THE SAME MORNING. 3:51AM Feb 15 📍: Spring Farm , Jasmine Ave Montego Bay , Jamaica.
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I sat on the bed my eyes glued to my bloody hands tears falling from my eyes as flashbacks hit me a empty feeling in my chest.
My body shook violently as Kash lifelessly face flashed before my eyes. I took up the glass that sit on the bedside table throwing it to the wall seeing it shatter harshly falling to the ground.
My hands flew to my hair gripping and pulling on it.
The one fucking time mi decide fi gi smaddy mi heart a dis reach mi?
I closed my eyes Kash appearing infront of my vision a beautiful smile sitting on her face.
-I love you always death cyah stop we-
Her voice spoke but knowing it wasn't real I flicked my eyes open realizing I now have my gun in my hand.
*A your fault*
*if yuh neva come inna har life dis neva woulda happen*
*kill yuhself yuh life meaningless*
I quickly dropped the gun on the floor my eyes wondering over the cold and lonely room.
Maybe mi nuh deserve love.
Why? Why when mi decide fi open up mi heart to somebody a dis gwan?
Kai is as Tristen house with tay. Tristen is missing. Tay is absolutely broken. Sere haven't spoken one word. Kai keeps crying and saying "mama"
While me on the other hand is here contemplating suicide atleast I'll be with her again but Ican't leave Kai without a parents.
I'll see her soon. ×××××××××
4WEEKS LATER.
📍: Spring Farm , Jasmine Ave Montego Bay Jamaica.
"Luci stop eh bawling nuh man yah bawl fi 4 weeks straight" I frustratingly button his pants then straighten his black turtle neck that had a picture of him and his mom on the back while mine had a picture of me and her on the back.
Mi still in denial mi nuh believe Kash dead , she cyah dead.
I looked down on the ring on my pinky finger a sad smile appearing on my lips as her face flashed before my eyes.
