He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 70 Acceptance

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Bai Jiayan subconsciously took a step back and kept a distance from Si Zhou.

"You..." Sizhou's mother froze at the door for a long time. Bai Jiayan was so panicked that he couldn't make a sound for a long time, and his limbs seemed to be firmly nailed in place.

Sizhou was the first to break the awkward situation. He quickly walked out of the bathroom, stood in front of his mother, and met her mother's gaze, as seriously as if he were doing an important ceremony: "Mom, it's what you see. "

Ah, that's it..." It seemed that his mother had lost the ability to respond just like Bai Jiayan. Sizhou could tell that this was not a tone of relief or understanding, as if he was trying to enter the house as a guest, but the owner did not want to receive him. Or they are unable to receive them, so they can only hurriedly set up a formation in front of the door to conceal the true intentions of the people inside.

"I forced him to date me."

"No," Bai Jiayan was brought back from his thoughts by Si Zhou's words, "It was me. I confessed my love to Si Zhou first."

Si Zhou glanced at Bai Jiayan's expression as if he was waiting for trial. With a look on his face, he then stood in front of his lover: "You don't have to be like this. In fact, if it hadn't been just now, I would have wanted to tell you and dad about this."

"Xiaozhou," his mother suddenly interrupted him, "Same for Jiayan, go out first. Let's eat."

"Mom——"

"Mom is fine, I just need some time to digest, be good, let's go eat first." Mother tried her best to appear calm.

...

The atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly seemed extremely awkward. Only Sizhou's father was looking for a topic, and the rest of the people seemed to have lost interest in talking.

Bai Jiayan's heart was heavy and she pretended to be worried. He turned his face sideways to observe Sizhou's expression, which was obviously not good-looking either.

"Ah... Auntie," Bai Jiayan's hands even trembled slightly as he picked up the vegetables. A piece of the best pork neck meat went into Sizhou's mother's bowl, "Eat this."

"...Be good." No matter how calm her mother looked, , and it couldn't alleviate Bai Jiayan's secret worries at all.

Sizhou's parents would probably leave after this meal. Bai Jiayan tried his best to please them, but found that he could do nothing during the short meal.

"I..." Bai Jiayan was about to say something when Sizhou gently held his hand under the table.

The familiar, reassuring heat.

As with every meal in the past, after the dishes were empty, my parents rushed back to the company to continue working.

"Uncle and aunt..." Bai Jiayan was anxious for no reason and subconsciously called out. However, when the two of them turned around, they couldn't think of the second half of the sentence. In the end, they had to say stiffly, "Be careful on the road."

The two of them said to each other . He responded kindly and friendly, and then disappeared through the door. Sizhou stretched out his hand and hugged Bai Jiayan into his arms: "It's okay. I'll call you when I have time. You don't have to think too much. They are my parents after all. I'll just come." "

Brother..." Bai Jiayan buried himself in Sizhou. Zhou's neck hollow, barking like a wounded animal. Si Zhou rubbed his head: "It's okay. What can happen to the biological parents? Be good, go back first, I will come to you later."

Bai Jiayan didn't want to leave at first, but Si Zhoufei asked him to go back and have a good rest, but he couldn't resist and had to Go out.

"You can call me when you miss me." Sizhou kissed him on the cheek.

...

Bai Jiayan only a few minutes after returning home, he ran out of the door again and knocked on Sizhou's door.

As soon as he walked in, he saw his mother sitting in the living room, reading a recipe book. She raised her head and saw through her son's mood at a glance: "Why are you unhappy?"

Bai Jiayan stood by the door and didn't speak for a long time, as silent as if time had stopped. The mother was about to break the embarrassment with some joke, but Bai Jiayan suddenly cut a corner of her head, quickly and sharply: "Mom, I...I'm dating Si Zhou."

He didn't dare to look directly into his mother's eyes, lowering his head as if waiting. Some kind of bad luck is coming. In the end, his mother just raised her hand and touched the top of his head: "That's it. Isn't it fun to be in love? Did you quarrel?"

"Mom..." Bai Jiayan slowly raised his head, and there were tears around his eyes. , flowing down the cheeks. When her mother saw his appearance, she just felt distressed and cute. She reached out and wiped the other person's face clean: "Silly boy, why are you crying? Let's talk about any conflicts and we can always work them out."

Bai Jiayan sniffed hard and tried his best . Suppressing her tears, she told her mother what had just happened. "Then he probably needs your company."

"But he asked me..." Bai Jiayan met his mother's gaze blankly.

His mother chuckled: "Go quickly, don't sit there in a daze."

Before he could wipe away his tears, he ran across the street in a few steps. When he broke into Sizhou's room, his nose and eyes were still slightly red. Sizhou looked at his pitiful look and quickly kissed away the tears on his face bit by bit: "Why are you crying? ?"

"I...I'm fine. I was moved to tears."

"Silly rabbit." Sizhou smoothed Bai Jiayan's hair, pulled her to the bed and sat down, saying that he had just called his mother and said Thinking of this incident, "Mom doesn't hate you, nor is she angry. She just didn't think that we would be like this."

"Is there... anything else?"

"No." Sizhou lay on his back, his head Falling on Bai Jiayan's lap, "She said she would come to see me again in a while, maybe at the end of the year or next year."

Sizhou then asked Bai Jiayan why he left and came back, and the latter told the whole story, which provoked The other party couldn't help but kissed him on the corner of his lips: "You're not allowed to go back once you're here."

