THE SAME EVENING 5:59PM Sept 7 , 2024 📍: Spring Farm , Jasmine Ave Montego Bay , Jamaica.
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"No , kill mi fucking pickny and yuh see nuh bombohole" I pushed her face back with my fingers. "See if mi nuh fling weh yuh body a one part"
"A my pickny tuh and a my body suh mi have a choice" She defended folding her arms across her chest.
"Mi nuh give not one fuck , Yuh know wah woulda happen if yuh mek mi cum inna yuh , seet deh we fuck raw and mi breed yuh" My body started getting heated as I tried my best not to say something that I would regret later.
"A my body" She spoke again a harsh glare sitting in her eyes. "Ahh mi nah argue wid yuh enuh , if yuh kill mi pickny pack yuh things dem" I shrugged walking past her.
"If yuh kill mi pickny mi and yuh done zimmi" I walked out of the room my fist clenching.
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I watched as he walked out of the room and as soon as the door closed my eyes filled with tears.
Mi nuh wah have a abortion but we too toxic fi raise a pickny together.
I sat on the bed my mind running wild.
Wah if him lef mi fi smaddy else afta mi gi birth?
Mi always seh mi nuh wah nuh pickny but now mi have oneand mi nuh know the first thing of being a mother. Deven know ifI want to be a mother.
But jai's right , Mi did know wah woulda happen if we neva use protection and we still dweet anyways.
Consequences to our own actions. ×××××××××× 3:58AM
I sat on the bed with my phone in my hands. Hearing the room door open I looked up to see jai.
"Weh yah come from?" I placed the phone down to look at him. He looked up then hissed his teeth not answering.
"Mi seh weh the fuck yah come from" I repeated a little bit louder. "Bredda nuh badda wid it" His voice replied coldly.
"One argument and yuh lef fi ten plus hours?" I pushed down the uneasy feeling in my chest looking at him intensely.
"One argument? Doh mek it look like we just a argue ova fuckry , yuh wah kill mi bomboclaat pickny" His voice getting louder.
"See whoever yaad yah come from guh back" I laid down turning on my side. "Man eh betta yuh come gah yuh bredda and stop inna chattings wid mi"
Oh.
"Alright" I replied standing up from the bed. I walked into the closet grabbing anything ny hand could reach.
I folded them up putting them into my suitcase that sat at the edge of the closet. I felt tears falling from my eyes as I walked back into the room with the suitcase in my hands.
Dem pregnancy hormones and mi nah guh work.
"Weh yah guh?" I looked up to see him seated on the bed looking at me. Ignore his questions I grabbed my phone to call Tristen when I felt my phone being grabbed from my hands.
I looked up to see him throwing my phone at the wall a gasp leaving my lips when it fell on the tiled floor shattering instantly.
"Weh the fuck wrong wid yuh?? Yah guh buy dat back" I folded my arms not looking at him.
"Yuh nah guh nuh weh" He grabbed my suitcase throwing it across the room then grabbed me throwing me on the bed.
Before I could sit up he was already on top on me holding my hands down. "Stop touch mi" I yelled out trashing beneath him.
"Mi already feel like shit about the pregnancy situation and yuh still a bring more stress pon mi , mi hate yuh" I yelled again tears now following from my eyes.
"Yah gwan like a yuh alone fucking stress? Imagine yuh woman a breed fi yuh and she nuh want eh pickny but you want eh" He got up off me and I quickly sat up.
"Imagine feeling like you should get an abortion because yuh nuh think yuh relationship stable enough fi a baby?" His eyes instantly met mine as he squinted his eyes at me.
"Suh if a did smaddy else yuh breed fah yuh woulda keep it?" He asked and I stayed silent my eyes moving from his.
"Kashiye mi ask yuh a question" His voice gradually getting louder. "Yes and mi choose nuh fi ansa"
"Yuh nuh gimme not one good reason fi keep eh baby , from mi find out a bay arguing" I felt tears filling my eyes when I started playing with my fingers.
"Mi give yuh nuff reason , fi see seh mi really wah eh pickny and yah look pon mi and say yuh wah a next ute pickny?"
"See weh mia fucking talk boh" My tears dried up as I got off the bed while he stood in my way.
"Mi tiaad duijai , Mi done " I spoke defeated as I tried moving away from him but he only chuckled darkly.
"Gwan a yuh bed yere" He looked at me his eyes getting alot darker and serious.
"Bredda mi seh mi done wid yuh move outta mi way" I shoved him as hard as I could only for him not to move a muscle.
"Done wid who? Aye gyal guh siding before mi affi buss up yuh bomboclaat face Inna dis" He grabbed my hands squeezing my wrist together.
"Duijai let mi guh nuh" I tried fighting my hands out of his grip. His right hand quickly found its way to his waist pulling out a gun which he rested on my jaw.
"Yuh know seh mi will put a shot inna yuh face enuh , who yah try lef??" He lightly patted the gun on my jaw.
Bloodclaat now.
"Yuh come back wid dis?" My eyes not leaving his. "Dis time mi dead fucking serious mi will kill yuh" His voice sending shivers down my spine.
"Please do , nav nothing a live fah" I shrugged seeing his eye soften.
"Yuh have we baby" His eyes holding desperation in them. "Kash please nuh kill eh pickny dawg" His voice soft as he pulled the gun away.
"Jai" I placed my hands on his face my fingers slowly running over his cheek.
"Man a sinna enuh mi nuh fi a beg fi nothing , but kash jus wull medz nuh" He voice spoke softly. My eyes ran over his face a stressful sigh leaving my lips.
