He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 86 Extra 2: Qing Xu's Perspective

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Qing Xu has known Si since high school. Zhou is not a good person.

I first met him because of Bai Jiayan. At the opening ceremony of the school sports meeting in the first and second grade of high school, the school required each class of the first and second graders to put on at least one program. Qingxu selected a few people from his class to form a small chorus. He himself was spared and became one of the many audiences in the audience.

The figure of Bai Jiayan playing piano suddenly broke into his sight. For a moment, he seemed to have lost the ability to move, with only his eyes fixed on Bai Jiayan.

In fact, Qingxu was admitted as a music student, majoring in vocal music. He had seen many piano players, but Bai Jiayan was the first one to catch his attention. His eyes followed the other person until he came off the stage. He saw another outstanding-looking boy reaching out and hugging Bai Jiayan tightly into his arms. Bai Jiayan broke away not long after.

Isn't it harassment? How dare you do this in broad daylight? You are still a high school student, what will you do when you grow up? The more Qing Xu thought about it, the more he couldn't stand it. Unfortunately, there were many human barriers between him and Bai Jiayan, and he couldn't get over it no matter what.

The next moment, he suddenly saw Bai Jiayan smiling sternly at the boy. Qingxu was even more confused. If you were kidnapped, just blink, okay?

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Knowing the name Sizhou was the result of Qing Xu's long-term attention. He finally understood that the boy in the audience that day was not a molester, but a sweetheart who grew up with Bai Jiayan.

Qingxu went to the bathroom in the middle of his morning reading class. He happened to turn the corner and passed the stairs, and overheard something moving behind the door. He couldn't hold back his curiosity and walked over, hiding behind the door and looking into the corridor, and found Bai Jiayan and Si Zhou.

"Do you like him?" Sizhou's face was clouded.

"I don't like him, it's just that he insisted on handing it to me and said he just wanted to take a look. He didn't mean anything else. He asked me not to be burdened, so I didn't have the nerve to refuse..."

Sizhou's tone was full of sullenness: "I don't like it. You can't take away people's things. How many times do I have to tell you before you understand?"

"I..."

"Forget it, give it to me." Sizhou calmed down a little during a brief pause and stretched out his hand to Bai Jiayan, "I'll help. If you return it to Ye Li, just say that you have read it but cannot accept it."

Bai Jiayan nodded hurriedly and thrust the love letter into Sizhou's hand. Sizhou reached out and touched Bai Jiayan's head, said "good boy" and asked him to go back and read early.

Qing Xu hurriedly stepped around the corner and waited for Bai Jiayan to leave before returning to the door again. The expression on Sizhou's face suddenly became a hundred times uglier than at the beginning. The love letter in his hand was torn into pieces, scattered on the ground and stepped on by Sizhou himself.

"Fuck."

After swearing, Sizhou picked up the pieces on the ground and stuffed them into his pockets. When he passed by the trash can, he stuffed them all in.

Why is this person like this? Qing Xu thought, if you treat other people's thoughts as rubbish, how can you lie and deceive others? Also, how could you talk to Bai Jiayan in that tone? You are his sweetheart but not his biological father, so you can pick up trash, which is worth mentioning.

But overall it's really not a good thing.

...

This concept is becoming more and more ingrained in Qing Xu's mind.

Whenever he passes by Bai Jiayan's classroom, he will stop and take a look. Today happened to be the day he stayed on duty. The campus was empty, as if he was the only one busy taking out the trash.

Qingxu didn't expect there to be anyone in Bai Jiayan's classroom. He looked over from a distance and found Bai Jiayan and Si Zhou inside the door. There was also Ye Li standing outside the door - a name he also knew through long-term attention.

He had a good memory and remembered that the last time he heard this name from Si Zhou, he was the person who gave Bai Jiayan a love letter.

"I'm tired, little Jiayan, okay? I swept the whole classroom and I'm about to die." Si Zhou looked at Bai Jiayan with the eyes of a child craving for sweets.

"...Only for a while." Bai Jiayan sighed imperceptibly, looking quite helpless. Sizhou received permission and immediately held Bai Jiayan in his arms with a smile on his face and rested his forehead on the other person's shoulder.

Sizhou soon raised his gaze and looked directly at Ye Li outside the door, smiling like a winner, quite provocatively.

Ye Li remained silent for a long time. Qing Xu thought he would fight back, but in the end, he just silently stepped back and turned his face to the side to meet Qing Xu's eyes unintentionally.

so awkward. Qing Xu originally planned to turn around and run away, but Ye Li took the initiative to talk to him. The volume was extremely low, as if he was afraid of disturbing the people in the classroom: "Are you looking for someone?" "

No, I... was passing by." Qing Xu originally planned to turn around and run away. After Xu finished speaking, he was about to leave with the trash can, but because he was in a hurry, he accidentally threw a few paper balls out of the bucket before taking a few steps.

He subconsciously bent down to pick it up, but Ye Li was one step ahead of him, picking up all the garbage and putting it back into the overflowing trash can in his hand.

"Thank you."

"Do you still want to help?"

"No, thank you." He wanted to leave quickly, and was so embarrassed that he wanted to find a way to get in.

Qingxu couldn't help but think as he walked towards the garbage pool, Si Zhou was really speechless. Isn't it too childish to show off to his love rival like this? He is not a primary school student who still needs his mother to accompany him every day.

On the other hand, Ye Li not only didn't argue with Si Zhou, but also helped him pick up trash. He is such a kind and gentle person. If Bai Jiayan likes him, he should be someone like Ye Li, right? A childish liar like Si Zhou, a talented person like Bai Jiayan, looks down upon such an idiot.