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The words from his mother's mouth were not by the end of the year as Sizhou had guessed, nor by next year, but by a week. back.

Sizhou called Bai Jiayan to tell him about this and asked him to come to the beach after teaching piano. The specific reason was mysterious and unwilling to tell him.

It happened that Chi Zhen understood the teaching content very quickly today, so Bai Jiayan could get off work on time without having to wait for guidance. He took the subway to his destination and walked around the beach several times before he spotted Si Zhou.

In addition, the other party's parents are also there.

Bai Jiayan took a deep breath, swallowed down the timidity that unconsciously rose up in her chest, and pretended to greet her elders naturally.

"Jiayan, come and sit down." Mother pointed to the seat next to Sizhou.

Bai Jiayan obediently came over and sat down, raised his face to observe Sizhou's expression, and seemed to be in a good mood.

"Uncles and aunts all know that we can't change anything about you." The mother faced Bai Jiayan, "You have known each other for so many years and have a very good relationship. No one can separate you even if you want to."

Bai Jiayan stood still.

"You have to walk your own path in the future."

After saying this, his parents briefly explained to Sizhou and then hurried back to the car outside the beach. Bai Jiayan turned his attention back to Si Zhou: "Did you say something?"

"No," Si Zhou smiled solemnly, "If you say I will die without you, does that count?"

"...Don't make such a joke."

Sizhou didn't answer. He silently turned his attention to a red brocade box placed beside him, then held the thing in his arms: "Guess what this is?"

"Did you buy it?"

"No, my dad. "My mother gave it to me," Si Zhou added at the end, "Give it to me personally."

The person who received the gift was clearly Si Zhou, but Bai Jiayan felt warm in his heart for some reason, as if the warmth of the person next to him had infected him. body. He watched Sizhou open the box and found two silver bracelets inside.

Sizhou glanced at Bai Jiayan's wrist, especially the bracelet he had given to him at the beach before. He frowned subconsciously: "What a gift."

"Huh?" Bai Jiayan followed Sizhou's gaze. Looking over, "Isn't it for you? What does this have to do with me?"

"Of course I have prepared one for you." Sizhou took out one of the items, carefully placed it in Bai Jiayan's palm, and asked him which one he wanted to wear. One piece. Bai Jiayan said they could wear them together, and Sizhou gestured at the other person's wrist with the bracelet: "The colors don't match, maybe a little ugly."

"It doesn't matter." As soon as he finished speaking, there was a silver chain on his left wrist. , not only was it uncoordinated, it also seemed particularly cumbersome, but he still had no intention of taking it off.

Sizhou chuckled softly: "It's a bit silly."

"You put it on for me, you are the fool." Bai Jiayan started to argue inexplicably.

Sizhou was amused instantly: "Why didn't you say it was a gift from my parents?"

"That's not a good thing to say about elders..."

Sizhou laughed even more exaggeratedly. Bai Jiayan scratched his ears and his eyes involuntarily fell on the two chains on his left hand, touching them with his fingertips cherishingly.

"Do you remember we came here when we were children?" The cruise ship seemed to have set off, and Sizhou looked at the empty sea. Bai Jiayan nodded, and the two children sat on the beach waiting for the cruise ship. Finally, Sizhou was taken back by his grandma.

He recalled for no reason that when he went to Sizhou's house in high school, he saw that his grandma was obviously not in good spirits. She seemed to be suffering from illness that covered most of her body and was about to collapse in the next second. Sizhou kept holding her and waited until the old man was willing to go to bed to rest before reluctantly letting go.

"After I went back that day, grandma started to get sick." Sizhou paused, "I even suspected it was my fault at that time, but later I found out that she had been sick for a long time, and the incubation period was too long, and she didn't show symptoms until that day. Come out."

Bai Jiayan unconsciously clenched Sizhou's hand.

"The malignant tumor had already spread when it was detected. The day my grandma passed away, I felt like the sky was falling. Even the funeral came and went in such a hurry. I know money is very important. They have experienced such days, so You understand the importance of money better than me."

Ignoring the glances of the people around him, Bai Jiayan directly pulled Sizhou into his arms.

"A distant relative told me that such a big thing happened and my parents had to rush back from the funeral. They must have been more upset than me. I know, but I still couldn't help crying. I was the only one in the house at night. I was alone, even the nanny fell asleep, and I hid in the room and kept crying."

Bai Jiayan remembered that day, he also came to attend the funeral of Grandma Sizhou. At that time, Sizhou was surrounded by countless people offering condolences, and he could hardly see him. It wasn't until it got dark and no one answered the knock on the door that he quietly climbed up to the window sill of Sizhou's room and knocked on the window glass: "Sizhou——"

"How did you climb up? This is the second floor." Sizhou immediately said He jumped up from the bed, didn't even bother to wipe the tears on his face, opened the window and brought Bai Jiayan in.

Bai Jiayan reached out to wipe the tears on Si Zhou's face: "I can reach it by stepping on the distribution box. Don't cry. I won't go back tonight. I will accompany you."

The sound of the waves filled his ears again, and Si Zhou raised his head to face Bai Jiayan. "At that time, I suddenly thought, you must be the immortal sent by God to save me."

"I'm not that..."

"I just talked a lot with my parents." Si Zhou interrupted him, " When I accidentally mentioned this, they told me that they were sorry."

Sizhou paused for a moment: "They said you look like my brother, but I said not."

He kissed Bai Jiayan's neck quietly.

"You have been mine for nineteen years."

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