He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 45 Love You

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"What are you going to do?" When asking, Bai Jiayan made many ideas, such as buying a couple's backpack. Or a bracelet or watch, but Sizhou's answer was: "Next time, hold hands and go to class with me."

This idea did not surprise Bai Jiayan: "I know."

"Why did you agree so easily this time? "

Because like you said, we're wearing couple's clothes, so holding hands doesn't matter." When Bai Jiayan said this, he still couldn't hold back his embarrassment.

Sizhou deliberately moved closer to Bai Jiayan: "We are holding hands, what's the next step?"

Bai Jiayan thought about this question seriously. He and Sizhou had kissed and slept together. Regarding the relationship between lovers, If they have to say something they haven't done yet -

"..." He blushed silently.

Sizhou laughed: "Why this reaction? What are you thinking?"

"Nothing."

"Really nothing?" Sizhou obviously didn't believe what the other party said. He put his arm around Bai Jiayan's shoulders and let the other person's head rest on his chest. One hand kept fiddling with Bai Jiayan's hair, "It seems I have to get into little Jiayan's mind to take a look."

Bai Jiayan kept struggling in Sizhou's hands: "You have made a chicken nest on your head. ."

"Tell me what you were thinking just now and I'll stop." Sizhou pulled the person's hair and leaned into the other person's ear, "Are you thinking of kissing me?"

"...Yeah." Seeing that Sizhou had thought about it for him. Bai Jiayan agreed casually, although what he just thought of was clearly deeper than kissing.

Sizhou turned his face and said, "If you want to kiss me, you can kiss me now."

"Actually, I didn't want to..." Seeing that the situation was not right, Bai Jiayan changed his words.

"Then what are you thinking about?" At this point, Sizhou suddenly put on a pitiful expression, "Are you thinking about other men? If you think about holding hands with me and being seen, you won't have a chance with him, right? I knew you still couldn't let him go, I was just a substitute."

"No, I didn't think about anyone else." Bai Jiayan quickly pulled Sizhou's wrist, and the corners of the latter's lips curved up again: "I know, little one Jiayan only has me in his heart."

Then he still had no intention of letting go of Cai Cai's question: "Then you can tell me now, what are you thinking about?"

"It's just... something a little more extreme than kissing." Bai Jiayan said clearly. It was subtle, but it was enough to arouse Sizhou's reverie: "This is the first time I know you think like this, huh?"

"...I have classes in the fifth or sixth period, so I'm going to take a nap first." Bai Jiayan directly got under the quilt and put it on his back Close your eyes towards Sizhou.

Sizhou also got into bed: "Just in time, I have to go to bed on May 6th."

...

So the nap time was over, and as soon as Bai Jiayan followed Sizhou out of the dormitory door, the other party stretched out a hand towards him.

Bai Jiayan hesitated for a moment and took him up. The warm palms overlapped, and he shyly raised his face to look at Si Zhou: "We...will be considered a real couple, right?"

"Then I'm quite satisfied." Si Zhou held the other person's hand. He pressed his knuckles slightly, "After all, I like you."

Bai Jiayan's heart trembled, and he allowed Sizhou to hold his hand tighter and tighter. The two of them had just walked a few steps and passed by the door of 423 when they happened to bump into Chi Tang coming out of the dormitory. The latter glanced at the hands of the two holding each other: "Hey, senior brother, are you afraid that someone will fall? This is in the corridor of the dormitory. Is the ground not flat enough?"

"Xiao Jiayan is weak and the wind is strong today." Sizhou fooled him casually, took Bai Jiayan's hand and walked past Chi Tang, leaving the other person standing there with a puzzled face.

Is it windy? This wind obviously can't even blow up a few feathers.

What a scheming straight man.

...

Bai Jiayan and Si Zhou were not in the same teaching building this period. The two had to separate when they got to the Mingli Building. Si Zhou clenched the hand tightly for a moment, then slowly released it: "I'll come find you after class."

He Looking at Sizhou's back walking up the stairs, he felt inexplicably nostalgic for the warmth of that hand. Bai Jiayan turned around and went up to the Yaoliang Tower. As soon as he found a seat and sat down, he saw a photo sent by Sizhou, showing them holding hands.

Bai Jiayan: [When did you take the photo? 】He didn't notice it at all while walking on the road.

Sizhou: [When else could it be other than just now? ]

Bai Jiayan: [...I mean, you are too hidden. ]

Sizhou: [You didn't pay attention. Are you just thinking about holding hands and what's the next step? ]

Bai Jiayan: [...that's just a thought]

Si Zhou: [You admit that you thought about it. ]

Bai Jiayan: [...]

Sizhou: [Then you have to be prepared. 】

At this moment, Bai Jiayan seriously thought about what Sizhou had learned from him. He couldn't really think about it, right? It's clear that they don't have such a relationship yet.

Although Si Zhou could not be said to be particularly sensible, he was not particularly ignorant either. Bai Jiayan thought for a long time to no avail, and finally decided to open the music theory book and follow the lesson seriously.

...

Sizhou: [Since they look like a couple, they should be as close as a real couple, isn't that too much? 】

Bai Jiayan just got up in the morning and received this message from Si Zhou. He steeled himself to reply: [Aren't we close enough to you?]

