Ludo
To say I saw red when I saw Ro dancing with the actor is an understatement. I was furious, I was jealous and I couldn't keep it in. Ro had her body draped all over him and he was salivating while he pawed at her with his greedy hands. I shouldn't have gone to the club, she did tell me she wanted to spend time alone with her friends but when I saw the had gone drinking I thought I could join them for a couple before heading home.
My jaw hurts and my lip is bleeding, I still can't believe he managed to get a shot in. My knuckles are red and grazed, I'm running on adrenaline at the moment but I know I will ache later.
I'm not even sure if I have the right to be mad, we've been dating only a few weeks and haven't even had sex nor have we discussed being exclusive. It's too soon to call her my girlfriend, she was very clear she wants to take things slow. The more I think about the more I realise just how much I have fucked up, ro will be furious.
It's been a long time since I've been locked up behind bars but it unfortunately hasn't changed. It's cold,it smells and the drug dealer I'm sharing my cell with looks like he's planning to shank me. I had used my one phonecall to call ro but she didn't answer, finally I had to leave a voicemail. it's been hours now, I doubt she's coming to bail me out.
"ludovic wolf, your free to go" the officer hands me my jacket and car key and escorts me out of the building.
"ludovic huh" I turn at the sound of Ro's voice.
"My parents are German"
Ro nods, she's still wearing the see through white shirt and fuck me heels, I can't help but to lick my lips. I'm conscious of everyone checking her out so I hand her my jacket.
"Now your out I'm going home" she's mad, no she's furious. Her makeup has been wiped away, it looks like she's been crying.
"Hey can I take you for breakfast"
Shit, I've definitely said the wrong thing. Ro turns and pushes at my chest, she continues to push until I stumble into the wall. Ro points her manicured finger at me and she starts to shout "your asking me to go breakfast when I've just had to bail you out of jail are you joking, do you even understand what you've done"
"I was jealous, I took it too far. I'm sorry I'll apologise to the guy"
"If only it were that simple. It's already all over the internet, complete with photos" ro hands me her cell, the screen is full of photos of us and the fight. The article claims that Ro is dating the actor and that I attacked him because I thought it was too soon for her to move on from Ark. Another article announcement says that we're dating and Ro has moved in with me. I can't read any more, I hand her back the cell, I can't make eye contact with her. I feel guilty, she had made it clear that she didn't want our dating being made public until we knew it was real, until she knew she was ready. Now her character is being assassinated by strangers online, there's even a poll where people have voted whether she's moved on too quickly or not. This is fucked up.
"I'm sorry"
"I'm going home"
"Please can I come with you, I need a cuddle" I give her my best puppy dog eye impression and clasp my hands together in prayer.
I must really look pathetic because she gives me a small smile and nods. My cars at the club and I don't see Ro's car.
"Travis is parked across the road"
I follow her and get in the bank seat beside Richard, Kate is asleep in the front.
"Eventful night then" Travis jokes earning him a glare from Ro.
"I need to collect my things from Richard's place if that's ok"
"Farrah drove your car back to your place, your bags in it too" Travis tells her, I didnt
realise his daughter was old enough to drive.
The car journey is silent as are the streets, it's just after 5AM so I casually ask if they want to go to the farmers market, the steely look I receive from Ro tells me she does not.
When we arrive at Ro's house she thanks Travis and tells him to tell Kate she will call her later, Richard is asleep so she simply kisses his head.
"Come on rocky lets clean your cuts, your lip looks nasty"
I shrug " he hit like a pussy"
Ro doesn't comment, she takes my hand and leads me to the kitchen where she gently cleans the grazes on my knuckles and presses ice to my jaw.
"I am sorry, the green eyed monster came out when I saw you with him"
"We were only dancing"
"Dancing can be destructive" I say quoting the film footloose.
"This isn't a film"
'you recognised the quote"
Ro nods, she loves films as much as I do. It was our joint love of the film titanic that helped bond us.
"You look really hot by the way" I move her closer and run my hand under the shoulder of her shirt. I look up at her eyes and she wants this, she wants it as much as I do. Ro removes her belt so I make quick work of undoing her buttons. I push the shirt from her body, I groan as my pants feel tighter.
I kiss her neck as I in clasp her bra, I take her breasts in my hand. I want them in my mouth but I've been waiting five years for this, I want to take it slow and savour every minute.
This is pure ecstacy.
