Tw : Self harm , panic attack , nightmare , ptsd (child abuse , rape) NOT PROOD READ
427 Days.
472 days since Jungkook got clean of harming himself and it couldn't have been for the members and himself .
Even tho he had those days where he just wanted to grab the blade , his members were there for him and helped him . He went up to them and talked about his worries and what he had on his mind .
He went to therapy for about a month but everyone realized , he now is able to control himself .
There weren't any incidents , no , everything seemed like it was completely normal .
Well , little did the members knew that Jungkook had those nightmares again for about a week now .
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"Hyungs I'm gonna go to sleep , I am pretty tired after practice." The maknae showed them his shiny smile before saying goodnight and disappearing into his room . He didn't even care to turn on the lights and immediately lets himself fall on his bed.
He didn't actually want to go to sleep , he was so scared to have a nightmare again - But todays practice was so exhausting that Jungkook couldn't help himself and just take a quick nap in his fluffy bed .
Jungkook Point Of View:
*sigh* I pulled the white covers over my body and felt my head softly sinking into the soft pillow .
I felt the tiredness catching up as I barely could hold my eyes open . I closed them , feeling my body relax after a long day of dancing and singing .
I rolled onto my side , hugging the pillow for some kind of comfort . I hope I won't get a nightmare because they are really getting to my mind lately .
Without any more thoughts I felt myself drifting off as I finally did .
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"You useless peace of shit!" Dad screamed while dragging me down the stairs by my hair . The piercing pain ran thru my whole body as I cried for help .
The next second I got thrown to the cold , hard floor . I felt my ribs slowly getting crushed as he stepped onto them . My mind full of worries and silent emergency calls .
"Oh you should not have done that you fucking dirt ." I looked into his burned up eyes , a slight smirk playing on his red face. I knew what was coming next and I do not want to relive that again .
"No .. no please d-don't" I begged , endless tears falling down my face and in that moment I thought about how much I needed to cry so that I dont have any tears left .
"You really thought I'm gonna let that slide slut ? I told you many times not to slam the door and you wouldn't listen , that was my finally straw." He laughed with that evil stare , slowly nearing me and my heartbeat increased.
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