He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 8 Rumors

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Bai Jiayan sometimes thinks that it would be great if she were also a little girl, and could openly express her appreciation to the straight man Sizhousi. . He secretly rummaged through the vinegar bucket and had nothing to say, so he could only swallow it sourly. If Sizhou himself understood this signal, he would not know what he would think of him after he regained his memory.

It's useless. Si Zhinan can't be with you, why aren't he allowed to be with anyone else? Bai Jiayan thought about it, looked away, and continued to prepare the meal without changing his expression.

A little girl at the table next to Sizhou stood up suddenly. Her long straight black hair was hanging down, and she looked quite outstanding. She smiled confidently and sat down opposite Sizhou: "Are you here to eat alone? Are you tall?"

"Waiting for someone." Sizhou's expression was calm.

"It seems that you have been waiting for a long time. Will that person come again?" The little girl handed a piece of chicken wings she had just ordered to Si Zhou, saying it was a treat, and she would chat with him for a while before the person he was waiting for arrived. He also asked if he was interested in the topic of love. His intention was very obvious, "Do you have someone you like? What kind of person do you like?"

Just when the little girl was talking about what she just said, Sizhou moved his fingers and placed an order on his mobile phone. Bai Jiayan looked over and saw that the cup was delicious. Please note, please ask Bai Jiayan to deliver it to him personally.

As a fast food restaurant clerk, Bai Jiayan was very dedicated. He quickly made a cup and delivered it to Sizhou's table. As soon as he put down the things, someone grabbed his wrist: "That's him I just talked about. I like this."

The little girl realized He chatted with a gay man for a long time and froze in his seat in embarrassment. Even Bai Jiayan, who had just delivered the meal, was also dumbfounded: "I'm busy."

"Yeah, I know, I'll wait for you to get off work." Si Zhou smiled with a smile on his face. The image is spinning in the spring breeze, as if he is really a young man waiting for his lover. The little girl was stuffed with a mouthful of dog food for no apparent reason and quickly stood up to say goodbye.

Sizhou then let go of his hand and took back his acting skills of pretending to be a young boy: "There are still twenty minutes left, let's go."

Bai Jiayan had no choice but to return to his job. Just for a moment, he clearly noticed that someone was looking at him, which made him feel a little uncomfortable. He finished preparing his last meal of the day, and when the time came, he took off his work clothes and apron and sat down opposite Sizhou.

When there are many people, Bai Jiayan helps fry snacks in the kitchen, and his forehead is already sweating. Sizhou picked up a clean napkin on the table to wipe off the sweat beads of Bai Jiayan, and at the same time pushed Zhong Ke, who seemed to be unmoving on his table but might have had a few sips, in front of him.

"I'll do it myself." Bai Jiayan reached out to take the tissue in Sizhou's hand, but he cleverly avoided it. He had no choice but to give up, and he was indeed thirsty, so he directly picked up the cup of Coke in front of him and poured it into his mouth. Sizhou looked at his hurried look and spoke slowly: "You are really good at choosing. You happened to drink where I just drank."

"I didn't mean to..." Bai Jiayan felt embarrassed for a moment, Sizhou Zhou couldn't help but curl his lips: "You're kidding, go back, Uncle Zhang is waiting."

Bai Jiayan did not refuse Sizhou's kindness. He had often taken Uncle Zhang's car in the past and was quite used to it. As soon as his butt touched the back seat, Sizhou squeezed in: "Come to my house to practice piano?"

"It's so late. You're a patient. Go to bed early. I won't disturb you." Sizhou's house is well soundproofed and there is no access to the bedroom. There was no music playing from the door, so whether it would make noise to the neighbors or not was not a concern for Bai Jiayan.

"No need to bother. Don't refuse me unless you are free." Sizhou knew that Bai Jiayan's municipal competition would be in two weeks. "I said I would find another time to practice piano, but now I don't want it delivered to my door?"

In addition to music, Bai Jiayan I don't have too many hobbies, and I don't hold an important position in the student union or club, so I have nothing to do except practice piano in my spare time. He couldn't resist the temptation of the piano and agreed to Sizhou's proposal.

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Sizhou's parents happened to be at home. Bai Jiayan said hello and was taken directly to the bedroom by Sizhou.

The piano has been well maintained over the years. Bai Jiayan sat on the piano bench, opened the music score in front of his eyes, and started playing.

The sound of the piano slowly flowed into Sizhou's ears. This piece of music had a quiet and peaceful atmosphere, as if the moonlight had entered the house and the sea waves were rippling in the distance. He looked at Bai Jiayan's figure while playing with fascination, and his focused profile was painted by the light, as if he overlapped with the young Bai Jiayan.

Bai Jiayan and he were only eight years old that year. Sizhou sat closest to the stage and listened to Bai Jiayan's piano solo. Even though it was only a small regional competition, Bai Jiayan was not sloppy. He often swapped rooms with Sizhou and practiced until late at night in the soundproof bedroom. When he woke up, he would sneak back home through the window without any parents noticing.

Bai Jiayan played "Fantasia" from Schumann's Childhood Scenes Suite. When Sizhou heard it for the first time, he pulled Bai Jiayan's arm out of curiosity: "Jiayan, what's the name of this piece?"

