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"Why?"
"I just want time to think it over, and if there are unspoken rules, I really can't do it."
Sizhou heard this word from Bai Jiayan's mouth for the third time, and was helpless. She wanted to laugh a little: "Stop thinking about rules and irregularities. As long as you know that I want you, that's all."
"Well..." Bai Jiayan nodded.
...
After that, as Bai Jiayan said, except for the inevitable occasional meeting with Si Zhou in the company, the two people had almost no private face-to-face contact.
There was no face-to-face meeting, so Sizhou sent him a lot of messages on WeChat. Some were reporting on the recent itinerary, and some were talking about recent events, but most of them were love words.
Sizhou: [I gave you two options before, but I regretted it and wanted neither of them.
I only have one choice now, whether you want to be mine or not. Just mine. 】
【Every time I meet you in the company, I feel itchy. It's so hard to pretend I don't care about you. ]
[Don't call me Mr. Si, call me by my name. I've said it many times. Or, call it more intimately. 】
Bai Jiayan looked at these sticky messages and didn't know how to reply. It wasn't good to agree, and it wasn't good to be cold and perfunctory, so he didn't reply for a while.
It wasn't until Si Zhou's sudden phone call that the deadlock was completely broken. He had just finished his piano practice in the afternoon and was about to drive home from the practice room in the evening when he received a call from Si Zhou just as he reached the road: "Mr. Si? Is there something urgent?"
"I'm about to fall. ." Sizhou's tone was very calm, with a little inexplicable sadness.
"What's wrong? Where are you?"
"The balcony, on the fence."
"Mr. Si!" Bai Jiayan almost stopped breathing when he heard this answer. "You can tell me if you have anything to do. Don't overthink it. I'll come right now." Don't move, don't move..."
"I couldn't think about it. I just wanted to blow the wind on it, but I didn't know when I fell. Jiayan, will it hurt when you fall to the ground?"
"Yes...it hurts. Ugly, so you come down first—" Bai Jiayan was so anxious that he wanted to teleport in front of him. He simply couldn't imagine how he would face Sizhou if he disappeared in the next second.
"The wind is so cold, Jiayan, I'm so cold." Sizhou seemed to not understand him. No matter how Bai Jiayan tried to persuade him, he never expressed the slightest intention of coming down from the balcony. Bai Jiayan kept talking on his Bluetooth headset while driving to the address Sizhou had just sent him.
"It's so cold. What if I get sick from the cold?" Sizhou's tone sounded pitiful, like a small animal wandering on the street.
"It won't work if you get down..."
"I don't know how to get down, it's so high."
"Then, wait for me, I'll help you." Bai Jiayan speeded up the car silently, finally parked the car, and then almost He ran to the door of Sizhou's house. The nanny quickly led him in. He trotted in the direction pointed by the other party and broke into Sizhou's room without thinking: "Mr. Si! Are you okay?"
There was no sign of Sizhou on the balcony. The next second, Bai Jiayan Just fell into a warm embrace.
"Mr. Si?" Bai Jiayan felt relieved, but the sudden warmth made him at a loss what to do. Sizhou stroked his soft hair, as if touching a precious treasure: "I asked you to call my name, but you still can't learn it."
"Sizhou..." Bai Jiayan really didn't understand the situation in front of him, " Is this?"
"You didn't understand? I lied to you on purpose. You didn't reply to your message, and you didn't see me either. I miss you, especially you." Sizhou pressed his lips to Bai Jiayan's neck, and his voice seemed to be along the lines of His skin crawled up, eliciting an ambiguous itch.
Bai Jiayan's face couldn't help but heat up, and Si Zhou suddenly raised his eyes to look at him: "I've been waiting for a long time, can you give me the answer now?"
For a moment, the two people stared at each other in silence. Bai Jiayan was actually not that slow. He could feel the temperature and heartbeat of his body at this moment, and he never felt uncomfortable with Sizhou's behavior that crossed the line. The most important thing is that during this time, he also missed Sizhou.
Missing never lies.
"Mr. Si, I'm serious. I don't want to be the kind of little lover who just throws it away for fun."
"I won't go to all the trouble to meet a little lover who just wants to throw it away for fun." Si Zhou shook his hand. Putting his hand on his chest, "Bai Jiayan, I like you, I'm serious about it."
Bai Jiayan thought about it and awkwardly placed a soft kiss on the side of Sizhou's face: "Actually... I like you too.
" Words are like the fuse that ignites gunpowder. The sparks are led to burn towards the center, and finally fireworks burst out. Si Zhoulou was on his waist, plundering the other person's lips and tongue more eagerly and more intensely than the last time, as if he wanted to take it into his mouth and swallow it into his belly. "Say what you just said again."
"...I like you?"
"Say it again with my name."
"I like you, Sizhou."
"I like you, Jiayan."
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Bai Jiayan said to He There is no real sense that my boss is dating. After all, Sizhou is very busy. Every day is filled with endless documents, endless meetings with clients, and endless business discussions, so we don't spend much time together.
