He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 50 Birthday

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"You are thinking too far." Bai Jiayan blurted out subconsciously. He was slightly surprised that his first reaction was this. , it seems that he is somewhat straight.

"I like to think about everything." Sizhou couldn't help frowning when he saw Bai Jiayan's unenlightened look, "If you live by the sea, you can have this kind of artistic conception of playing anytime."

Bai Jiayan couldn't help but shut up. He would close his eyes and imagine such a scene, with the sea view outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, a piano placed by the window, and the sound of waves coming from the distance. He would practice a piece of music in his free time to complement this natural sound.

He felt the sea breeze blowing on his face, as if he had entered the distant fantasy in Sizhou's mouth as soon as he closed his eyelids. Seeing that Bai Jiayan didn't speak for a long time, Sizhou thought that the person was asleep, so he tentatively pinched the cheek of the person in his arms, and received a response: "Huh?"

"You haven't answered me yet, what do you think?"

" It's pretty good." Bai Jiayan paused, "I just don't have any money."

"You will have everything in the future." Sizhou laughed.

Bai Jiayan was about to say something more when he suddenly heard a cry of pain from his right rear. He subconsciously turned around and found Qingxu sitting in front of a small round table. The glass holding the drink in his hand was broken somehow, and Qingxu's palm was scratched with blood from the glass.

He was close and happened to have paper on him, so he got up from Sizhou and hurriedly took a few steps to stuff a paper handkerchief into Qing Xu's hand. Qingxu took it, covered it on his wound, and looked up at Bai Jiayan: "Thank you, the quality of the cup is probably not very good. I accidentally knocked it over and broke it."

Bai Jiayan said a few polite words and just turned around . I saw Sizhou coming up to me at some point. He carefully observed Sizhou's expression and made sure there was nothing strange: "I was just passing the paper."

"I saw it." Sizhou replied calmly, but Bai Jiayan had an intuition that there was something else in the other person's expression. Meaning, such as the almost imperceptible doubts in his eyebrows, "I'm not angry. What do you think I am? A dynamite pack or a control freak?"

"A bit of both." Bai Jiayan thought about it and inadvertently remembered that he had done something to meet Ye Li. He lied and said he was practicing the piano, but Sizhou became furious and threatened to lock him away, so he felt that these two words could barely be combined.

"..." Sizhou put away his playful attitude and said in a serious tone, "I don't lose my temper that easily, don't you know?"

"Obviously you got angry when Ye Li sent a message." Bai Jiayan began to present evidence.

Sizhou frowned: "Do you have to mention his name?"

"Look, you are angry."

"..." Sizhou was rarely speechless.

The scene was silent for a moment. Bai Jiayan's eyes rolled several times on Si Zhou's obviously not so good expression, and he reached out to hold his hand: "I'm sorry."

"Be good." Si Zhou smoothed Bai Jiayan's hair, "I can It's not just a matter of saying sorry."

"I know, I will never mention others randomly again."

"To be precise, it is not allowed to mention some specific objects, not to talk about it in a particularly emotional way, and not under special circumstances . Let's talk later." Sizhou corrected him seriously.

Bai Jiayan recited these items silently, and pointed out the part he didn't quite understand: "What does it mean to be particularly emotionally full? What are special circumstances?"

"You are just happier than when you talk about me." Sizhou explained , "Special circumstances, like just now."

Bai Jiayan recalled the situation just now. Sizhou was just explaining his temperament issue quite seriously. He was just trying to refute the other party's point of view. Everything seemed rational and ordinary. "Actually, you were still angry when I contacted Qingxu."

This was a statement, not a question. Bai Jiayan would occasionally be a little clever in this kind of place.

Sizhou was silent for a while before replying: "Yes, I would rather lock you up."

He quickly continued the second half of the sentence: "But I can't."

The last time he said this sentence, Bai Jiayan was lying on the bed in his dormitory I almost shed tears. This time, Sizhou didn't have such overwhelming anger. Instead, he was very calm, with some unwarranted seriousness.

"I couldn't hold back my temper that time. I'm sorry." Sizhou seemed to know that Bai Jiayan was trying to lie about meeting Ye Li.

"No, you did a great job." Bai Jiayan stepped forward, carefully took Sizhou into his arms, and stroked his head like a child, "You still didn't do anything."

Sizhou rested his forehead on Bai Jiayan's shoulder and spoke after a long while: "I'm not good. I'm worse than you think. I not only lie but also do whatever it takes."

"I already knew this." Bai Jiayan laughed.

Sizhou didn't say anything, but stretched out his arms to hug the other person tightly. While feeling Sizhou's body temperature, Bai Jiayan let his thoughts wander freely, and finally settled on the confusion that Sizhou inadvertently showed when he first mentioned Qing Xu: "Do you think something is wrong?"

"Huh? "

I'm talking about Qingxu."

"It's a bit strange that the cup broke." Sizhou told the truth, "It shouldn't break like that so easily."

