a black beaded bracelet, with a star and moon charm. Jisung cleared his throat "I'm sorry it's not much... I still don't have a job... And you know..."

Minho smiled "I love it sung, thank you" he quickly put it on. Jisung squeezed his thighs a little out of nerves as he went to explain the bracket.

"I... Uhm.." He cleared his throat "I know you said it's not always great with your parents n stuff, so I was asking my mom about protection crystals and so.. The black beads are actually obsidian... It's meant to relax and protect" he explained cautiously.

Minho watched Jisung as he stared at the bracelet while explaining it's meaning.

"The star and moon were just on it, you know? But you remind me of the night sky sometimes... I dunno why, you just... Give that vibe..." Jisung's eyes trailed up to meet Minho's with his voice getting quieter as he did so.

Minho smiled softly "Why do I remind you of the night sky?" He asked so gently it felt like it was being whispered into Jisung's ear.

Jisung gulped "W-Well.." He really felt like his heart would burst any second. He was practically about to confess his love in an odd way.

"I... I.. Love the night sky... Cause... Uhm.. It's comforting... A-And... When the sky is clear, it's like a reminder to myself that...its all gonna be okay... Because of how many stars there are... And... I guess..."

He gulped as he found himself getting off track.

"You remind me of that" He looked away from Minho. "the comfort of the night sky, the peacefulness.... The little reminder that no matter how cloudy it might be for me, you're the clear sky" he mumbled "like when you look at the galaxy of stars and just think wow, that's so pretty, I'm really not alone in this universe huh?"

Jisung took a sharp breath "Sorry that really made no-"

Minho hooked his finger under Jisung's chin, pulling his head to face him before pressing his lips onto the younger's.

Jisung let out a noise of shock as he felt the pair of lips meet his but he relaxed instantly.

He closed his eyes briefly before Minho pulled away, resting his forehead against Jisung's.

Jisung internally died from how intimate Minho was being.

"Is that really what you think of me?" He chuckled "I'm your comfort, peace... I'm a reminder you're not alone... And I'm pretty?"

Jisung nodded slightly "I did say that... Yeah" he cleared his throat.

That's one way to confess your love Jisung... Well fucking done-

"You're like that to me" Minho smiled. "But maybe more like the sunshine than the stars and moon" he chuckled. Jisung moved back a little.

"How?"

"When you smile, and how energetic you are... Reminds me of how it feels to see the sunshine after having rain for ages" Minho chuckled.

Jisung covered his face "I see" he mumbled. Minho tilted his head "I didn't make you flustered did I?"

Jisung stood up "Ew. What am I? Gay?" He scoffed "I mean-" he slapped his forehead "I need the bathroom!"

He then rushed out of Minho's room leaving the boy to laugh to himself.

Jisung was really cute.

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Hey hey heyyyyy

Wow Is this me double updating :0

I got a rly good idea for the next book yall so hyped frfr

I still can't fathom I'm done school like wtf it acc happens

Anywaysss as per have an amazing day or night xx

All the love all the power💓💓