only in my mind|| minsung

Twenty Eight🌷

Jisung had met Felix in the hallway as they were heading to the library to study and to say they were laughing so hard at nothing - passerbys looked at them as if they were insane.

But it all came to a quick stop when Jisung's name was called.

Felix gasped and turned first seeing Minho walk up to them. He slapped Jisung's arm as he saw the wide smile on Minho's face.

"Hey, you busy?" He asked. Jisung glanced at Felix. "Uh a little, me and lix were just going to-"

"Take him!" Felix pushed Jisung forward making him stumble nearly into Minho's arms.

Jisung turned to look at the freckled boy. "What?" He asked shocked. Minho held back his laugh. Felix smiled "Have fun!"

He then ran off.

Literally ran.

Jisung sighed and looked at Minho. "What do you want?" he asked plainly. Minho chuckled and took the moment to make a joke.

"I wanna fuck you in the bathroom stalls right now" He smiled, jokingly.

Jisung choked on air and nearly kneeled over from how shocked he got. "WHAT!?"

"I'm kidding~ I was just wondering if you wanna go for a meal?" Minho began walking and Jisung instinctively walked with him.

"Minho! You can't just say shit like that so casually!" His mind was still stuck on what Minho said previous.

Minho rolled his eyes at the younger. "it's literally not that deep Ji, but I could be if you want" he teased making Jisung slap him. "Yah!" he exclaimed.

"What's gotten into you!? It's only been two weeks since we started this friends with benefits thing!" He didn't know how to process Minho like this.

Daring and teasing. He wasn't used to it. He liked it but he also forgot Minho wasn't the type to slowly introduce stuff like that.

He would just be comfortable one random day without you knowing and suddenly you meet a whole other side to him.

Jisung knew that very well.

But this yet again was a new side to the boy.

"My mom sent me money, so I was thinking we could go for a meal! Plus I'm only messing with you" He rolled his eyes. Jisung sighed "Your mom is a saviour for real"

Minho would beg to differ but he said nothing. "So where are we thinking?" Jisung asked.

"You pick" Minho smiled as he shoved his hands in his jacket pockets while looking happily at Jisung. "Hm, corner shop? I'm craving noodles and kimbap"

Minho hummed "Yeah of course" he smiled lightly "It's all on me today!" he added despite feeling very bittersweet that he even had money to spend in the first place.

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Jisung really hated how he felt like he was on a date.

They did stuff like this all the time yet it somehow felt like a date. Maybe it was the jokes Minho had made about their friends with benefits situation that made him think that way.

Either way, Jisung was internally screaming as Minho sat across from him eating away on his noodles.

"I never told you what I like" Minho suddenly spoke making Jisung come out of his trance and stare over at him.

"Huh?" He asked not knowing what Minho was on about. The older grinned at him "What I like" he stated.

Jisung gulped and nodded "Ah, yeah" he didn't know what Minho was on about.

"I love hickies" The elder said quietly enough for Jisung to only hear. But that, in fact, made Jisung choke on his piece of kimbap.

His face went bright red. "What!!" he exclaimed utterly shocked by what Minho said.

Minho furrowed his brows. "What? You told me you liked being degraded and that sounds fucking more kinky than liking hickies" he rolled his eyes leaning back in his chair.

Jisung understood now what Minho was going on about. The things he liked being done to him sexually.

Jisung took a breath as he drank down some water. "I didn't know you were talking about that" he mumbled "You never specified" he added quick.

Minho chuckled "You're face is so red Ji" he smiled lightly as he went back to eating. Jisung calmed himself down "Anything else you like?"

"Need to specify" Minho teased making Jisung look at him unamused. Minho laughed and thought for a moment. "I dunno" he shrugged "I never really liked anything Hyeran did to be honest"

Jisung nearly laughed. "How? You dated her for two years" He couldn't help but leave out a chuckle. Minho shrugged "Yeah but" he took a sharp breath in.

"The more days I'm without her the more I realise I just liked the idea of her" he shrugged before continuing to eat.

Jisung stayed quiet.

He only liked the idea of her. What did that even mean?

"How's your mom? I haven't seen her in so long" Jisung changed topic, not noticing the freeze Minho found himself in for a second.

"She's alright" He mumbled a lie. If there was one thing he truely hated himself for was lying about his family to his best friend.

But how could he ever let Jisung know what his family was truely like? How could he ever let Jisung know that he didn't even....

Minho sighed as Jisung smiled "That's good! And your dad?" He asked. Minho nodded "He's fine too"

"I'm glad they stopped fighting" Jisung ate happily "Did she tell you about the fight? Was it bad or did it last a night? They usually only fight for a few-"

"Can you stop talking about them Ji?" minho cut across feeling his throat closing over as he tried to stop himself for getting too emotional.

Jisung nodded slowly "Sorry" he apologised quick. "I'm sorry hyung, I didn't mean it... I'll make it up to you... Sorry if I made you upset..."

Minho took a breath. "Let's go back to the dorm"

Jisung went to nod but he was yanked out of the seat and dragged out of the corner shop.

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Hey hey hey

Iwl yall I feel dudnk drunk

I HAD A HOT WISKEY TO BELP ME GO TO SLEEP BUT YALL  AM AUGJING SO HARD RN BELO

anyways how are you uuu hope ur wellxx

I sang in French today and ateee one of my teachers cried and asked me for a hug??? Weirdo

OMG GUYS I APPEIRCRIATE U

APPRIECTIAE APPRICIATE.

that. Yk.

Hoeo you are doing well!

Have an amazing da xor vnight

All the love all the power💓💓