I decided to split this story in 3 parts because it's way to long and easier to read if its shorter . This story includes trigger warnings like mention of addiction and family member death.
Part 1.
After months of silence, anticipation buzzed in the air as fans eagerly awaited Jeon Jungkook's return to live streaming. It felt as if a family was gathering for a reunion after a long absence. The maknae of BTS had always been a source of joy and laughter, his charm and warmth weaving a special bond with the ARMY. As the clock struck the hour, the familiar notification popped up, and fans rushed to their screens, excitement palpable.
Jungkook appeared, looking both relaxed and slightly nervous, his tousled hair framing his face. He wore a simple white t-shirt, and despite the casual attire, there was an undeniable aura of charisma about him. As the chat flooded with hearts and greetings, Jungkook grinned widely, his bright smile lighting up the screen. "Hello, ARMY!" he exclaimed, his voice warm and inviting.
The first few moments of the stream were filled with laughter and playful banter. Jungkook shared amusing stories from his time off, including his disastrous attempts at cooking. "So, I tried to make dessert the other day," he began, laughter dancing in his eyes. "Let's just say that I confused salt with sugar and ended up with a cake that could be classified as a weapon!" The chat erupted with laughter, fans quickly creating memes of his kitchen disaster. It was the lighthearted atmosphere everyone had missed, and Jungkook soaked in the love radiating from the comments.
As the stream progressed, Jungkook playfully interacted with the fans, responding to their messages and joking about his newfound hobbies. "I've been getting into art lately," he said, chuckling. "I thought I was the next Picasso, but my drawings look more like something my little niece would do!" His endearing self-deprecation endeared him further to his audience. However, amidst the laughter, a shift occurred when a fan's comment caught Jungkook off guard.
"What do you think about addiction, Jungkook?"
The atmosphere grew somber in an instant. Jungkook paused, his expression turning serious. He could feel the weight of the question hanging in the air, the laughter fading into silence. "Addiction," he began slowly, the sincerity in his voice drawing everyone's attention. "It's something I've thought a lot about, especially these days." He leaned closer to the camera, his brow furrowing as he chose his words carefully. "It's everywhere around us, especially in this age of excess."
He took a deep breath, the reality of the conversation dawning on him. "Scrolling, eating, drinking, more scrolling, Netflix, porn, TV, even more scrolling... this is called living in a state of excessive consumption. Mindless activity that gives us temporary pleasure." His words hung in the air, the gravity of the topic resonating deeply with many fans.
Jungkook continued, "This is why most people are addicted to consumption. But do you know what this is doing to your brain? It's frying your dopamine receptors. Bombarding your mind and nervous system with way too much." The seriousness of his tone drew murmurs of concern from the chat. "This is why you can't focus, can't sleep, lose motivation, struggle to be present, etc. Humans aren't meant to be exposed to the amount of stimulation the modern world brings."
As he spoke, memories flooded back—memories of his teenage years, a time when he himself had struggled with addiction. The haunting shadows of his past loomed large as he reflected on the dark times that had once consumed him. Jungkook's gaze drifted as he recalled how easy it was to slip into habits that promised relief but only deepened his despair. "It's a cycle," he murmured, his voice filled with a blend of sorrow and understanding. "You think you're finding happiness, but it's all just a façade."
He drew on his own experiences, the struggles he faced in silence while navigating the pressures of fame. "That's why the Stoics advised us to exercise the virtue of moderation," he continued, a hint of determination in his tone. "Moderation means not overdoing things nor underdoing them. Remember, you can stay happy as long as there are no corresponding pains, according to Epicurus. The wise man drinks a little to attain pleasure but not so much as he will cause himself a hangover."
There was a pause as Jungkook collected his thoughts, the memory of his father weighing heavily on his heart. He had shared this story before, but today, it felt especially poignant. "My dad... he struggled with addiction his whole life," he revealed, his voice trembling slightly. "He was a brilliant man, but he lost everything to it. I fell into that deep hole myself in my teenage years. I didn't realize how much it was consuming me until it almost cost me everything."
Tears threatened to spill from his eyes, and he took a moment to compose himself, trying to maintain his composure. "I was lucky enough to find my way out," he continued, his voice now stronger. "But not everyone gets that chance. My father... he didn't make it. He passed away because of it, and I've had to carry that burden with me."
The chat was now filled with supportive messages, fans expressing their love and understanding. Jungkook wiped away a tear, not bothering to hide his vulnerability. "It's a heavy thing to talk about," he admitted, "but I want you all to know that it's okay to struggle. It's okay to seek help. It's okay to admit that you're not fine. We're human, and we're all trying to navigate this crazy world together."
His words resonated deeply with many fans, sparking conversations in the chat about mental health and the importance of seeking help. Jungkook continued, sharing how he learned to find balance and moderation in his life, turning to healthier outlets instead of succumbing to the quick fixes of modern distractions. "Exercise, art, music—these are the things that bring true joy and fulfillment," he encouraged. "Find what makes you feel alive, not just temporarily satisfied."
As the stream progressed, Jungkook reflected on how society often glorifies the hustle culture, pushing individuals to the brink of exhaustion in pursuit of success. "But what is success if you're not truly living?" he questioned. "We need to redefine what it means to live fully. It's not about the number of followers or likes but about the connections we make and the experiences we share."
The atmosphere lightened again as he switched gears, sharing more humorous anecdotes and interacting with fans, but the earlier conversation lingered in the back of everyone's minds. It was a rare moment of authenticity from a star often seen as untouchable, and it deepened the connection between Jungkook and his fans. As the stream began to wind down, Jungkook looked into the camera, his expression earnest.
"I want you all to promise me something," he said, his voice firm. "Take care of yourselves. Don't let the world's noise drown out your inner voice. Seek help if you need it, and don't be afraid to lean on those who love you. We're all in this together, and there's always hope, even in the darkest of times."
The chat exploded with messages of love and gratitude, fans thanking him for his honesty and vulnerability. Jungkook smiled, his heart warmed by the outpouring of support. "Thank you, ARMY," he said softly. "You're the reason I keep going, the reason I strive to be better. Let's all work on being kinder to ourselves and to each other."
As he signed off, a sense of relief washed over him. He had shared a piece of his heart, a story that needed to be told. In doing so, he not only opened up about his past but also inspired countless fans to reflect on their own lives and the importance of moderation and self-care.
In the days that followed, the conversation around addiction and mental health continued to grow, spurred on by Jungkook's courageous admission. Fans shared their own stories, finding solace in one another and forming support networks. It was a ripple effect that Jungkook had never anticipated, yet it filled him with hope.
As he reflected on that live stream, Jungkook felt a renewed sense of purpose. He was more than just a member of BTS; he was a beacon of light for those navigating their own struggles. He was determined to use his platform for good, to encourage conversations around mental health, and to remind his fans that they were not alone.
And in that mission, he found healing. The journey of understanding himself, his father's struggles, and the complexities of addiction became not just a burden but a source of strength. Jungkook knew he had a long road ahead, but he was ready to walk it, step by step, with his ARMY by his side.
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FanficLots of Jungkook hurt/sick one shots. There will be many many triggers and I will put every trigger at the beginning of the chapters . If you have requests , just text me and I'll write them as chapter . My English isn't the best but I'll try to m...