We don't dare to do anything when we meet at the company. We only send a few messages to each other after get off work on weekdays. We only go out together during holidays.
Bai Jiayan understood how busy the other party was, and he had no complaints about it. However, Sizhou realized the problem first and offered to stay with him throughout the weekend.
"Didn't you make an appointment with a client?"
"It's been rescheduled."
"Is it okay?"
"It won't be changed if it is." Sizhou on the other end of the phone chuckled, "I'll pick you up at my house tomorrow. You came last time I haven't even seen it properly."
"Well..." Indeed, Bai Jiayan hurried to the villa last time because he was worried that Sizhou would do something stupid. As soon as he entered the room, he was caught off guard by a confession. He didn't even know what the house looked like. Didn't look carefully.
Sizhou parked his car downstairs on weekends at the agreed time, waiting for Bai Jiayan to get into his passenger seat at the appointed time. The villa is located in the suburbs, and it took Bai Jiayan a long time to drive here last time.
The back room is exquisitely decorated, and there are many guest rooms and function rooms upstairs. There is a dedicated person responsible for cultivating green plants in the back garden, and the outdoor swimming pool on the roof is often taken care of.
"Can you swim?" Sizhou asked as he walked beside the swimming pool holding Bai Jiayan's hand.
"I know a little bit, but I don't swim very often."
"Try?" Sizhou and Bai Jiayan squatted down, took the other person's hand and put it into the water. The water in the pool was warm, so the weather was perfect for swimming.
"I didn't bring my swimming trunks..."
"Are you wearing underwear?"
"I..." Bai Jiayan was subconsciously embarrassed. Although they had a relationship, but at this moment, he wanted him to show such a look in front of Si Zhou. Still can't let go.
"I have swimming trunks, wear mine." Sizhou smiled solemnly, "Go in and change, I'll get them for you."
"Then you just..."
"On purpose." Sizhou kissed the side of his face, "You don't know me yet."
"Oh..."
Bai Jiayan was led into the back room to change into swimming trunks to avoid catching a cold, and also put on a bathrobe.
Sizhou took off his bathrobe first, revealing his strong and muscular figure, with a lot of muscles in his upper body, which made Bai Jiayan very envious.
"Want to touch?" Sizhou asked after noticing his gaze.
Bai Jiayan admitted that he did have such an impulse. He was also a normal and impulsive young man who had some thoughts about his boyfriend's figure.
"Then get in the water and come over and touch it."
Bai Jiayan took off his bathrobe with a look of embarrassment on his face. Compared with Si Zhou, he was a thin and fragile body that could easily break.
He swam to Sizhou's side and gently touched the opponent's abdominal muscles with his red ears. When he was about to withdraw his hand, he was pushed back by the opponent.
"Your hands are so hot."
"Because the water is hot..."
"My face is also very red." Sizhou's eyes gradually moved downward, "It's red here too."
"Don't..."
Before Bai Jiayan could finish speaking, Sizhou said His lips kissed her eagerly. The two people hugged each other in the swimming pool, their wet bodies touching each other. It was hard to tell whether the hotness on the surface of their skin came from each other or from the temperature of the water.
Bai Jiayan put his hands on Sizhou's shoulders for a while, and hugged his neck for a while, constantly changing his position in the water, floating up and down. Sizhou held him tightly to prevent him from sliding down the water.
"My breathing is so heavy." Sizhou's lips and tongue touched Bai Jiayan's ear, "Are you thinking about the same thing as me?"
"I..." Bai Jiayan was almost too embarrassed to speak. He was an adult in his twenties. People, of course, know what Si Zhou is talking about.
"Not here." Sizhou brought Bai Jiayan to the shore and carefully put on the bathrobe for him. "Let's go in."
Sizhou took him to his room. As soon as the door was locked, Bai Jiayan was carried in. In his arms: "Do you feel uncomfortable for the first time with me?"
Bai Jiayan pondered for a moment, and finally told the truth: "I... this is the first time I have done this with someone else. It hurts, is very tiring, and is still in that kind of..." No, I still wanted to cry at that time."
"My fault." Sizhou kissed Bai Jiayan's forehead lovingly.
"That's not what you thought..."
"But I just did it." Sizhou kissed his palm again, "I'm sorry, Yanyan."
"I'm not angry..." This was the first time Bai Jiayan heard from Sizhou Calling him a nickname was very novel and embarrassing to him.
"Yanyan, why are you so nice?" Sizhou hugged him tighter, "Then do you like this place? I've slept here since I was a child."
"I like it, but the sheets look new... Wouldn't it be a bit wasteful ? ?"
"It would be a waste to let you go back today."
After Sizhou finished speaking, he reached out and pulled Bai Jiayan to lie on the bed.
Bai Jiayan's eyes towards her boss Sizhou were completely different from that in the bathroom that day. If the first time he was a wild beast that lost his mind, now Sizhou is like a soft cloud, waiting to wrap him up and melt him.
A kiss fell on his neck first.
"Yanyan, please try to be gentle with me."
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