only in my mind|| minsung

Fifty Nine🌷

Minho was cooking in their kitchen when Jisung slowly walked over to stand beside him, looking over his shoulder he cooked.

"you okay Gordon Ramsey?" Minho laughed a little. Jisung scoffed "I'm not the one cooking" he mumbled, leaning against the counter.

Minho hummed lightly as he crushed down the tomatoes in the pan. "You know, I thought about it now and you still didn't tell me that song we're singing for our final"

Jisung blushed "oh? Haven't I?" he cleared his throat. Minho nodded "Yeah, I've been thinking of songs we could dance to as well" he spoke with a grin.

Jisung gulped "Like?"

Minho looked at him "Do you know the song Tongue Twister?" he asked. Jisung's eyes widened a little "Tongue Twister?"

Minho hummed "Or something like that" he shrugged. Jisung gulped "It'll... Definitely... Be different to the song I wrote"

"What's it called?"

"Want so bad"

Minho looked at him again with a soft grin. "Oh really?" He asked. Jisung nodded slowly looking at the pasta cooking instead of Minho "Yeah.. Reminded me of you..."

"So you've had it written for a while?" he asked. Jisung nodded "Yeah... And... I Uhm... Kept thinking of you when I listened to it... And Uhm... Just... Yeah"

Minho leaned over and kissed his cheek "God, you're so cute" he chuckled. Jisung slapped his arm "Shut up" his heart went a mile a second.

"you keep getting so flustered, it's so cute" Minho chuckled as he went to drain the water off the pasta. Jisung folded his arms "It's not everyday you end up dating your best friend though!"

Minho hummed amused as he put the pasta into the sauce with some pasta water and gave it a stir.

"It's just done" he smiled lightly going to grab plates. Jisung smelled the food and hummed excitedly "I love your cooking!" he giggled.

Minho chuckled at him and gestured for him to come over to the table "Here" he pulled out his chair for him. Jisung looked at him with wide eyes "You-"

"Take a seat for me doll" Minho smiled as he waited for Jisung to sit down. Jisung followed suit and sat himself in the chair. Minho then pushed him in a little "Okay?" he asked.

Jisung nodded but internally he was melting. He was in a volcano, dying in the lava.

Minho plated up the pasta onto their plates and poured out their drinks before sitting down with Jisung. "enjoy"

Jisung thanked him quietly before digging in. The moment the flavours hit his mouth he hummed happily "This is so good" he smiled.

Minho chuckled "Happy you like it" he replied as he quietly ate. They sat in a comfortable silence.

"You know" Jisung began as he continued to eat away happily. Minho hummed in reply urging him to continue.

He loved how domestic this was. How home like it felt just to sit quietly with Jisung and eat food. Something about it made his heart swell and run fast.

"I was thinking of getting a job" Jisung chuckled. Minho hummed "Oh yeah?" he asked "Where you thinking?"

Jisung shrugged "Maybe something easy cause like imagine going up to someone and asking can i work here?" He laughed. He ate another bit before continuing.

"I was thinking of asking my dad if I could work with him, since he does stuff with music" He shrugged. Minho nodded along "That sounds like an amazing idea, he has a music shop too right?"

Jisung nodded "Yeah, I was thinking of working there!" he smiled brightly. Minho smiled at him "Go for it, I might tag along" he laughed.

Jisung rolled his eyes "That makes you sound so obsessed with me for reals" he spoke in a teasing tone. Minho hummed amused.

"Well, let me know if works out yeah?" he asked and placed his hand on top of Jisung's on the table. Jisung looked at their hands and gulped before a blush spread on his face.

"U-Uhm... Yeah" Jisung nodded flustered. Minho found it so endearing to watch. He took his hand off of Jisung's and smiled "Cute"

Jisung shot him a look "stop saying that!!!"

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A few weeks later, Minho was staying at Jisung's house for the closure weekend.

"Can we please" Jisung whined a little. Minho hummed "I dunno...I'm kinda worried" He frowned. "But you know they love you!" Jisung frowned back. Minho sighed. 

Jisung wanted to tell his parents that they were dating and although Minho knew nothing would be thought wrong of it, the back of his mind kept reminding him and making him feel bad knowing that he won't be able to ever tell his mom or stepdad. 

And that was why he didn't really want Jisung to say anything. 

"Ji baby" Minho held him closer in his arms. Jisung pouted a little which made Minho whine "Don't look at me like that, I'll give in" He spoke. Jisung giggled "Give in" He replied. 

"It's not that I don't want you to tell them, I know it'd be okay but I'm just sad that I won't ever be able to tell my mom and stepdad" Minho explained shortly. Jisung seemed to get it instanly and frowned "Oh...sorry for pressuring you" He spoke quietly. 

Minho gulped hearing the anxious tone in Jisung's voice. "You..You didn't do anything wrong, it's just my own head...I want you to tell them I really do" He explained himself clearly for Jisung's heart. Jisung nodded "I understand...Sorry I sound so selfish-"

"Don't say that word. You are not selfish for wanting to tell your parents about your relationship" He cut in and kissed his forehead. He gulped a little as Jisung thought to himself. "Min?" He asked

"Yeah?"

"Do you...know why your actual dad left?" He asked. The change of topic was almost like cold water being thrown onto him. "Uhm...no..why?" He asked in return. Jisung took a breath "I just...I dunno..It's just so sad" He mumbled. Minho held him closer again. 

"Your dad is practically my actual dad at this point" He laughed to which Jisung cringed "Ew. He can be your father in law not your actual dad" He reworded making Minho hummed amused "Oh, you implying we're getting married?" He teased. 

"Yeah I am" Jisung replied bluntly. Minho blushed instantly "Oh" He mumbled. Jisung laughed at him "Your face!" He poked his cheek before kissing it. 

They fell into silence again before Minho spoke. "Ji?" He mumbled softly. Jisung hummed in reply "If...we tell your parents...would you care if we never told mine?" He asked. Jisung took a breath "If telling mine is comfortable with you then we can tell them and if telling yours isn't an option, that's okay too" He cupped his cheek. 

"I just want you to be comfortable and happy...I don't expect you do things just cause I want to" He explained. Minho felt his heart swell up a little as he looked into Jisung's eyes seeing the sincerity in them. 

Minho didn't exactly know what to say or do. The only words popping into his head were,

I love you. 

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Hey Hey Heyyyyy

How are we all doing??? I'm pretty good today lols

I rly need to start the next book yall - like i'm so excited to write it but I have so many ideas for it that like Idk how to start it lmao

I'll get there lols also this one might start going a little quicker simply cause I had real bad writers block again and So i'm just going with the big moments that i wanna write about before ending itttt

so i'd say it'll prolly finish with around 70 chapters :0

ANYWAYS

Have an amazing day or night as perrr xx

all the love all the power💓💓