"The teacher said it was called "Fantasia". He also said it was a love letter written by Schumann to his lover. "It was written by recalling the moments when I was with my lover when I was a child." Bai Jiayan blinked innocently, "I don't understand, can a piece of music be used as a love letter? I asked the teacher, and the teacher said that children shouldn't understand so much. It's obviously him who wants it. Tell me."

Sizhou thought for a moment, tilted his head and said, "But if Jiayan writes me a song, I will be very happy."

"I will write it for you when I learn it." Bai Jiayan seemed to understand but not understand. Nodding, Sizhou looked into his eyes again and asked, "But I feel like crying. Were they sad when they were children?"

"No, the teacher said that because it was written when he and his lover separated. ." Bai Jiayan repeated the words.

Sizhou suddenly hugged Bai Jiayan tightly in his arms: "I don't want to be sad, and I don't want to be separated from you."

"But you and I are not lovers." Bai Jiayan thought for a moment, "Don't lovers just kiss? ?"

Sizhou raised his hand and patted Bai Jiayan's head gently: "You are so stupid. Didn't you say before that you wanted to marry me and then play the piano for me every day? You can kiss me after you get married."

"You lied, my mother It is said that only men and women can get married." Bai Jiayan felt that he was being teased and angrily went to squeeze Sizhou's arm. The other party immediately put on an aggrieved tone: "Whatever, I don't want to separate from Jiayan. ."

Bai Jiayan finished playing on the stage. As soon as he came off the stage, Sizhou happily ran over to pick him up, but before he could reach anyone, Bai Jiayan fainted on the steps. The ambulance arrived at the scene quickly. Sizhou was waiting at the hospital, crying anxiously: "Jiayan doesn't want to die, I don't want to be separated from Jiayan..."

The parents on the side hurriedly comforted him, saying that Bai Jiayan just didn't get enough rest. I fainted without eating breakfast and woke up soon after. Sizhou then wiped away his tears, and when the ward door opened, he rushed in and hugged Bai Jiayan: "Ugh, don't separate from me, don't die..."

Bai Jiayan hammered Sizhou's arm: "You're the one who died. You are here."

"Then you are not allowed to scare me anymore, and you must always play with me."

"Okay." Bai Jiayan smiled and flirted with him.

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From then on, Sizhou always supported Bai Jiayan, fearing that he could not take good care of him. Although it was just a misunderstanding, Sizhou could never forget the feeling at that time. What would he do without Bai Jiayan? They have been together since childhood, and they should continue to go smoothly in the future.

Every day as long as you open your eyes, you can see Bai Jiayan. In elementary school, middle school, high school, and even college, whether it is a relationship that turns sour or a lover-like infatuation, it is a matter of course and does not require any complicated reasons.

When the last measure fell, Sizhou walked to the piano and said, "It's very smooth."

"It's not even close." Bai Jiayan frowned instead, "I'll ask the teacher when I have time." Then he stood up and was about to leave.

Sizhou saw the other party walking out of the room and spoke to his back with a tone as soft as the wind: "Good night, little Jiayan."

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Bai Jiayan got home very late yesterday. Fortunately, his parents went to bed early and didn't notice him entering the house late at night. , save yourself a scolding. At eight in the morning today, he seemed a little sleep deprived, so he decided to give up his bicycle and take the subway to school in order to avoid an accident.

He had no interest in public courses such as ideology, morality and the rule of law, so he couldn't lift his spirits throughout the class. He rushed to the dormitory to sleep as soon as get out of class was over.

Both roommates were there, and Zhou Zhibei was smiling mischievously. When Bai Jiayan walked in, he asked, "Jiayan, I heard that you really broke off that steely straight guy of your senior brother?"

"Huh?" Bai Jiayan His face was full of confusion, "Where did you hear that?"

"It was spread everywhere that at the fried chicken shop at the school gate, your senior brother held your hand and told a girl that he liked you."

Bai Jiayan was helpless secretly. Sizhou was a conspicuous figure in the School of Mathematics and Physics, with good grades. He was the monitor of the physics class, and held an important position in the student union. He was also a student in the Youth Horse class, and received scholarships time and time again. It was not surprising that he happened to meet a classmate he knew.

"It's not what you think, it's... senior brother, he was pestered by a girl, and he had no choice but to catch me and say those words." Bai Jiayan explained quickly.

Zhou Zhibei looked doubtful, and even Lin Yi, who had always been calm, came over and looked at Bai Jiayan, as if looking for signs of lying. Seeing this situation, Bai Jiayan's face became even more helpless: "Really, who doesn't know that senior brother is straighter than the clothes drying pole outside."

"Oh, that one was knocked on the corner by Lin Yi recently and almost broke. I was about to go Buy new ones."

Bai Jiayan: "..."

Before Bai Jiayan could think of his next line, the dormitory door that was ajar was pushed open from the outside. He looked up and saw that the person coming was Si Zhou, whose head was still wrapped in gauze.

Seeing Zhou Zhibei and Lin Yi surrounding Bai Jiayan, as if they were tortured to extract a confession, and looking at Bai Jiayan's stupid look, Sizhou guessed that the person was not up to par, so he went up to help rescue them.

"Xiao Jiayan, I have a headache, you have to take care of me." After saying that, he put on a pained face, took Bai Jiayan's wrist, and glanced at the other two roommates suggestively.

"..." Bai Jiayan always felt that this seemed to be getting darker and darker.

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