But think about it, Si Zhou seems to be number one in grade?

Well, he doesn't seem to have the right to call others idiots after taking one or two hundred exams.

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Qing Xu's impression of Si Zhou is getting worse day by day, especially when he sees the other party blocking people in a small corner and beating him up. His view of Si Zhou is completely a bad person, except for his face and grades. Useless.

Is this a compliment? It probably doesn't count. Qingxu touched his chin and thought.

He was sent to duty because he was late. Unfortunately, it was his turn to take out the trash again today. In order to get home early, he deliberately took a shortcut that not many people knew about, but within a few steps he heard the sound of fighting coming from the end of the path.

It would have been better if he didn't look, but when he looked, he found that Sizhou had beaten a boy to the ground. The boy's face was covered with wounds and bleeding, and he looked up angrily at the person standing in front of him.

"Which hand did you touch him with? Why did you touch him?" Sizhou grabbed one of the boy's arms and twisted it very hard like a towel. The boy lying on the ground couldn't stop screaming. , "You took those dirty hands and chopped them up and fed them to the dogs, and the dogs didn't even look at them."

Sizhou stepped on the boy's ankle, and the boy couldn't help but hiss in pain. "If I see you again, it won't be as simple as hurting your face. Do you understand? I'll let you crawl out next time."

Qingxu was so frightened that she ran out quickly. The garbage fell all over the floor without having time to pick it up. Forget about those personality flaws before, using violence against classmates and acting like a gangster is too bad, right?

How could Bai Jiayan be with such a person?

Qingxu wanted to tell Bai Jiayan what he saw about Sizhou many times, but he couldn't think of the way he should use it. He thought about writing an anonymous letter, but what if it ended up like the love letter?

It was even more impossible to say it in person. If a stranger suddenly appeared and said such things, Bai Jiayan would definitely be more inclined to believe Si Zhou.

He thought about it but couldn't find any good solution, so he had to hold the empty trash can in his hand dejectedly and passed Bai Jiayan's classroom again on the way.

History is always surprisingly similar. Si Zhou and Bai Jiayan were in the classroom, while Ye Li was quietly watching from the window.

"Does it hurt?" Bai Jiayan glanced at Sizhou's injuries worriedly. To be honest, what Si Zhou had on him was nothing compared to the boy who was knocked to the ground.

"It hurts, it hurts so much." Sizhou pretended to be weak and leaned into Bai Jiayan's arms. The other person simply wiped the blood on his face with a tissue, "I feel better when I see you."

"Don't talk nonsense, I It's not a painkiller."

"I said you are, you are. Painkiller, if I hurt so much, you need to touch me more."

"Stop making trouble, go to the hospital and take care of it later so it doesn't really hurt." Bai Jiayan He sighed imperceptibly, but he didn't mean to blame him at all.

Wasn't he the one who beat him so hard just now? Now he was pretending to be miserable in front of Bai Jiayan. Qing Xu couldn't help but roll his eyes at him.

He turned his attention to Ye Li, who still looked as intimidated as before.

Ye Li turned around and was about to leave. This time it was Qing Xu who stopped him first: "You're just leaving like that?"

"It's you." Ye Li showed a friendly smile, "At least I shouldn't disturb them. I won't leave." So what can I do?"

"You have to work hard no matter what, right? How can you just give up like this?" How could Bai Jiayan be allowed to be with that kind of person? Qingxu got a headache when he thought about this.

"It's useless," Ye Li paused, "He has someone he likes, and he has given his heart to him a long time ago."

"Ah?" Qing Xu was stunned. He hadn't seen Bai Jiayan show kindness to anyone for so long. How could he not notice that there was someone he liked? Is it a girl or a boy?

Ye Li seemed unwilling to dwell on this topic, and his eyes fell on the trash can in Qing Xu's hand: "Want to help?"

"Oh... No, thank you."

Qing Xu quickly left the classroom door with the trash can in hand. . What kind of person does Bai Jiayan like? No matter how you think about it, he won't be a bad person like Si Zhou, right? He probably doesn't look like Ye Li, otherwise he would have fallen in love with her a long time ago.

Damn Sizhou, Qingxu thought as he walked with the trash can. You are the only one who still covets Bai Jiayan. He already has someone he likes. This rotten person should have quit earlier.

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Throughout high school, Xu and Bai Jiayan had nothing to do with each other. In order to catch up with Bai Jiayan, he spent a lot of time practicing piano every day, and finally got admitted to Xia Cang Conservatory of Music, majoring in instrumental music.

In fact, to Qing Xu, it doesn't matter what he majors in, since his level is almost the same anyway.

When he had nothing to do during the vacation, he received a boat ticket from a friend. It was said that he could take a cruise on a sea trip. The other party only gave it to him when he had no time.

He never imagined that he would meet Bai Jiayan and that bad guy on this ship. Seeing the two people's intimate posture on the deck, Qingxu smashed the cup on the table in annoyance, which really disrupted the rhythm of the two people.

How could Bai Jiayan still tolerate such a person around him? No, it must be that he didn't see through Sizhou's true face as a childish liar.

Qing Xu finally made a series of plans, thinking that everything would go smoothly, and that he could confess his feelings to his idol after Bai Jiayan led him to the empty house, but unexpectedly, he was interrupted by Si Zhou in the end.

Qing Xu was driven away by Si Zhou and did not leave completely. Instead, he hid in the distance and watched the two of them.

As a result, two people were seen kissing under the streetlight, and a neighbor caught him calling to complain.

Why did this rotten guy still get his way?

If I had known earlier, I would have stopped watching. My eyes really hurt.

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