Si Zhou: [Nothing is enough, it's hard for me to be satisfied.]

Bai Jiayan couldn't help but yawned, and barely controlled his eyelids from falling: [Then What else should I do?]

Sizhou: [You forgot what you promised me yesterday? 】

Bai Jiayan then remembered to send a voice message to remind Sizhou to have breakfast, but the voice message was still told by Sizhou himself. What is this, reminding him to remember to remind Sizhou to have breakfast? Normally, this kind of nesting doll would have been said to be crazy.

He pressed the voice button and said, "Brother, remember to have breakfast."

His voice sounded as if he hadn't woken up. Bai Jiayan said that he had tried his best and that he had reviewed very late yesterday.

Sizhou: [So cute. ]

[But that's all you remind your boyfriend to have breakfast? ]

Bai Jiayan asked blankly: [What else do you want? ]

Sizhou: [Say something your boyfriend would like to hear. 】

Bai Jiayan thought seriously for a while. Thinking of turning off the screen, he hurriedly turned on the phone again and saw the words "Brother loves you" written on the lock screen signature.

He held down the voice button and spoke again: "Brother, remember to have breakfast... Well, I..." He

always felt a little embarrassed.

Sizhou: [What do you want to say? ]

Bai Jiayan could almost imagine Sizhou's smiling face. He took several deep breaths and finally managed to send out another voice: "...Love you."

His hands were inexplicably nervous, holding the phone like a timer. bomb. He threw the lock screen of his phone aside and subconsciously got into his bed and rolled around a few times. It wasn't until the phone on the bedside vibrated again that he mustered up the courage to put the bomb back into his hand.

Sizhou also sent him a voice message. He clicked it and put it to his ear to listen.

"I love you very much, Xiao Jiayan."

Bai Jiayan silently collected the words, and the sleepiness just now disappeared instantly, leaving only the words "love you" in his mind.

Sizhou: [So good. So cute]

[Send me messages often. 】

Bai Jiayan: 【Got it】

I don't know if Sizhou wants to get it or not. When he typed such three simple words, he actually set off several small fireworks in his heart.

...

After the morning class, Sizhou returned to the dormitory. Bai Jiayan happened to come back from the piano room one step ahead of him and was already sitting on the bed.

As soon as Sizhou entered the door, he held him in his arms without any warning. Bai Jiayan looked up at him blankly: "What's wrong, senior brother?"

"You said you love me." Sizhou's hand wrapped around Bai Jiayan's body a little harder, "I thought of what I wanted you to do, hold hands next One step."

"What is it?" Bai Jiayan asked subconsciously.

"Say you love me, keep saying it, I really want to hear it." Sizhou leaned on his shoulder and spoke, with a hint of coquettishness. Bai Jiayan couldn't do anything to him. He overcame the shyness in his stomach and finally said: "I love you."

"I still want to listen."

"...Well, I love you."

Bai Jiayan couldn't count how many times he said it. He kept talking until his mouth was dry, and then he stopped and said: "Brother, I'm a little tired from talking."

"You're thirsty? I'll give you some water." There is a dedicated straight line in the corridor of the dormitory. At the water dispenser, Sizhou picked up the cup on the table, poured a full cup of cold boiled water, and put it to Bai Jiayan's mouth.

Bai Jiayan paused for a moment, then let Sizhou feed him. The water was poured in so fast that Bai Jiayan couldn't swallow it, and a streak of water flowed from the corner of his mouth. Sizhou quickly reached out to wipe it: "Why are you still acting like a baby?"

"You obviously fed it too fast." Bai Jiayan said dissatisfied. complain.

"Then I'll be slower," Sizhou handed the cup over again, "Baby."

"I told you, I'm not a baby."

"Who else can spit out water besides babies?" Sizhou reached out and pinched Bai Jiayan's cheek, "Don't you Is it a small faucet that will run water when it sees me?"

"..." Bai Jiayan always felt like a wheel was running over his face, "I am a human being, not a faucet."

"Okay, okay, faucet, come and drink some more."

Bai Jia was speechless. Someone obviously didn't listen to what he said. He turned his face sideways, deliberately avoiding the cup in Sizhou's hand.

"Don't drink anymore?" Sizhou tapped Bai Jiayan's lips that had just been moistened by cold water with his index finger, "Then continue."

Bai Jiayan frowned a little aggrievedly. After talking for half a night, he was completely exhausted: "Listen Aren't you tired of it?"

"Aren't you tired of hearing it?" Sizhou put down the water glass, "If you're tired of talking, you can say something else."

"What is it?" Bai Jiayan couldn't help but asked out of curiosity, and Sizhou approached him. He whispered something in his ear, and he couldn't help but blush at the tip of his ears, "You are trying to be a hooligan."

"I have already prepared you. You were so good on WeChat, but why are you like this now? You just said you love me. Did you lie to me?" Sizhou looked miserable again.

Bai Jiayan wanted to say that those few words just now were clearly what Sizhou wanted to say himself, but now someone insisted on resting on his sincerity.

Although in fact it is not that he is not sincere.

He didn't want to refute, so he could only sigh imperceptibly: "I understand, I'll say it."

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