He lost his memory after confessing to his straight boyfriend

Chapter 19 Abnormality

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Bai Jiayan knew that Sizhou was referring to what happened at dinner a few days ago. He was stunned for a long time, and then he saw Sizhou looking helpless with his stupid child, and then said, "Say you like me."

Hearing those two words mentioned in Sizhou's mouth again, Bai Jiayan was not overly sensitive. But when the words reached his mouth, they would always fall back into his throat uncontrollably. After a long time, his lips trembled: "...I like you."

"Who likes me?" Sizhou's expression was calm, and he was not happy to tease him successfully. , there is no sweet joy, but a very superficial smile, hanging on the face like a mask, playing no role other than decoration.

The words hesitantly climbed up from Bai Jiayan's throat, as if they were moving forward while coercing his hidden emotions, trying to get some temporary vent on the pretense that this sentence would not be taken seriously. The words flowed from his lips, obviously carrying an elusive warmth: "I like you."

"Yeah." Sizhou got up from Bai Jiayan, not trying to squeeze into the bed like before, but along the way. Bai Jiayan climbed up the ladder to his bed: "The punishment is over, good night."

Bai Jiayan subconsciously replied with a good night.

Sizhou stayed on the last step for a while without warning, and then said, "...don't hate me."

Bai Jiayan stayed still for a while. He wanted to say something, but the figure of the other party had disappeared from his eyes. .

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Because the college buildings are close to each other, individual teaching buildings are used together by the School of Mathematics and Physics and the School of Arts. At eight in the morning that day, it was rare that both Bai Jiayan and Si Zhou were in class at Wangyu Building. After class, they met downstairs earlier than usual. Because he got up late, Bai Jiayan hadn't had breakfast yet, so he was going to buy something at a new store at the back door.

Wangyu Tower was far away from the back door. Bai Jiayan went to get the bicycle, but it was Sizhou who got into the driver's seat. There are usually few people here, so any movement can be quickly picked up by the ears. As soon as Bai Jiayan sat down in the back seat, he heard footsteps coming from somewhere, but there was no one there, but he didn't think much about it and just thought he was passing by.

"Brother?" Sizhou looked a little wary and didn't step on the pedals for a long time. His eyes scanned the surroundings, and when he saw nothing unusual, he finally let the bicycle move forward slowly: "Nothing, I'll treat you to food later, order whatever you want."

Bai Jiayan's hand was on the back seat of the bicycle. For some reason, he I always felt that Sizhou was a little absent-minded from the beginning, and had an inexplicable premonition.

And his hunch came true just a few minutes' drive away. Sizhou rode his bicycle forward, completely unaware that there was a big banyan tree standing in front of him. If Bai Jiayan hadn't warned him, the car would have hit it in the next second.

Sizhou immediately made a sharp turn and the car suddenly became unbalanced. He braked hurriedly. Almost instantly, he turned back to look at Bai Jiayan in the back seat. Seeing that the other person's body was tilted, he subconsciously put his arms around the other person's shoulders and straightened him up: " Are you okay?"

"Nothing..." Bai Jiayan was worried that there were too many people in the cafeteria, and didn't want Sizhou to waste time on him and make both of them hungry. "Let go first, let's hurry up and get there."

"Well, I'm sorry. "

Sensing the subtle disappointment in the other person's tone, Bai Jiayan quickly said it didn't matter. As if to prove his words, he gently shook Sizhou's wrist with his hand. Sizhou didn't say anything anymore. His bicycle was parked in front of the breakfast shop, and he happened to buy Bai Jiayan's favorite beef buns.

Such Sizhou was completely abnormal in Bai Jiayan's eyes.

...

This abnormality lasts until school ends on July 8th in the afternoon. The day of the city competition is approaching, and Bai Jiayan has been practicing piano very frequently recently. He sat in front of the piano in Sizhou's room and practiced the competition piece over and over again, while Sizhou just sat aside and listened without disturbing him.

Bai Jiayan took a break and sat down on the thick blanket next to Si Zhou. He couldn't help but ask, "What are you thinking about?"

"I wonder if you can successfully get the ranking in the city competition."

Bai Jiayan felt that this sentence sounded similar. The truth didn't sound like the truth. He locked his gaze on Si Zhou's face and observed the other person's expression. He didn't see any deeper problems, only that he was not in high spirits.

Seeing that it was almost time for supper, he thought for a moment and suggested: "Are you hungry? I'll make you something to eat."

Seeing that Sizhou didn't refuse, Bai Jiayan went straight out to find a nanny he knew and asked him to take him to the second floor. In the kitchen, someone also took out some of the remaining ingredients for him today. The nanny is familiar with him, and the host and hostess have also told him that he and Si Zhou can move around freely in the house.

He used to cook for Sizhou a lot. For this reason, the family specially prepared various hot sauces and chili oils, packed them in thermos boxes and brought them to school. Sizhou ate every time without leaving any food.

Bai Jiayan looked at the remaining ingredients, which were just enough to make a bowl of noodles. The bright red soup base was topped with chopped sesame seeds. He originally wanted to taste it, but gave up after taking a second look. He brought the noodle bowl directly to Sizhou and put the chopsticks into his hand: "I made it for you, eat it."

Sizhou picked up a mouthful of noodles and put it into his mouth. "It's delicious. Do you know how to cook?"

"I often cook at home and I often cook it for you. Do you remember anything?"

"No." Sizhou continued to stuff noodles into his mouth and asked Bai Jiayan why he didn't give them to him. I made a bowl myself, but the other person replied that there were not enough ingredients.

