He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 55 Crying

I mentioned it in Chapter 6, okay, I know you have no impression (.)


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Qing Xu: [I was in a western restaurant yesterday I made a reservation for tonight, but I had an emergency and didn't have time to go. I asked the restaurant that I couldn't cancel it. I just wanted to treat you and Sizhou to dinner]

Bai Jiayan couldn't help but frowned. He thought that he and Qing Xu were not so familiar with each other: [Why is it so sudden? Is there no one else who can go?]

Qingxu: [All my friends are not free, and I really don't have anyone to think of you. It just happens to be two people, so it's just right for you to go]

Bai Jiayan: [It's not suitable...]

Qingxu saw that he declined. , and tried his best to exaggerate the urgency of the matter. Bai Jiayan really had no choice but to bring out the fact that he and Si Zhou had fallen out, trying to use this as an excuse to reject the other party's kindness, but the other party did not think it was a good idea at all. Question: [You can come by yourself or with other friends. The restaurant has probably prepared the ingredients in advance. If you don't go, a lot of them may be scrapped]

When he saw this reply, Bai Jiayan couldn't help but pause his fingers. He really couldn't bear to see the food being wasted. On the other hand, he was really embarrassed to refuse the other party forcefully: [I know, I will go.]

Before going to eat this dinner, Bai Jiayan specially explained a few words to Si Zhou to prevent the other party from secretly giving him Bring food. Lin Yi and Zhou Zhibei had a meeting tonight, so he told Sizhou that he would eat out alone.

He navigated to the restaurant according to the location given to him by Qing Xu. He specifically asked the waiter the price of the meal, thinking that he would transfer the money to Qing Xu later.

Bai Jiayan rarely goes to such high-end restaurants. After all, he is not from a wealthy family like Sizhou. Entering such a place still depends on the willingness of the wallet. Worried that he would look out of place if he dressed too casually, he even changed into his usual performance clothes.

Halfway through the dinner, Bai Jiayan was cutting the steak in front of him with his head down, when he suddenly noticed that the chair at the other end was being pulled. He suddenly raised his head and found Qingxu sitting down opposite him: "Did it scare you? The event ended early, so I came over. Aren't you with your friends?"

"They are not free."

Qingxu didn't seem to be interested. Bai Jiayan didn't intend to give up on the issue of Bai Jiayan's meal partner: "What happened between you and Si Zhou?"

"...We had a big fight. It should be fine after we calm down after a while." Bai Jiayan obviously had no interest in being with this unfamiliar friend. Discussing his own relationship problems, he changed the topic, "This restaurant tastes good."

"Well, it's very popular. I can reserve a seat many days in advance."

The conversation got back on track and we maintained a casual acquaintance. Bai Jiayan handled the topics that should have happened naturally. At the end of the meal, when the last dessert was served, Qingxu said without warning: "Actually, I might be able to give you some advice."

Although Bai Jiayan was slow, he could understand what the other party was referring to at this moment. , shaking his head subconsciously to reject the other party's kindness.

"Does it have anything to do with what I said last time?" Qing Xu still bit her tongue. This made Bai Jiayan feel disgusted. In order to avoid the next conversation, he cut off abruptly: "I've almost eaten. Thank you for today's meal. I'll transfer the money later and go back first."

Qing Xu didn't seem to be embarrassed to stop him. With just a few polite words, Bai Jiayan was allowed to walk out of the restaurant.

It was getting dark outside, and Bai Jiayan was about to take the subway back to school, but he accidentally caught a glimpse of someone passing by the roadside, and he felt an unreasonable sense of familiarity.

He quietly approached the hidden figure, and the other party noticed his presence and turned around: "Xiao Jiayan."

When he heard the voice, Bai Jiayan was stunned subconsciously. He expected the owner of the voice, but he didn't expect that the words would have a crying tone, as if they were crumbling in the wind.

"Brother?" Bai Jiayan called cautiously.

"You lied to me. You said you came to eat." Sizhou took Bai Jiayan's hand, and the latter's fingertips touched the tears on the other's cheeks. "Why did you lie to me and eat with other people? You are You really don't want me anymore, you gave up on me?"

Bai Jiayan was almost heartbroken by those tears: "I'm not, he couldn't say it at first..."

His words were interrupted by a burst of noise. Bai Jiayan looked towards the source of the sound and discovered that Sizhou was holding an empty plastic bottle in his hand. The cap was missing. It was not difficult to guess that the sound was from the other person squeezing the bottle hard. "I listened to you and didn't break anything."

"Well, if you obey you, I won't give up on you." Bai Jiayan coaxed after thinking about it.

"Really?"

Bai Jiayan raised his hand to wipe Sizhou's tears: "I won't lie to you."

"But you just lied to me." Sizhou said aggrievedly.

Bai Jiayan was speechless for a moment, but he forced himself to explain the real situation. Sizhou nodded vigorously: "I understand, Xiao Jiayan said it is what it is."

"Don't you judge for yourself?" Although facing this person It was very inappropriate for the tearful person to think like this, but Bai Jiayan couldn't help but think it was a bit cute when Si Zhou said these words sadly.

