𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐚.

009 ♥︎.

THE SAME NIGHT
12:44AM
AUG , 12 2024

"Yuh neva affi duh dat" I laid beside him the bedsheets covering our body. "Mi kinda feel bad" I sighed thinking about how Zidane must feel.

"I don't" He shrugged his arms pulling me closer. "Yuh wah guh out wid mi tomorrow?" He asked drawing circles on my waist.

"Like a date??" A smile appearing on my face. "Date a fi batty man" Rolling my eyes at his comment.

"So we can have a mature conversation now?" Looking up at him to see him already staring down at me. "And yuh nah guh get mad again?" He nodded.

"Weh yuh wah from me?" I asked my eyes scanning his face. "Everything" My eyesbrows frowned in confusion at his response.

"Everything? Weh yuh mean?" He had a small smile on his lips.

"Yuh know mi anuh liaad when mi did first meet yuh a likkle front mi did want still but everything just ...... change? Mi nuh know" He shrugged pulling me closer to him.

"Like yuh ketch feeling fimi?" A small laugh leaving my lips. "Neva know Mr sinna have feelings" I teased laughing a little.

"Mia gah Canada fi a few weeks" He changed the topic my head laying on his chest listening to his heartbeat. His fingers grabbed my chin holding my head up to look at him.

"Okay" I responded whole he placed soft kisses on my lips , but then my phone pinged interpreting us.

Stretching my hand I grabbed my phone turning it on to see a notification from instagram saying "_Mightyy_Trinty mentioned you in a story"

I clicked on the notification leading me to instagram , her story popped up.

"Jai" He hummed in response to me calling his name , Turning my phone to his face showing him the story.

"Uno deh?" I asked sitting up causing the sheet to drop wxpose my breast that are filled with hickeys. "No but mi fuck har" He shrugged not caring.

"When was the last time" I questioned still looking into his eyes. "This morning" He hesitated before answering.

"Ohh" I turned my phone back to myself liking her story then clicking off. Pushing the sheets off my body I got up walking around the room to find my t-shirt.

"Kash mi and yuh neva did a talk" He sat up from the bed. "No it's all good" I gave him a half smile picking my t-shirt and panties up.

"Jah jah" He sigh. "Come here" I nodded a "no" putting my shirt over my head. Turning my phone on to see the time.

"Maybe a time fi yuh guh home" My eyes not meeting his. "And then yuh talk boh mi cyah have a mature conversation , but the simplest things yuh wah mi leave yuh alone" His tone not as soft anymore.

"Yuh just call Zidane fi mek him hear yah fuck mi but yah fuck other people? , mi nuh understand yuh" I laughed humorously shaking my head.

"Yuh still deh pon dat? A weh yuh duh? have feelings fi him?" He got up off the bed putting him underpants on.

"Mi nah guh argue wid yuh" I shook my head walking back to the side of the bed. "Yuh childish sometimes yuh fuck" I laughed moving my attention to him once those words come out if his mouth.

"Oh?? Maybe mi fi guh fuck Zidane right now" His body snapped to me while zipping up his pants. "Seh bet seh mi box yuh inna yuh bloodclaat" His body walking towards the bed.

My heartbeat picked up as he walked around the bed to where I was kneeling in the bed. "Seh bet pussy" I looked up at him no words leaving my mouth.

"Nav nuh chat now ?" He tilted his head a smirk sitting on his lips. "Run nuh more fuck joke wid mi and see if mi nuh kill you and dah ute deh" He used his fingers to push my head back harshly.

"How yuh know a joke? How yuh know mi nuh fuck him already?" I tilted my head to the side seeing him clench his teeth.

He reached to my bedside table opening the draw , and taking out a gun that I didn't know was there. He tooked the safety off the gun placing it to my head.

"Repeat dat" His finger already resting on the trigger. I closed my eyes my heartbeat picking up.

God see and know mia stop fuck him. Dis a move from a joke to straight up abuse.

My eyes stung as tears build up. "Yuh nav nuh more chat?" My eyes met his tears running down my cheek.

My body trembled as more tears running down my cheek. "Next time yuh run nuh fuck joke wid mi yuh nah guh like it" He lightly hit me with the gun then pulled it away from my head clicking the safety back on then putting it into his waist.

I sinked myself further into the bed my body still shaking watching him get dressed without a single word. More tears falling from my eyes.

This is the first time in my 19 years of living have I ever been this scared. Even after our house got shot up by Tristen "opps" this is the most scared I've ever been.

My eyes moved to jai figure seeing him fully dressed. He walked up to me , as I pulled the sheet further up to my face.

He gently grabbed my chin forcing my face up to look at his face. My eyes met his tears filling my eyes. He placed a soft kiss on my lips , but I didn't kiss him back.

Pulling away he placed another kiss on my lips wiping the tears off my cheeks. "Goodnight" He placed another kiss on my lips then stood up straight. Turning on his heel he walked out of my room closing the door behind him.

I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding. My body started trembling as soon as the door close , I sat up quickly holding onto my chest trying to breathe. Closing my eyes I tried my hardest to calm down feeling sweat ran down my face.

I need somebody , anybody.

My vision got blurry my head spinning as I tried to calm myself down. My head started pounding as I slowly tried breathing. I slowly calmed down tears running freely from my eyes. Laying back in bed my heart and mind racing.

This anuh eh first time him put a gun to my head , but this a eh first time mi actually see mi life flash before mi eyes.

This time him actually look like him did aguh kill mi and that scared the fuck out of me.

Him fuck other woman but get "dawk" when I talk about fucking another guy? Like how does that make sense.

I sat there my mind running wild but then I came to the realization that I'm allowing this to happen to me. He almost killed me before by choking me to the point of blacking out and I forgave him then slept him again.

Tears ran down my face landing on my pillow as I came to the conclusion that may cost me my life but I have to do it.

I'm officially done with Duijai Blake.
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