only in my mind|| minsung

Thirty Two🌷

Jisung tapped Minho's shoulder as he was chatting to Changbin about something.

The music had gotten quieter as Chan had the idea some people would complain about them making noise and having a party so late in the dorms.

They still continued to drink and talk and play card games. Jisung sighed and tapped Minho's shoulder again.

The elder turned and looked at him "Hm? Ji?" he mumbled tipsy. Jisung smiled "I don't feel well... Mind my drink? I'm going to the bathroom" he handed Minho his glass of vodka and cranberry juice.

Minho didn't even reply as he watched Jisung leave with a small smile on his face. "Oh, come check on me if I'm not out in like two minutes.. I might die" he then hurried off to the bathroom.

Changbin frowned "Poor Ji, I hope he'll feel better" He sighed. "Maybe give him a glass of water?" he suggested. Minho hummed and got up going to grab a bottle of water from the dining table and bringing it to Jisung in the bathroom.

He knocked before he went in.

Jisung was leaning against the sink, looking at Minho through the mirror with a smile.

"Hi" he grinned. Minho smiled "You feeling okay? I got you some water" he showed the bottle. Jisung turned around and took the water bottle from Minho's hand

"Thanks but" He stepped closer to the boy backing Minho into the door. Jisung was quick to lock the bathroom door as he grinned at Minho "I want you more than water"

It was definitely the alcohol in him that made him so confident - the last time he was under the influence he ended up fucking his best friend and although he wasn't that drunk tonight he could tell why he ended up doing that.

He let his feelings take over when he was drunk - and here he was again.

Minho gulped "Y-You... You wanna make out here??" he whispered as if someone would hear them.

Jisung hummed lightly "Yeah" he looked at Minho's lips. "But.. But Jisung the others-"

"Are we friends with benefits or what?" He sighed. "It's a two way system Minho, you can do stuff with me but I can do stuff with you too" he explained.

Minho knew that. He was simply shocked at how Jisung made up an entire lie to get them alone to do so.

It felt so secretive and Minho lowkey liked that a bit too much to admit.

Jisung tilted his head "So?" he asked.

Minho Took a breath "You locked the door yeah?" he asked. Jisung smiled with a nod "Mhm" he replied.

Minho backed Jisung up against the sink before grabbed his waist and kissing him. Jisung was quick to wrap his arms around Minho's neck as they deepened their kiss.

It wasn't slow or steady. It was messy and needy - especially from Jisung. Minho tried to calm the boy down in the kiss a little but Jisung was always quick to fight back.

Minho roamed his hands up and down Jisung's hips before he subconsciously pulled his hips to meet with his - accidentally creating friction.

Jisung moaned into their kiss before pulling back. "Hyung" he mumbled. Minho hummed as he went to leave kisses on Jisung's neck.

Jisung shut his eyes as he tried to focus on his words instead of getting lost in the touch and kisses of his best friend.

"J-Just" He breathed "Can we... Agree to not have sex... When drunk?" he asked. Minho lightly bit on Jisung's skin before pulling back.

He looked at Jisung's flushed face "I was thinking that too, don't worry, we won't" he kissed him softly which was probably the most heart failing, soul crushing, toe curling, body shivering, fulfilling kiss that Jisung had ever gotten.

It was like a little promise kiss.

And by god, it killed him.

He got so flustered by the smallest kiss that he up and left the bathroom after trying to pull the door open multiple times only to unlock it and leave.

Minho watched him go with an odd look.

What was that all about? He wondered to himself before leaving the bathroom.

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Jisung could feel Claire's eyes on him.

He lifted his head up to look over at her as she hummed amused "Had fun last night I guess?" she grinned.

Jisung furrowed his brows. "What?" he asked in utter confusion. Claire chuckled "Your neck Ji" She gestured.

"It might be a small teeth mark but it's noticeable" she leaned her chin onto the palm of her hand as her elbow rested against the table.

Jisung was quick to react and cover his neck with his hand "And.. You're only saying now!?" he panicked as he looked around at the others in the library.

Claire reached into her bag and took out concealer. "Here" she smiled and handed it to him. Jisung took it quickly and opened his phone camera in order to apply the concealer over the mark minho left.

God. Minho left a mark on his neck.

Okay he did leave marks on him when they had sex but in all honesty, Jisung didn't want to count that.

He hated to feel like this was some start to a relationship but he couldn't help but feel all excited and dreamy when he thought about it.

Minho left a mark there.

Jisung paused in his train of thought. He had seen only Minho and Claire today.

That meant - Minho saw the mark.

And he let Jisung walk around with it.

He quickly finished touching up the concealer before handing it back to Claire. "Thanks" he smiled.

She nodded "I realise we're not the same skin tone so now it just looks like a weird patch of skin but" She smiled "It'll do" she finished.

Jisung smiled before yawning "Wanna go get some coffee?" he asked her to which she nodded.

"Please! I need coffee in my system" she stood up and began to gather her things. Jisung rolled his eyes "If you get hyper as fuck I'm not dealing with you"

Claire scoffed "Fine. Be that way! You wouldn't want to see me drunk" she chuckled as they began to walk out of the library.

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