Sizhou paused for a moment, as if he wanted to share something with the other party but didn't know if the other party needed it. Bai Jiayan smiled and waved his hand: "I won't eat."

The other party hummed slightly, and Bai Jiayan watched Sizhou empty the bowl and handed over a tissue. He quietly observed the other person's expression and found that there was still no change compared to the beginning. It was rare for Sizhou not to tease him or pester him, but Bai Jiayan felt very uncomfortable.

It was like being separated, and he hated this feeling.

Before Sizhou put the tissue on his lips, Bai Jiayan thought about it, finally moved forward, took the paper back into his hand, and carefully wiped Sizhou's mouth.

"What's wrong, Xiao Jiayan?" Sizhou seemed a little surprised by his behavior, "You're so dirty-mouthed that you

can't stand it?" "No, I...I always felt that you were thinking something, and you suddenly stopped joking with me. " Bai Jiayan put the used tissue on the table aside, "Did I do something wrong?"

Sizhou sighed imperceptibly: "Xiao Jiayan, what am I going to do to you? Make fun of you. You have to be angry. You don't like being close to me, and you don't like being honest."

"I..." Bai Jiayan was stunned, and after a while he decided to hug Sizhou gently. They would have done this in the past, so Bai Jiayan didn't put it in his arms. It fell into the category of transgression, "I just want to be like you before."

Seeing that Sizhou didn't respond, Bai Jiayan continued: "You have also seen my photo album. We have always had a good relationship, so I don't want to lose you... This friend."

"That means you want me to be by your side all the time?" Sizhou hugged the other person, his hands tightening around Bai Jiayan's waist, as if he wanted to rub the person directly into his body.

Bai Jiayan didn't think much and hummed inaudibly. Sizhou smiled solemnly and pinched Bai Jiayan's waist gently: "Xiao Jiayan, you must be responsible for saying such things."

"I didn't mean that..."

"Explaining so quickly, knowing that I just said What are you thinking about?" Sizhou reached out to hold Bai Jiayan's fingers, "Go and practice the piano, and then stay with me."

Bai Jiayan didn't mean to object, and obediently sat back in front of the piano, and beautiful sounds flowed from his fingertips. . Until around twelve o'clock in the evening, Sizhou urged him to go to bed and rest: "There are still classes tomorrow."

Bai Jiayan turned on his phone and took a look at his class schedule. There was indeed an early class, and Sizhou seemed to be quite familiar with his class schedule.

Normally, Bai Jiayan would take a shower before coming over to practice the piano. Pajamas were prepared in Sizhou's room so that he could just lie down after changing into them before going to bed. But today, all he could think about was Si Zhou, and it was rare for him to forget about this. "I haven't showered yet."

"Isn't this simple? Just wash it here." Sizhou said, taking out new underwear from the closet and stuffing the usual pajamas into Bai Jiayan's hands.

The room was equipped with an independent bathroom. Although it was just a few steps to the left, Sizhou still wanted to follow him: "Didn't you say you missed me all the time?"

"Don't be so exaggerated. You can't follow me in." Bai Jiayan said. He looks like he can't do anything about the troublesome children.

"Oh, how do you know I didn't plan to follow?"

"...No." As if she was really worried that Si Zhou would follow him into the bathroom, Bai Jiayan ducked into the door and quickly closed the latch.

It was too late, Bai Jiayan didn't want to waste time by running water in the bathtub, so he simply turned on the shower head, planning to take a quick shower to finish the job. As a result, as soon as he turned on the switch, the shower head sprayed water extremely violently, as if there was something wrong.

He quickly tried to turn down the water, and the situation obviously improved. Bai Jiayan finished the bath successfully, but when he was about to put on his clothes, he found that his pajamas had accidentally been splashed wet by him.

Bai Jiayan had no choice but to shout out the door: "Brother, I accidentally wet my pajamas. Is there any new ones I can change into?"

Sizhou replied quickly: "Then you can wear my clothes."

No. After a while, Bai Jiayan heard someone knocking on the bathroom door: "Xiao Jiayan, open the door."

"I won't open it, just leave it at the door." Bai Jiayan came to the door and answered, making Sizhou chuckle a few times: "Do you think I'm a big bad wolf? You can't even look at it for your boyfriend?"

"...Leave it at the door." Bai Jiayan insisted, so Sizhou said he wouldn't tease him and put his clothes in front of the door.

Hearing no movement outside the door, Bai Jiayan carefully opened a crack in the door and found Sizhou standing outside the door, looking at him leisurely.

"How did you..." Bai Jiayan slammed the door again.

"Like a mimosa." Sizhou's smile grew stronger as he spoke, "So you mean to put down your clothes and then I leave? Sorry, I didn't understand."

No one will believe this clumsy lie . , Bai Jiayan remained silent in the door until she heard Si Zhou's footsteps getting further and further away: "Okay, put it on. You may catch a cold in the summer, you are not in good health." There

was still steam in the bathroom, more than thirty years old. It is an exaggeration to say that the weather is cold, but Bai Jiayan thinks that he is not so fragile. He opened the door and took the clothes and put them on. The size was a bit too big, the top and shorts were baggy, the collar was big and the legs were too big.

Bai Jiayan came out of the bathroom and returned to the bedroom. As soon as he opened the door, he found Si Zhou tidying up in the closet. He happened to have a new set of pajamas of the same style and different colors as the one he was wearing just now, without even removing the tag.

Bai Jiayan: "..."

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