After hearing what the other party said, Bai Jiayan also noticed something abnormal, but He and Qing Xu were not close. In the end, there was no need to interfere with strangers' affairs, so he quickly forgot about them.

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Bai Jiayan and Sizhou have been huddled in the same bed these days. Different from the time when they slept separately, Sizhou suddenly became intimate with him. Ever since he said, "We'll be together when we return home," Sizhou filled up the progress bar without authorization.

But he doesn't hate it either.

Sizhou put an arm around his waist and put his face against his neck. When he said good night, his lips would rub against the skin of his neck, which made Bai Jiayan almost unable to sleep.

On the ship these days, Bai Jiayan would think about what to prepare for Sizhou's birthday whenever he had free time. They boarded the ship on the morning of the 24th. If nothing unexpected happened, they would return on the evening of the 25th. He would have less than one day to prepare for his birthday surprise on the night of the 26th.

There were balloons and candles in the room. There weren't many classes on Monday, and I still had time to make birthday cakes and decorate the room when I got home from morning classes. He planned to think of some nice love words for Si Zhou, but it always sounded stupid.

"Xiao Jiayan."

"Ah." Bai Jiayan turned around suddenly and found Sizhou standing at the door of the room.

"What are you thinking about?"

"Just..."

"What are you thinking about confessing to me?"

Sizhou could always guess his thoughts easily. Bai Jiayan pursed his lips tightly and said nothing to express his acquiescence. Sizhou poked his cheek: "It's really time to think about it."

When Bai Jiayan thought about it, he thought of the night when he returned and disembarked on the 25th, and he and Sizhou were in love. As he set out to return to the port, the latter looked at him with a smile: "Xiao Jiayan, do you still remember what you said?"

"Yes." Bai Jiayan shyly took out a homemade card from his bag. A small decoration was drawn on it with a black gel pen, and the words "Birthday Party Ticket" were written in the middle. It wasn't particularly beautiful, but you could tell that it was done with care, "This is for you."

"Did you draw it?" Si Zhou As he asked, he subconsciously turned the card over to the back, only to find that there was writing on the other side, "Confession invitation ticket? You are getting cuter and cuter."

"...Anyway, remember to come." In fact, he handed over the card. The moment he went out, Bai Jiayan felt inexplicably stupid.

Only Sizhou could think it was cute.

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Bai Jiayan only had one morning at eight o'clock on Monday. After saying hello to Si Zhou, he rushed home alone.

He inflated the heart-shaped balloons one by one and decorated them in every corner of the room, and the candles were also shaped in advance.

Sizhou has no preference for sweets, but as a birthday ritual, Bai Jiayan has made Sizhou a cake every birthday since he learned how to cook, and this year will be no exception. He drew a heart shape on the cake with pink cream according to his own ideas. He thought it was rustic and added a lot of other decorations. It took him a long time to be satisfied with his design.

It was already late after making the cake, and the time agreed upon with Sizhou was coming soon. He hid the cake first, practiced his lines several times in front of the mirror, and then took a deep breath and opened the door.

"Brother."

"It's beautifully decorated." Sizhou looked around the room and couldn't help but curl his lips. Bai Jiayan then carefully brought the cake to the birthday girl: "Brother, happy birthday."

Sizhou took the cake, his eyes fell on the pink heart in the center, and then looked at Bai Jiayan again.

"Brother, I..." Bai Jiayan read the lines he had prepared in advance carefully. He thought about many versions, and finally chose the most straightforward and simple words, "I like you, and I will seriously treat you as my boyfriend." ."

He paused: "I didn't finish what I said on the boat. What you gave me is not the most important. The important thing is that I really like you."

"I like you too." Si Zhou said like He wanted to look into the depths of Bai Jiayan's eyes and let all his emotions fall into his eyes.

He gently put the cake aside, and Bai Jiayan stared at his actions blankly: "Aren't you going to eat it?"

"Eat something else first." As soon as Sizhou finished speaking, Bai Jiayan's lips were kissed and licked , gnawed on, invaded, plundered inch by inch.

He seemed to have lost his mind, and all his consciousness was lost in this kiss. His sensitive mouth was constantly being stimulated, and every time the tip of his tongue passed across, he was shouting silently. We are lovers, and our body and mind belong to each other. There are no unnecessary worries.

"You love me, you say you love me." Si Zhou moved his lips to Bai Jiayan's ear, and the earlobe was held in his mouth, as if even the words were soaked through.

"Love you."

As if to confirm Si Zhou's statement, Bai Jiayan whispered back, including a kiss on the cheek.

Sizhou was stunned for a moment: "Is this also a birthday gift?"

"No, this is...an accident." Bai Jiayan kissed her as he wanted without thinking too much.

"Then it shouldn't be." Sizhou's kiss trailed down his neck, leaving hot marks on his skin. "Birthday gifts are only given on birthdays, but I hope I will have this in the future."

Sizhou stopped kissing immediately. Action: "But I can't wait anymore. Yanyan, I still want it."

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