Lots of Jungkook hurt/sick one shots. There will be many many triggers and I will put every trigger at the beginning of the chapters .
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Warning: This story contains mention of self harm , su1c1de , hate , alcohol NOT PROOF READ , VERY SHORT !!!!
story line: BTS has been focusing on their solo careers for a few months by now and each month is getting harder for the maknae without support . Receiving heavy hate on social media , death threats and not forgetting being completely alone , isolated in his apartment .
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--------------------3rd POV:
As every other evening , Jungkook found himself in front of the camera with a glass of his favorite whiskey and weverse comments from the live chat popping up on the screen . The room was dark except for the shining blue light coming from his phone and the galaxy lamp he bought few months ago .
As the alcohol ran thru his blood , the boy just sat there and starred at the screen without saying nor doing anything - skipping the lovely comments and swallowing the pitiful hate comments that went straight to his head.
He remembered the last conversation with his hyung , namjoon , that happened to be yesterday afternoon . The first conversation he had in real life with someone after a long time - and planned to be the last one.
---flash back yesterday afternoon , Location : Jungkook's apartment.--
He sat down in front of my hyung , legs jumping up and down and hands sweaty - scared to make any eye contact with namjoon .
There was an awkward silence that filled the room , making both idols uncomfortable . It was weird how things changed ... normally they would've enjoyed the silence and be comfortable , but something about today felt off.
"Soo ... how have you been feeling kook?" 'kook' oh how he forgot the name his hyungs gave him .
"Good .. and you ?" The first time in forever he looked Namjoon in the eyes , admiring the same stars that never left . He hadn't changed , maybe even shining a bit more than before . But of course , it only has been a few months since then .
"Same ! I've been writing lots of songs lately and I enjoy the free time to the fullest . I even had time to buy myself some book shelf ."
The conversation kept on going until both noticed it was getting late . Most of the time the elder one was talking and Jungkook just listened . It was unusual , normally kookie would be the one yapping non stop.
"I'm gonna go now , I really had fun kookie . I'm gonna come over tomorrow ." Both said goodbye and with that the hyung left but did not come far.
Namjoon stood in front of the building , starring into the blank as he thought about how Jungkook said he's alright ... but Namjoon couldn't help himself - but notice the way the maknaes spark was gone and how the crimson red cuts poked out from beneath his black hoodie as he lifted the glass of water to his chapped lips .
------Present-------
"Jungkook-ah , please cut the camera and never come back , nobody wants you..." He read out loud as he leaned his head against the palm of his hand .
His voice was wobbly and raspy - his eyes red and teary , about to close - his lips chapped and his nose clogged.
"Yah , do you really think those words are getting to me ? Do you think I'll really cut the cameras just because of a silly little jealous hater ? I'm telling you now , those comments are useless just like anything else."
He tried to be strong - for loyal armys , his members and non existing family .
He tried so hard but the thoughts couldn't stop filling his mind every second . Jungkook was scared - scared he'll do something to himself when no ones with him - the reason why people get a weverse notification ' Jungkook's live' every night .
But what if the thoughts get too much .. too much for Jungkook to handle . He could just cut the camera and kill himself now and then .
A tear ran down his cheek , not even caring to wipe it away . His eyes hooded and lips trembling .
"Goodnight."
With a swift move , jungkook clicked the 'live end' button and slumped back into his seat . It was time to have some peace .
He stood up , ignoring the buzzing sound coming from his phone and grabbed his long scarf . He had already written goodbye letters to his members a few months ago , if he ever just wanted to make a quick decision.
Jungkook swayed his way towards his bedroom , stepping onto the bed and looping the scarf around the stable big lamp above his bed.
There was nothing to rethink for jungkook , if he waited any longer he would suffer more and rethink his attempt.
Placing a small stool underneath it , the maknae stepped onto it and wrapped the scarf around his naked throat .
Tears stopped streaming down his pale cheeks , closing his eyes and taking three deep breaths before....
.... the stool was kicked away from underneath his feet and the scarf blocked all the respiratory tracts .
it was ... quiet and pitch black .
...........
BREAKING NEW!!!
Popular K-Pop Idol Jeon Jungkook found dead in his apartment ??
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On the 3rd July 2023 the famous K-Pop Idol Jeon Jungkook also known as 'golden maknae' or 'JK from BTS' was found dead in his apartment. The night before the Idol was found he went live , ending the live with a tear and a single 'goodbye' without context .
Police reported the cause of death was clear suicide .
His band member Kim Namjoon , also known as 'leader of BTS' found the boy hanged above his bed at 1pm in the noon . BTS has been on small hiatus for a few months , focusing on their own solo careers mainly .
Armys , the fandom of BTS , noticed the weird behavior of the boy many days before the incident . He had been drinking and saying weird things constantly , which got some worried .
If Jungkooks death will cause BTS's disband , we'll find out soon . But for now , rest in peace jungkook 🕊️
