Kim Seungmin,
I consider you an acquaintance, an enemy.
Seungmin, you can't just talk shit to me everyday and expect me to always be sad.
But trust me, I have gotten used to it.
But just because I got used to your actions doesn't mean they have affected me.
Because of you, I can't make friends.
Because of you, I think so lowly of myself.
Or is it me?
I shouldn't blame you for the things I could've controlled, really.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for always blaming you in my diary, I know I could've done something.
You always annoying me brought a sense of connection, you made me grow attached to you, I don't know what it is, but a part of me just wants to be your friend, a part of me craves your attention and care for me whenever I'm at my lowest.
Even though your personality is just shitty to me, in my opinion. You feel like a friend to me. But I wouldn't let it slide so easily.
I know you've done many wrongs, I know you know it too, I know you still remember it.
I won't let you forget it until you finally apologize.
Is it selfish like this? No! I deserve, it.
I want an apology.
And I want to be friends.
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Start over | Kim Seungmin
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