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This one shots includes : mention of death of family member (suicide) , mention of depression and eating disorder , hyperventilating/panic attack . 

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It was the day , BTS will be having another concert . They were currently in Seoul and will be having their first concert of their world tour . 

The day was planned to be perfect , but yesterday Jungkook got a call he always was afraid of . His mother has died because of suicide . It didnt take him long until he fell into a trance of emotionless . 

Jungkook would sit in his dark rook and blame himself for his mothers death . He's the reason he took her own life , he wasn't there for her . 

Even tho he wanted to stay home and drown in depressions , he needed to attend the concert if he liked or not . 

Was he ready to sing, dance and act happy for 3 hours ? no he wasn't . 

Jungkook was sure it will never be the same again . He won't be able to enter the practice room because all he could think of was how he got a call from a number he doesn't know.

Flashback

"good job guys! Have 10 minutes break , the next song will be ON." the choreographer bowed before leaving the room , leaving 7 sweating boys alone in the practice room . 

"I'm completely exhausted- Oh , jungkook you're getting a call from an unknown caller." Hoseok mentioned , handing Jungkook that was standing right in front of him the phone . Curious , the maknae placed his phone on his ear and picked up with a small 'hello?'

"Is this Jeon Jungkook ? Son of Jeon Ari ?" the male husky voice asked . "Yes? may I know who's talking ?"

"This is Seoul police station , we would like to send you my condolences, we found your mother Jeon Ari dead in her apartment a few hours ago. We suspect it was suicide because she left a letter." Jungkook kept on listening , but as the police man was halfway thru his talk , everything went muffled. 

The voices around him sounded like he was under water and all he could hear was his own heartbeat beating in a rapid pace . 

The phone slipped out of his hand and hit the ground with a loud thud . 

Tears slipped down his now pale cheeks . He doesn't want to realize , this all has to be a bad joke .

"kook ? jungkook ? what happened ?" No second later his legs gave up and he slowly slipped down onto the floor . His chest heaved up and down and all the good memories of his mother played right in front of his eyes .

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