"No need to judge, I am Xiao Jiayan's dog, no need to think."

At this point, Bai Jiayan couldn't help but laugh out loud: "You are not a dog, you are a living person."

"I just like being a dog, Xiao Jiayan I will do whatever Yan asks me to do." Sizhou met Bai Jiayan's eyes, "I'm even crying, and you still laughed at your dog."

"Stop crying, I didn't mean to do it just now." Bai Jiayan looked like he was not taking care of his own children. Seemingly trying to figure it out, he couldn't help but touch Sizhou's hair.

"I know I'm not good enough, I always lie, and I can't be a good dog."

Sizhou sobbed softly twice more, and then continued: "I tell the truth, and I confess everything I have lied to you before. "

Bai Jiayan did not reject the other party's behavior. He was indeed curious about how many times he had been kept in the dark by Si Zhou. Then I heard Sizhou slowly detailing his past lies: "...I lied to you when I said I took pictures of you wearing bunny ears to restore your memory. In fact, I just wanted to see you."

Bai Jiayan was not surprised, after all, he had lost his memory. It's just a pretense. Sizhou naturally doesn't need to restore any memory.

"And that time you pretended to make a phone call, I quickly exposed you because Ye Li told me that I also wrote the manuscript."

Bai Jiayan was stunned: "...Huh?"

He was the one who involved Ye Li. Unexpected.

"When you went to KTV to attend Xie Chenyi's birthday party, I wasn't drunk. I was pretending."

Bai Jiayan: "..." No wonder any drunk man can be so energetic.

"Also," Sizhou paused here, as if he was seriously recalling what he had said before, and then continued for a long time, "I really didn't use your photos in the dormitory at midnight, nor did I secretly take them out to look at. ."

Bai Jiayan didn't expect that Sizhou would be entangled in this kind of thing, and almost couldn't help but chuckle: "I know."

"If you hadn't seen it in those few days, nothing else." Sizhou said honestly. added.

When Bai Jiayan heard these words missing, an inexplicable dissatisfaction surged in his heart.

Seeing Bai Jiayan's silence, Sizhou quickly flattered him: "I was wrong. I will never read it again without your permission."

"...That's not because of that."

"Then why does Xiao Jiayan look unhappy?" Si Zhou Zhou looked him up and down, and then he came up with another guess, "Did I look too little, and Xiao Jiayan thinks I don't miss you?"

Bai Jiayan was stunned when he was inadvertently mentioned.

"I really, really want you to come back to me." Sizhou said, taking out a notebook from his schoolbag and stuffing it into Bai Jiayan's hand.

Bai Jiayan carefully opened the cover and found that the notebook was filled with his name from the first page. The handwriting was still relatively immature. It should have been

when he was in junior high school.

Bai Jiayan continued to flip through the pages, probably because as he grew older, the handwriting became more and more regular and beautiful, and his name was still on every page until one of the pages was interrupted.

That page says "I love you."

Bai Jiayan's hand trembled violently. Why had he never noticed it before?

"Don't be afraid of me." Sizhou noticed the other party's movements and spoke as if he was being stabbed into a wound by his fingertips.

"...I don't have it."

"I still have it, little Jiayan." Si Zhou looked like a little animal caught in the rain, "You come home with me, and I'll show you, okay?"

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Si Zhou Zhou didn't ask Uncle Zhang to pick him up, but took the subway with Bai Jiayan. There are very few people in the carriage at night, and two people can easily find a place to sit down.

This area has convenient transportation. You can reach Sizhou's doorstep just a few steps from the subway station.

Bai Jiayan had visited Sizhou's bedroom countless times, but this was the first time he knew what was in Sizhou's locked drawer.

He watched as the other party took out a set of keys from his wallet, opened one of the locked drawers, and took out a photo album from inside.

Different from the old photo album owned by Bai Jiayan, Sizhou's photo album is obviously much thicker and contains many secretly taken photos in middle and high school.

In addition to photos, there are also some test papers and assignments written by Bai Jiayan, as well as printed music scores. Each one has a melody that he has played, so Sizhou can tell the name of the piano music he played.

The photo album kept flipping in Bai Jiayan's hands, and finally stopped on a page with a red-letter annotation.

It was a photo of Bai Jiayan who hadn't woken up yet. His pajamas in it were messy, revealing a patch of snow-white skin and delicate collarbones on his chest. Small red letters read "I love you so much" underneath.

The other photos were all similar. Bai Jiayan was a little embarrassed. He turned to Sizhou and asked, "Why are the photos here... marked like this?"

"Because they are very important." Sizhou's eyes gradually became filled with lust. He thought, "My first time was looking at this photo."

"What was the first time?" Bai Jiayan asked subconsciously.

"Relieve." Sizhou couldn't help but take a step closer to Bai Jiayan, "Can you understand?"

Bai Jiayan didn't expect that the topic would turn in this direction, and his face suddenly turned red: "You said you don't need... photos...

"I said it's not necessary in the dormitory." "

I..." "

Xiao Jiayan, you still feel that I don't miss you enough," Sizhou leaned close to his body, "Then do you want me to do this again?"

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